Fuck it
7777 notes and i ask my therapist about depression meds (and tell her how depressed ive been... yes the whole truth)
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Fuck it
7777 notes and i ask my therapist about depression meds (and tell her how depressed ive been... yes the whole truth)
Notes game bc I need to be more responsible in life. And recovery fucking sucks
1 note: a sip of water; repeatable (tuesdays are usually my pass-out day bc I haven’t drank water all week)
10 notes: Eat a lil bit more per meal
50 notes: finish one meal; repeatable (ED recovery program makes me eat at least a lil but I’m struggling)
100: I do a homework assignment; repeatable
150: train for lifeguard certification; repeatable (muscle atrophy has got me FUCKED)
300: I finish my NHS application
500: I finish art piece (I don’t usually let myself rest and have fun)
800: I eep for eight hours a night (I get 2-5 on average)
1000: I quit caffeine entirely (most likely have POTS so it gives me heart issues and dizzy)
1500: I eep for 9-10 hours a night + 24 ounces of water a day
2000: ask my mom for trauma therapy (all my therapists have quit bc i have too much trauma)
5000: GET MY RAPIST OUT OF MY LIFE
7000: avoid SH and suicide for the next year
Notes game cause I need external motivation to exist
1 note - i dont kms
10 notes - i brush my teeth
30 - i clean my room
60 - i do my laundry
80 - i brush and wash my hair
100 - i clean my fish tank
150 - i clean my fridge
200 - i do all my homework and assignments
250 - i clean my apartment
300 - i repair all broken things and clothing items or buy new ones
350 - i dont intentionally harm myself in any way (cut/burn/bite/get bitten by animals) for a month
400 - i brush my teeth daily for a month
450 - i brush my hair daily for a month
500 - i take a shower/bath daily for a month
1000 - i take a daily walk for a month
1300 - i try to limit my screen time for 2-3 hours a day
1500 - i go to sleep strictly at 23:00-00:00 for a month
2000 - i get myself full meals three times a day for a month
2500 - i drink only 1-2 strong caffeinated drinks a day for a month
3000 - i get a job
3300 - i set up other fishtanks and tend them daily for a month
3500 - I get needed documents and apply to day hospital for mental help
4000 - i choose an online school
4500 - i dont skip any art school classes for a month
5000 - i dont skip any average classes before i get applied for an online school
6000 - i train for the upcoming exams in my freetime daily for a month
7000 - i exercise daily for a month
8000 - i sketch something every day for a month
9000 - i tell my family about my plans that i want to live in the countryside or work in a train/cruise ship rather than pursue a career
10000 - I come out to my sibilings
11000 - I live alone during the next semester break
12000 - I live alone during summer holidays
13000 - I live alone for half a year
14000 - I live alone for a year
15000 - I officially emancipate
Unlimited spam limit for notes
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@the-note-gamer
Chastity notes challenge
For each note I'll have an hour in chastity
I won't count hours I wouldnt be able to jerk off anyway! So if I'm in work for 8 hours those won't count for the total, but I'll keep the cage on.
Ill add some goals a later date maybe! Lets see how long I can go without ever finishing <3
I start first thing tomorrow morning!
Notes game !!! Spam is allowed
1 . First person yippie
10. I'll drink more water
50. I'll clean my room a bit
100. Everything shower (wip?)
200. Clean my room fully
300. Throw away trash
400. Try to brush my teeth more
500. I'll quit c.ai forever
600. I won't relapse for a day.
700. I wont relapse for a week
1000. I wont relapse for a month
1100. I wont relapse as long as I can
1200. I'll tell my therapist everything
1300. take a mental health day
1400. try to explain to my mom my sh problem
1500. I wont kms for another year.
Digi-tan’s One Goal Note Game!!
If I get 1.5k notes, I’ll quit $/H for as long as a can. (At least 1+ month/months)
I know I probably won’t reach the goal… So I made it something that’s something I suffer at…
The limit is 50 notes per person!!
Good luck everyone! :3
Fuck it
✨Notes Game✨
I learnt from the first time I'm putting these goals higher HOWEVER I'll allow y'all to spam this time.
Okay nevermind I went to bed and y'all finished the game by the time I woke up what the fuck.
Blue -> goal reached
Orange -> completed but repeatable / completed but needs to be consistent
Orange Struck out -> Completed
Red -> Failed
Purple -> postponed / cancelled
Pink -> my notes in between when updating
1- 🎉 you were the first🎉 you get... Idk ... Give me a song I'll try and learn it on drums cause I lowk need to practise drums (it should have drums in it)
80- I'll drink a glass of water (repeatable) [reached in 12 minutes WHAT THE FUCK GUYS] [Completed]
100 - I'll go for a walk (repeatable) [Completed]
150 - do a full hair care routine for my curly hair [Completed]
[ WHY THE FUCK ARE WE AT 199 ITS BEEN 15 MINUTES GUYS ]
200 - I'll not go on Tumblr until I finish bio & chem revision for my external exams [Completed]
250 - I'll finish drafting one of my WIP writings [Completed]
[ this is going too fast and I don't wanna do the next one so I am increasing the goals. Dick move ik but it's been HALF A FUCKING HOUR GUYS CHILL ]
400 - I'll acc finish a meal [Completed, I had fried fish & Rice ]
450 - I won't go on Tumblr till I finish physics revision (HGSRGS FUCJING HATE PHYSICS) [Completed]
[ I regret this. It's been an hour. I regret doing this so badly ]
500 - I'll go to bed before 2am for a month
550 - I'll clean my dressing table
650 - I'll try and eat a full 3 meals a day for like a week [Completed]
700 - I'll limit Tumblr till I finish my math revision [Completed]
750 - I'll pick up a sport again
800 - I'll start looking for a prom dress [I'll mark this as complete when I find one]
850 - limit Tumblr till I finish my I&S prep. (Yes this has to be this high. I'm way behind on this.)
900 - I'll try and quit all addictions for a month (I'm getting too ambitious w this lowk) [Completed]
950 - ...idk... Stop dodging questions about my mental health whenever my friends ask?
1k - limit Tumblr till I finish all pending work
1100 - I'll make an effort to respond to my friends / hang out w them & call them more often [Completed]
1200 - ykw whoever gets me to 1200 gets to decide all the next goals idk (if they're a moot. If not then they get a new moot (me)) [Completed, @/a-french-coconut was 1200th]
[ adding more goals because we finished these ones in 9 hours ]
1.5k - no more than 2 coffees every day for 2 weeks (recc by @a-french-coconut who got me to 1.2k) [Completed]
2k - log off Tumblr till I finish my studying [ fuckk ]
2.5k - start looking at colleges to aim for (bleh)
3k - find and apply to at least one internship for this dinner
3.5k - make an actual schedule to stick to
4k - I'll finish one of my WIPs
4.5k - I'll ... Ykw @acicadahumsitstune gets to choose this one bec idk
5k - permanently quit all my addictions (I don't think this'll get to 5k so I think this is ok to put)
I'm not tagging this I'm scared of y'all.