Mom told me yesterday that she thinks my person was you. I was shocked to hear her say that… I have told her whenever I’ve dreamt of you, but she gave multiple reasons for why she thinks it might’ve been you.. in theory it sounds possible and yes obviously very compatible—but that was back then when we didn’t know any better.. now that we’re in our early thirties I wonder how different we are.
I no longer want to rekindle a young love that I put to rest years ago, but I would at least like to know that you’re good.. the last time we spoke you were having an episode of just negative energy towards yourself and above our relationship, we were friends before that.. I still remember us sitting together for lunch on the benches.. i remember we’d talk and walk together to our respective classes. I’m expanding too much and I don’t wanna share more details of you on here.
But if you ever come across this.. please know that the times you come to mind or my dear mother brings you up in conversation- I end up praying for you..For your safety, your family (especially your sweet mother) for your mental health and for your happiness.
Yours truly,
The awkward turtle. (:
(10/31/25)
