Jul 12, 2018
Day one on Femara
And my trigger shot will be here tomorrow. I'm so ready for my IUI!
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Day one on Femara
And my trigger shot will be here tomorrow. I'm so ready for my IUI!
Today I am 11 weeks 5 days! My belly is growing ever so quickly... I do not fit into any of my jeans or jean shorts, even with all the tricks in the book. These twins just want me to go shopping 💸💸💸. Mommys hormones got the best of her last night when Target had all but my size left in shorts. I can order things online, but my issue is I need them now because nothing fits!! 😭 I am still tired most of the time, but I am needing less naps. The nausea has gone down as well, I just have to make sure I consistently eat throughout the day. We just started our registry and are having so much fun with it!!! Our nights are filled with reading up on twins and conversations about who they may be😍. We will finally be making our "official" Facebook announcement this week as well!! . . . #iuibaby #ttc #ttccommunity #lesbian #twomoms #twomomsquad #twins #multiples #iui5 #clomidsuccess #clomid #fertility #pregnancy #11weeks
Eli: Dr. Kepner, you really think I can't tell when someone's in pain, too?
April: That's not... You don't have to worry about that.
Eli: So, what, I should worry about my wife not getting here before I pass out? Or the fact that my skin is giving up being actual, you know, skin?
April: I can give you morphine and...
Eli: No, no, listen, listen, the Talmud says if someone is sick or in need and you can take away 1/60th of their pain, then that's goodness. That's God. You can't take away a 60th of something if you don't know what it is.
April: That's not your job.
Eli: It is exactly my job, and I prefer to do it till the bitter end. Come on. You're not gonna deny a dying man's wish?
April: You're not...
Eli: Aren't I? Dr. Kepner, I've held enough dying men's hands in my career. I know it's mine this time.
April: I am sorry, Eli.
Eli: Don't be sorry. You're doing your job. Just let me do mine.
April: I'm not... I'm fine. I don't need anything. What?
Eli: You're a terrible liar. I like that.
April: All right, fine. What's that saying? "If I'm not for myself, who will be for me?" Well, I am taking care of myself, for once. That's all.
Eli: Oh, and you realize that that phrase is not an invitation for narcissism, right?
April: You're calling me a narcissist? Sure you don't want more pain meds? It'll knock you right out.
Eli: I don't blame you. You know, it's human nature. You face enough hardship, then you can't help but think that you're being punished, that you did something to deserve it.
April: I did nothing to deserve... Okay. My whole life, I followed His rules. I studied, I believed, I practiced what I preached. I did every single thing He asked of me.
Eli: And that guarantees you what?
April: Excuse me?
Eli: Well, where is the guarantee? In the sequel? 'Cause, I have to admit, I'm not as up on that as I used to be.
April: If by the sequel, you mean the New Testament, that's pretty funny.
Eli: No, no, where is it written exactly that if you do this or that, that everything in your life's gonna be good? Nowhere, in any faith, is there a guarantee.
April: I'm not asking for everything to be good all the time. But fair, I think that I...
Eli: Fair? Was it fair when Isaac went blind and then his child betrayed him? And where was the fairness when Sara had to wait 99 years before she had a child, and God said, "Sacrifice him"? And Moses couldn't even get past the bouncer to the Promised Land. And like I said, I'm not up on the sequel, but from what I hear, Jesus got a raw deal. Nobody in the Bible lived a life free of suffering or injustice, or it wouldn't have been a best seller. And if they lived lives like that, why should ours be different? Now, if people only believed in God when things were good, I guarantee you, after the Holocaust, not a single Jew would be a believer.
April: Okay. Well, see, now you mention the Holocaust, and anything I say after that makes me...
Eli: A narcissist?
April: I was gonna say jackass.
Eli: Faith wouldn't be real faith if you only believe when things are good.
April: Well, so, what? The world is just cruel and random, and there's nothing anyone can do about it?
Eli: Look, I don't have a lot of time here. Do you mind if I just skip to the part where I pretend I don't know what to tell you? I'm just gonna tell you, okay?
April: Okay.
Eli: You sound like a child.
April: What?
Eli: Terrible things happen. Terrible, wonderful, devastating things happen. Who the hell are you to know why? Who are you to know why some people live and some people die?
April: Children die. Children who didn't do anything wrong, children who were broken before they had a chance to be whole, who were climbing in their own front windows.
Eli: Right. And you don't get to know why any more than than I get to know why I'm dying from taking a pill that saves lives, that saves nearly everyone's life but it's killing me. So you can either believe in God and goodness, or you can believe it's pointless, it's cruel, and it's random. Whatever makes you happier. Are you? Happy?
April: It's not narcissism.
Eli: Then what is it?
April: Pain.
Eli: Unimaginable pain. Yeah, I know the feeling. God's not indifferent to our pain. Listen, tikkun olam. Tikkun olam means that the world is full of brokenness and it's our job to put it back together again. It assumes that the world is broken and in need and in pain. And it's our job to fix it.
April: Eli, let me let me give you some more morphine. I can I can take away the pain. 1/60th of your pain. I can do that. Please let me.
Eli: You already did.
Bumpdate!! Today marks 6 weeks❤️ Yesterday we found out we're having twins and we cannot be more excited. Right now the little ones are about the size of a blueberry or sweet pea! This week I was still very hungry, but starting yesterday and continuing today I am incredibly nauseous. No puking yet but I have a feeling it's coming soon 🤢. No matter what though, I'm so happy to be feeling so miserable 😂. . . . #pregnant #pregnancy #6weeks #twins #twinpregnancy #multiples #ultrasound #ttc #ttcsisters #clomidbaby #iuibaby #iuisuccess #lesbian #twomoms #twomomsquad #familyoffour
“I know how dark and lonely the world must feel, but you can always find a kind person who is willing to shine a light on you when you need it. And, eventually, you’ll learn to shine a light on others in need.”
- Hal, A Series of Unfortunate Events
The blog post is up on how I surprised M! She had no idea I was going to test at 11DPO☺️. Normally when I would want to test I would text her and make her talk me out of it, but this time I just knew it would be positive.❤️ . . . #iuisuccess #iui #iuibaby #iui5 #twomoms #twomomsquad #ttc #ttcsisters #ttcjourney #lesbian #lgbt #brides #wives #mama #mommy #mothersday
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Marie Kondo Magic
I just finished reading The Life Changing Magic of Tidying Up and got rid of a number of dresses I thought I would need when I was pregnant two years ago. I got them thinking I would need them as I grew, and when I had the miscarriage, they stayed with me when nothing else fit me anymore.
I’ve since gained weight, so they don’t fit me anymore, but I didn’t get rid of them until today. Thanking those dresses for the service they rendered me in a time of deep pain was so fucking cathartic.