#jester blog

[blau-hai]

Notes game again 'cause I've seen more of them recently

Spam is allowed, but NO REPOSTS!

Tw 'cause there's like sh, eating disorder and suicide mentioned, stay safe :)

1 - ow you're first, here, take a balloon 🎈

5 - I'll learn some new jester-like stuff after I'm finished with juggling

20 - I'll write the next chapter for my little story, yeeeee

35 - I'll paint my nails :3

45 - I'll learn a few chords on guitar

60 - I'll try to do some silly jester makeup. I hate the feeling of makeup, but it looks so pretty on everyone...

100 - wowowow, here's a balloons for all of you 🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈And I'll try to read more, so I finish the book faster.

180 - I'll try to find this looong balloons and see if I can do something with them

200 - I won't let my ed to come back, f-ck it, hehe (it'll count as "done" in 3 month, 'cause i want it to be blue)

300 - sew something?

400 - another chapter, 'cause I bet I'll lose motivation to write soon, lol

500 - I'll go to the library and take a book (how tf am I supposed to do that if library doesn't work when there's air alarm?... Well, I'll get it done somehow)

1000 - I'll finish the story and find a beta

1500 - I'll make a video with a character from this story

2000 - I'll translate my story to English

3000 - I'll throw away my box cutter...

3001 - Oh, you're the last one! Balloon for you! 🎈

5000 - I'll throw away pills I wanted to od with...

Black - not reached yet

Green - reached

Orange - in progress (i wanted to take yellow but Tumblr doesn't have this one)

Blue - done!

[blau-hai]

Another intro post, 'cause previous sucks

Hiiii, human! Imma jester and my name is Rain. It's nice to see you here!

I hope you'll enjoy my company.

Here, take a balloon 🎈 and let the show begin!

More info under the cut

My name is Rain. My pen name is Zephir.

Gender: neumale. Or just trans man, whatever

Pronouns: he/him

I've had depression for a few years now, so there will be vent posts. I hope you won't report them, 'cause this changes nothing

Kin list:

Castiel (Supernatural)

Donatello Hamato (ROTTMNT)

Xie Lian (Heaven Official's Blessing)

Newt (The maze runner)

Charlie Springs (Heartstopper)

Bo Soen (To the stars and back)

Lewis Walker (Not so silent)

Dazai Osamu (BSD)

Fandoms*: AFTG, TFC, TADC, Heaven's official's blessing, BSD, Supernatural, (RO)TMNT, Heartstopper, Castle, White collar, Sherlock, Mentalist and something I've definitely forgotten

I want to create some tags for this blog, so. Old posts won't be tagged

• #boy blogging, #boy blogger, #boy blog and #jester blog - these are for every post except repost ig

• #not so funny jester - for vent posts

• #let's stop the show - for posts (vent or not), related to suicide

• #imma just a zebra - for posts (vent or not), related to sh

• #juggling rehearsal - for learning all that jester stuff, why not?

Ig I'll add anything later, but who knowsss

Okay, take care and don't lose your ticket! 🎟️

*For me, being in fandom means I was interested in a media enough to search fanfics about them. It doesn't mean I know a lot about the media

Links and stuff:

Ao3: Blau_hai

Wattpad: Blauhai (it's empty yet)

And here for my pronouns page!

[blau-hai]

Well idk, it's Rusty lake, why do you even ask bro

[blau-hai]

HAIIII

HELLOOOO

:D

How r u?

[blau-hai]

Vibes i want to give off

I want to be fun, free and weird

Links

https://pin.it/38L28gfRn

https://pin.it/7oNXFIh0K

https://pin.it/5pneE3tJp

https://pin.it/BKZltXYbR

https://pin.it/2GaATLHOy

https://pin.it/4NsNvuTl5

https://pin.it/7ahBDORv4

https://pin.it/71fF6gMhS

https://pin.it/65ZVxnjZ5

[blau-hai]

Ohhh, this animation is coool :3

It's my first time seeing this, do we have it every June or is this a new thing?

[blau-hai]

I want to come out to my German teacher rn... She's about my cousin's age. But my cousin wasn't supportive...

Fuuuuuck..

Upd: IT WENT REALLY GOOD! She's now the only adult who knows and supports and I'm grateful for it. She won't use my real pronouns/name in class 'cause it's not safe, but she apologised for it. Fuck. I'm crying

[blau-hai]

I'm bored and have nothing to do (I'm not going to prepare to my exams, what a stupid idea), so I'll try to self-type myself

And the last time I tried to do this i wanted to cry 'cause bitch it's hard

Anyway, I'll start with MBTI 'cause that's what the fortune spin decided I'll do first. I'm pretty sure I'm intp or maaaaaaybe infp, but who knows