*:･ﾟ✧* 𝚁𝚊𝚒𝚗/𝚉𝚎𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚛 *:･

he/him

[blau-hai]

Another intro post, 'cause previous sucks

Hiiii, human! Imma jester and my name is Rain. It's nice to see you here!

I hope you'll enjoy my company.

Here, take a balloon 🎈 and let the show begin!

More info under the cut

My name is Rain. My pen name is Zephir.

Gender: neumale. Or just trans man, whatever

Pronouns: he/him

I've had depression for a few years now, so there will be vent posts. I hope you won't report them, 'cause this changes nothing

Kin list:

Castiel (Supernatural)

Donatello Hamato (ROTTMNT)

Xie Lian (Heaven Official's Blessing)

Newt (The maze runner)

Charlie Springs (Heartstopper)

Bo Soen (To the stars and back)

Lewis Walker (Not so silent)

Dazai Osamu (BSD)

Fandoms*: AFTG, TFC, TADC, Heaven's official's blessing, BSD, Supernatural, (RO)TMNT, Heartstopper, Castle, White collar, Sherlock, Mentalist and something I've definitely forgotten

I want to create some tags for this blog, so. Old posts won't be tagged

• #boy blogging, #boy blogger, #boy blog and #jester blog - these are for every post except repost ig

• #not so funny jester - for vent posts

• #let's stop the show - for posts (vent or not), related to suicide

• #imma just a zebra - for posts (vent or not), related to sh

• #juggling rehearsal - for learning all that jester stuff, why not?

Ig I'll add anything later, but who knowsss

Okay, take care and don't lose your ticket! 🎟️

*For me, being in fandom means I was interested in a media enough to search fanfics about them. It doesn't mean I know a lot about the media

Links and stuff:

Ao3: Blau_hai

Wattpad: Blauhai (it's empty yet)

And here for my pronouns page!

[actuallyshion]

today I'm feeding you with some hurt-comfort, tomorrow who kows

[angelgirxl]

people i'd like to get to know better!

tagged by @vii0lets4r0ses

• last song: puppy dog eyes - suki waterhouse

• currently watching: psych

• current obsession: the backrooms movie and loveland

• currently reading: bones and all

• currently working on: starting college and my poetry

• last google search: leviticus (2026)

• favourite flower: anything that I can dry and put in my journal

tags: @cainstellan @am3ixaprun3 @sparklingsonderingdeer

[cainstellan]

thankyou for the tag @angelgirxl!

last song: sunlight - hozier

currently watching: twin peaks

current obsession: leviticus (2026) and ethel cain

currently reading: all in by jennifer lynn barnes

currently working on: my last internal assessments before externals start in october!

last google search: orpheus and eurydice

favourite flower: dried baby’s breath or lilies of the valley :))

tags! @crane-mythos @p4tchw0rk777 @ach1lles-heel @boy-twink-gender-fuck @fnafsmosh @generation-of-vipers @heartzforyouxoxo @indig0bluee @jamm3rz @nettlesangells @orbiter776 @powerl1nes @rose3heartzzz @

[rose3heartzzz]

tysm for the tag! @cainstellan

last song: she’s my collar - gorillaz [feat kali uchis]

currently watching: novitiate

current obsession: tom ripley, the quarry

currently reading: death in venice by thomas mann

currently working on: a perler bead project and all my unfinished works

last google search: black tie dress code female

favorite flower: purple bluebells (contradictory, i know)

tags <3 @coffee-is-my-oxygen, @antipsychoticfemme, @mxlti-fand0m-imaginess, @d3erhunted, @dawngyu, @saturnsfae, @breathe4me, @unprofessionalsimp

[coffee-is-my-oxygen]

Thanks for the tag!!! :>

last song: consume by chase atlantic

currently watching: JJK (jujitsu kaisen)

current obsession: Jett from Valorant (I just bought her knife, SO COOL) and been playing a ton of Wilf Rift

currently reading: War of the Worlds

currently working on: a painting for my dad and a watercolor I’m doing of the Playtime Co factory as well as a short story.

last google search: isha tft chibi (isha in the China trailer is SO CUTE) random I know

favorite flower: poppies

@im-in-yourwalls @hawthornewhore @yourmomssidepiece @3martygraciesversion81 @edensolace

@virtualcoffeemoon

[edensolace]

Thanks @coffee-is-my-oxygen <33

last song: “Found Heaven” by Conan Gray

currently watching: Project Hail Mary (2026) and Terrifier (2016)

current obsession: the Marauders fandom and boxing

currently reading: “The Sun and The Star” by Rick Riordan and Mark Oshiro

currently working on: making and charging sigils

last google search: let down by Radiohead lyrics

favorite flower: roses!

Tagging @ars-per-aspera @forghunter @pixelzbad @justaredconversegirl @kiki1027 @pairofgoggles @asistanttothewallflower @imkindasleepdeprived @cryinconstalations and anyone else who wants to participate:))

[cryinconstalations]

Ahhhh thx u for the tag @edensolace :D

Last song: "Vodka Cranberry" Conan Gray

Currently watching: Outer Banks

Current obsession: mauraders ofc(ROSEKILLER) and traumatizing my OCs

Currently reading: nothing but just finished Crimson Rivers by Zepperzariel (ik i spelled that wrong lol) and Illuminae by Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff (GO READ IF YALL HAVENT)

Currently working on: the book I'll write eventually and an aroace braclet

Last Google search: what does it mean to be masculine in a peacock way (i was trying to explain to my dad and I could only give him examples and not the literal definition so had to look it up lol)

Favorite flower: Tiger Lily I think... THERES SO MANY FLOWERS THO BRO

Tagssss: @peterpettigrewismyhomeboy @icarusexists @ninahufflepuff + open tags <3

[ninahufflepuff]

Thanks for the tagggg:3

Last song: "I want it that way" by backstreet boys

Currently watching: Arcane but I'm watching it really really slowly

Currently reading: "Nothing like this" by @thedogbard I'm soooo loving it

Currently working on: ahem. the book I'm trying to write, the other book I'm trying to write, a short story I'm trying to write, another short story I'm trying to write, and two fics

Last google search: ice age 2 bc i rewatched it for the 5282639163th time

Fav flower: i honestly don't have one they're all so pretty ahhh

Open tags:3

[thedogbard]

OOOH MY FIC GOT MENTIONED THANK YOUUU😊

I'm doing the tag game now

Last song- When We Were Young by Adele

Currently watching- well I WAS rewatching The Lying detective (sherlock) earlier

Currently reading: a Sherlolly fic called RETURN ENGAGEMENT and Clouds of Witness by Dorothy L Sayers

Currently working on- a weird little drabbles fic thing, and a murder novella called A Game Of No

Last Google search- Irish accents YouTube 😭

Favourite flower:

@the-archivist-system @kingkit7734 @catastrophiccblues @blau-hai @cecil-speaks

[blau-hai]

Yay

last song: Olivia Rodrigo - the cure

currently watching: Takopi's original sin

current obsession: rusty lake games and mechanical pencils lol

currently reading: imago

currently working on: a new poem, getting into college and fighting my phone addiction a lil bit for my mental health

last google search: the potion of feather falling recipe

favourite flower: dandelions

Tags:

@shogun-midnight

@ninahufflepuff

@lunathetunaaa

@blowwwuplandmine

@am-i-me-question-mark

@the-calinator

+ anyone who wants to play

[babyanimalgifs]

This is so wholesome

[anx1ous-op0ssum]

Update: he finally got the cat to the vet to see if she had a microchip

[callmebliss]

I was already on board with his sweet wholesome open-to-love-and-nurturing heart but I was fully unprepared for getting to that last tweet and seeing how off the hook HOT dude is

[deadjosey-deactivated20200613]

https://twitter.com/pariszarcilla?lang=en heres his twitter is here there is also additonal cat photos of his children. 

[strangeracrossthestreet]

CAT DAD IS BACK

[jackslenderman]

aww, the kids grow up so fast. ;-;

[aquilacalvitium]

HHHHHHHH I LOVE CAT DAD!

[midgardian-april]

This is, by far, the single most adorable fucking thing I have ever seen. 

[trishmishtree]

update:

[lemonsharks]

I love that he kept …. All of them.

[petermorwood]

I’ve reblogged the earlier part of this thread before, and the new stuff makes it even better.

This is the Tumblr equivalent of a warm hug on a cold day.

[teashoesandhair]

You’re welcome.

[askfordoodles]

I remember this thread, but I never saw the grown-up pics ❤

[theminingengineer]

@every-n-anything

[karmic-punishment-deactivated20]

[fierceawakening]

All hail Catdad

[daisy-rivers]

I saw Catdad for the first time today, and my day instantly became exponentially better.

[pretty-frown-deactivated2026011]

I’M CRYING!?

[instant-karma-official]

CATDAD HAS REVIVED MY WILL TO LIVE

[lilith-hargreeves-official]

I live for cat dad-

[rip-paramour]

Cat dad has saved us all

[one-time-i-dreamt]

[inferno-sytem]

CAT DAD!!

[thekristen999]

I had not seen the updates. I am so happy that the Cat Gods smiled upon this person and their new family :)

[lmaodies]

He’s got more recent pictures (and is also an INCREDIBLE artist), but this is the fam circa May 2020 :>

[the-stage-manager-deactivated20]

It’s been over a year? Where is cat dad? Where is he?

[knitmeapony]

Fear not, CatDad is still happily with us:

[petermorwood]

Cat Dad 2022 pic.

[dduane]

It’s been far too long since I saw these guys. “Heartwarming” doesn’t begin to touch it. :)

[cat-heritage-posts]

CAT HERITAGE POST

[spectrometrie]

when i was a kid my parents bought me an inflatable doll of the Scream by Edvard Munch (??) that was significantly taller than i was at the time and i used to slow-dance with it and pretend it was my boyfriend. It had its hands attached to its head obviously so it felt like he was always a bit horrified to be forced to dance with me

[spectrometrie]

i didn't need no imaginary friends i had Screaming Joe right here !

[omgeddon-deactivated20260424]

I love this website I love it when people tell us what's wrong with them

[vocabulary-altering-posts]

PHRASES ADDED!

"i didn't need no imaginary friends i had Screaming Joe right here !"

"I love this website I love it when people tell us what's wrong with them"

CHARACTER ADDED!

Screaming Joe

[blau-hai]

I'm bored and have nothing to do (I'm not going to prepare to my exams, what a stupid idea), so I'll try to self-type myself

And the last time I tried to do this i wanted to cry 'cause bitch it's hard

Anyway, I'll start with MBTI 'cause that's what the fortune spin decided I'll do first. I'm pretty sure I'm intp or maaaaaaybe infp, but who knows

[justcallmedom31]

[justcallmedom31]

[blau-hai]

Well idk, it's Rusty lake, why do you even ask bro

[blau-hai]

A bug with scoliosis

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

[3rdeyechakra]

Reblog to make a white gay big mad

[apicturewithasmile]

Reblog to make black queer people feel visible and supported (and also to make a white gay big mad)

[sprintyua]

*Reblogs this as a white gay*

[theconcealedweapon]

[liberalsarecool]

The bubble is nigh.

[autiebiographical]

I keep up with the news because I have to. Since my rights are seen as less important as cis-straight, neurotypical, non-disabled mens' rights, mine have a higher chance of being taken away.

Yes, I live in Canada, where my rights aren't nearly as threatened as those in the US, but US politics have a nasty habit of seeping up north, so I need to stay informed. It's stressful, it's panic inducing, but it's necessary.

[southernsolarpunk-deactivated20]

Original

[chicorystreetcoffee]

[discolor3d]

The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy.