I geniuenly don't want to get older so bad I want to throw up. Not in a omg I don't want wrinkles and gray hair way but in a I don't want to work until I retire and die after a meaningless life. I want to live, go everywhere, learn every language, help everyone in need, live in every single possible place, meet all the people I want to love, eat every cuisine, get every degree, read every book ,listen to every album, see every movie. I literally see days slipping through my fingers. They go by like seconds. "It feels so scary getting old."












