#jaebummie

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Hesitate (1)

Im Jaebum x Reader

Part 2

Plot: You reunite with your friend.

Words: 1,432

You wail in pain and rub the tears with your fists.

“Aish! Why are you crying?”

You look up to see your neighbor, Bummie. With ragged breathing, you answer, “I tripped and scrapped my knee...” Your cheeks flush a bright red, embarrassed to be seen in such a state.

The young boy turns around and walks into his home.

‘He thinks I'm pathetic to cry over this...’ You slowly push yourself up and try to walk back to your home when you hear soft footsteps nearing you. You look behind you and there is Bummie with a first aid kit. “Hey Kitty, let me take care of that wound for you.” He shyly smiles at you.

Kitty. Your nickname. Bummie first called you Kitty when he met you. You were such a timid child that you reminded him of a kitten. So cute and innocent.

After Bummie cleaned up your wound and bandaged it up, you smiled up at him. “Thank you Bummie!”

“You were just crying a minute ago! Such ugly tears!.”

“Bummie! You are so mean!” You retort back and attack him with a hug.

*Present Day*

You smiled to yourself, reminiscing about the good old days. When you were younger, you were neighbors with Im Jaebum. The boy next door. Your best friend. He may have been intimidating to some but you always got along with him. Even after you moved to the United States, you guys managed to stay in contact all these years. Jaebum said mean things but that's because he was shy with expressing his feelings and so he demonstrated it instead with actions. He would always do something nice for you. Jaebum was a few years older than you but you guys were inseparable. Whenever he was angry you would jump onto his back and hold on tight. This allowed him to relax for some reason. Maybe it was because your presence somehow calmed him. Jaebum would get into fights whenever someone bullied you and in those moments he became terrifying but not once did you feel scared of him. You for some reason felt safe around him, even during his scary moments. 

Your smile fell when you looked back on your last day with Jaebum.

“Bummie! Open up!” You kept knocking on his bedroom door but to no avail. Jaebum would not come out. You grew worried. “Please open the door..”

“Just go away.”

You stepped away in shock. “Bummie? Why won’t you let me in?”

“Stop calling me that!” 

The door swung open and there was Jaebum. A scary demeanor. He was upset.

You tried inching closer to him and to wrap your arms around him but he slapped your hands away from him. “Just leave already. I don’t ever want to see you again.”

Tears welled up in your eyes. Jaebum was never this harsh towards you. This scared you. This was a first for you. For the first time, Jaebum was upset with you. For the first time, you were scared of him.

“I...I just want to talk..”

“I don’t care. Just leave already.”

“Please don’t say that.”

“You’re gonna be gone tomorrow anyways. You are leaving either way. There is no point in continuing this friendship.”

“But I still want to be your friend Bummie!” You punched his chest.

The next moment hurt you the most. He pushed you away and that wasn’t even the worst part. “Y/N, I hate you.” He turns away from you and slams the door in your face.

“You don’t mean that Bummie!” You cried out. It didn’t matter how long you stood there, calling out to him. He just would not acknowledge you anymore. Defeated, you leave. Your last interaction with Jaebum before moving to the United States destroyed you. 

You wiped the tear that rolled down your cheek. Yes that was a terrible day but that is all in the past. You moved to the United States and a year later, you received a text. It was from Jaebum. He apologized for his behavior, explaining that it really hurt him to see you leave when you guys were neighbors and friends for years. He didn’t know how to act in that situation and so he resorted to anger.

You obviously forgave him because you missed him a lot. And now in just a few days you were moving back to South Korea. You were going back alone. Your family was staying behind because they did not want to leave everything behind for a second time. But you, you wanted to go back. You were gonna attend school there. You will be attending Korean Academy of Film Arts. You have a dream of becoming a film director or something of the sorts. And you wanted to return to Jaebum.

Smiling, you got up to leave your room and walked downstairs. 

“Hey Ma. Hey Pa.”

Your parents were sitting in the living room, both looked up and smiled at you.

“Excited to move to Korea?” Your dad chimed.

“Of course I am!” It’s been too long since I’ve last been to Korea. I just still don't understand why we had to leave in the first place...”

Your parents gave each other a worried look but you did not notice because Jaebum had just texted you. 

Bummie: Hey Y/N. Can’t wait to see you in a few days :)

You: Same! I’m so happy to move back and to finally see you again. ^_^

Bummie: Same. The guys can’t wait to meet you.

You: Aww. Those guys are so sweet! Wish I was there already :(

Bummie: Just a few more days. don't worry.

Well those days went by dreadfully slow. When it was the night before your flight, you got no sleep. You were a nervous wreck.

Turning to look at the clock.

4:36 AM.

You groaned.

Grabbing your phone, you just decided to stalk people online. 

A few minutes go by when you receive a text from one of your roommates that you will be living with in Korea.

EunHee: Heyyy. I know its still early there but I just can’t wait to meet you!!

Smiling to yourself, you replied back. You text with her for about half an hour when you decide to just get up and prepare for your long flight.

A few hours later and you were at the airport, waiting for your flight. With each passing minute you were growing more anxious. You just wanted to be in Korea already and with Jaebum. You missed him so much. It’s been six years 

The heaviness you felt inside did not help with your nerves. Yes you were excited to go back but you were also nervous.

What if the rest of Got7 don’t like you?

What if your roommates don’t like you?

What if Jaebum grows tired of you?

You bit down on your bottom lip when finally boarding for your flight was announced.

With your nerves intensifying, you board the plane. You try to calm down. You think about how Jaebum will be waiting for you at the airport along with the guys. He told you about how the guys were excited to meet you. Jaebum has mentioned you to them and they couldn’t wait to meet the girl who could tell them embarrassing stories about Jaebum’s childhood. 

The flight itself went smoothly but your nerves just intensified tenfold when you finally landed. Your palms sweaty and your blood pumping, you grab your carryon bags and slowly walk out.

When finally walking into the airport, you notice that Jaebum and the boys are nowhere in sight. You start to panic a little.

What if they forgot about you?

Shaking those thoughts away, you walk towards baggage claim. You stand by, looking out for your suitcase but also looking around you to find the guys.

Still nowhere in sight. 

With shaky arms, you walk up to claim your bag. You set it down on its wheels and grab onto the handle. You start walking towards the exit.

Tears welling up in your eyes.

Jaebum forgot about you.

‘What was I thinking? Of course he would forget. He probably got caught up with practice or something.’

You got outside and breathed in the air of South Korea. Despite Jaebum not being here you still managed to smile.

‘I’m back.’

In that moment, you noticed something in your peripheral sight. A man in dark clothing.

‘Oh my god.’

You dropped everything and ran up to him.

Forgetting about all the nerves from earlier, you jumped onto this man’s back.

“Bummie!”

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THE BEGINNING

(the pic is from jaebum’s instagram!)

Jaebum never thought he’d meet someone who is as captivating as her. The way she’d sway to music while standing around for the bus to show up, or the way she would watch people with wonder walk down the street or how she would always seem to be in a good mood even when the sky was grey and the wind was chilling. Or how she stood out against the sea of seoul natives who littered the street as some kind of foreign beauty. He was so enthralled with the small glimpses he got of her on his morning bus rides to the studio. The rest of his members would prefer to travel with their manager but he liked getting his morning coffee in before he dealt with the 6 rowdy boys all day. He also liked squeezing in his daily dose of watching her from afar. He knew he probably never stood a chance, idol or not. She was way too invested in her own world to notice him, but he was okay with that. He hadn’t gathered the courage to talk to her yet.

There came a day though, real late at night, when he was frustrated with the way a song for Got7’s most recent comeback wasn’t coming together properly; nobody could come up with a melody strong enough for a song and Jaebum really didn’t want to be in a room full of people at that moment. The night air was biting against his cheeks, turning them red, as he walked around the block of their building. The streets were dotted with few people, most were either at a club or sitting at home. He was grateful for the lack of crowds, as he walked into a music shop. Hoping some inspiration would strike him, he browsed through the titles of albums and band names. Randomly picking up an occasional CD or cassette that he wanted to play at the back of the shop near the check out counter. And that’s when he saw her: standing behind the counter so breathtakingly, scribbling on a notepad. She was lost in her own world again, swaying to the slow r&b song that was plying over head, not paying much attention to anything aside from her notebook. And just like that, spurts of inspiration hit and Jaebum finally found the courage to speak to her. Asking her about what she was writing and what kind of music she liked as he set up the music he had in his hand in the players. Her laugh would ring through the almost empty store as he would clumsily figure out certain music players and she would walk around the counter to help him. He’d blush down at her and laugh nervously as she stood a couple feet away from him. He watched intently as she tried explaining to him how it works (in pretty good korean might he add). And so they stayed in that little area of the shop talking about their favorite artists and songs and how Jaebum is in a band and how she’s in the early stages of college and trying to decide what she wants to do since she started late. They stayed enthralled in conversation until one of the boys called asking Jaebum to come back to the studio.

So he’d bid her goodbye but not before asking for her number. He’d use the excuse of wanting to talk more about music with her, but he’d actually just want to get to know the girl he’s been infatuated with for a couple of months now. And she’d been so unbelievably interesting and intelligent. The boys would see the difference in their leader and in his writing and composing. But Jaebum would just be so invested in translating his feelings for her into music that he wouldn’t notice and that’s probably how he’d confess. Just a song completely made for her. No lyrics, just music because she always loved the way artists are also able to put so much into the notes of a song. They’d probably both be a blushing mess and so smitten.

(A/N: hi! this is my first time actually posting something like this! if you like it or if it’s trash please let me know! my inbox is always open! i hope you have a good day!)

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