Anyways I wouldn’t give any details about my mbti oc character, since this is just me finally releasing the weight that have been aching my mind for too long.
I actually still like drawing mbti/16 personalities characters, but there’s just a random reason or art block of why I couldn’t draw them much,,, so ❗️undercut.
Disclaimer; [RANT/Ramble]:
P.s. I didn’t mean to join it along with this drawing but I wanted to let out my thoughts for once.
To be honest there’s this aching perfectionism that have been aching me when it comes to thinking about MY style of drawing them. Of course, it’s seems like a normal thing for someone as an enneagram 4 artist, since 4 by growth/in SP instinct acts like that of an Enneagram 1. And the reason why I had to point it out right now is that I feel it, I feel “envy”.
The irritating thing of this “envy” and “perfectionism combined together, is the fact whenever I come across a drawing or mbti artist with their own style of the 16 personality types, I get inspired normally. And by inspiration, there’s an idea and that idea needed to be composed. But the idea is tiresome when you’re too busy with something else.
Which also led to minor insecurities or doubts, which led to the lack of posting since I thought if I didn’t draw the characters in my style, it ended up being bland and just as it’s “original” style (16 personalities avatars).
So as a new and matured me, I’m breaking the zealousy loop. Finally and letting go of incompetence to have confidence and finally draw what I wanted to draw. I knew I’m no professional artist, and I knew art is well, communication, freedom and so much I can say. But that’s all for my ted talk.
Another side note: I wouldn’t consider this a vent, it’s more of a core fear situation that I finally dealt with.
Si: Katniss is very focused on the past. She has a detailed internal map of past memories she relies on and uses that to hunt for food in the wilderness, and later to survive the Hunger Games. She is good at recalling stories of her life down to the smallest detail. Her life experiences are very important to her and shape how she views everything in the world.
Te: Katniss is efficient and practical. She is resourceful while hunting and good at using reasoning to figure out what Haymitch wants, which is why she is able to survive the Hunger Games. Whenever Katniss comes across a problem, she uses her auxiliary Te to find the solution. She is good at thinking through problems, and figuring out the logical course of action whenever something doesn’t go as planned.
Fi: Katniss has a strong sense of right and wrong, despite wanting nothing to do with the revolution in the beginning. She goes from believing nothing will ever change to realizing that she needs to do what she can to help the people of Panem. Her Fi develops more as the trilogy progresses, causing her to stand up for what she believes in more and make a difference. Katniss also holds few people close to her heart, especially Prim. She is more focused on having meaningful connections with a few people than making people like her.
Ne: Katniss is focused on the way things already are, not what could be. She initially believes that Panem will just always be unjust, until Gale convinces her that she needs to step up and help the people of Panem. At this point, she begins to realize there is hope for the future, and becomes a catalyst for change.
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Command Sergeant Santiago Medina, SFU 480, 22, Keystone, military legacy. Highly observant, ambitious, determined, and resourceful. Sharp mind and very cunning. Patient, strong-willed, and possesses a strong sense of integrity. Introvert, does not willingly voice his opinion, may stay in the background, but is always listening and always ready.
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