#jamie post

[buggycat]

in-sys dating is awesome i just get to annoy this cute guy all the time

[bisexurl-moving]

i am so good at iphone screens <3

[atlassys]

turns out i’m NOT a trauma holder

guess that explains why i have zero memories of my childhood and almost zero of before junior year of high school

-jamie (host)

[deepforestsystem]

How i found myself as an alter~!

Hi guys~!!! My name is Jamie~!!! It’s nice to meet you all~!!! I have been in this system for an astounding 13 years now~!! Awesome right~?? During these thirteen years i have learned ALOT~!! I wasn’t always the strong woman you see in front of you~! To get things started, when i came into this system, i was a male fictive~! I am comfortable enough to say that~!! The longer i stayed here~! The more i experienced things fronting~! The more i learned what it meant to be a caretaker, to be an alter, that i’m not here to just mess around~! well, i started looking into myself~! What am i built on, what do i stand for, who am i~! In this mass array of memories and other alters and responsibility~! i hated who i was but didn’t know how to change~! Then i picked up a makeup brush, and i went to town, i stopped feeling like i had to be an exact image of this character who i use to be~!! I found myself~! I was a woman~!!! I came clean to myself, and everyone around me~! My daily tasks as co-host got easier~! I could care for the host and others with more confidence and joy~! I stopped feeling this heavy burden~! I found who, i was~!! Fictives~!! You don’t have to identically match who source you is~!! Its okay to be different~!!! I’m so much happier~!! I use my light to help the host and to help others and to enjoy my time here~!! I am a trans woman~!! I make fun tik toks in the body~! I do makeup~! I buy fem clothes for myself~!! Although i only wear them when im fronting since isaac would h a t e it~! eheh~!! The moral is~!! Don’t feel like you have to stick to what your source is~! or what your role is in the system~!! You can grow too~!! Become your best self~! Become the best alter you can be for the best of the system~! So you don’t loathe your own existence~!! <3 <3 <3 <3

I am also willing to answer questions on my transition~!! Drop questions in the askbox please~!! Hope this helps some of you~!!!

[atlassys]

new system blog!

newly discovered system!

please follow me! i follow back from bpdgeralt!

-jamie

[atlassys]

how do yall communicate with alters that seem distant/don’t really talk/front?

having a lot of trouble with one alter and need advice

-jamie (host)

[deepforestsystem]

Hello all~!!! Sum of my favorite lewks from my past couple makeup days~!!! Ive been doing really great recently~!!! Ive aaa~!! Gotten myself a new boo 💕💕💕 He’s also dating isaac and,, he’s really great~!! 😍😍 Im gonna be making a longer post in a bit~!! For now enjoy my cute face 😘😘😊😊

[cr-yellow]

I’m a dork in love plus watercolors is so aesthetic.