#jiraivent

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I hate when family esspically non immediate family criticizes what i wear or how i look like or is like "Oh i wish they wore this." Behind my back

1. It's my choice at the end of the day and

2. I don't see you on a day to day basis so why the fuck do you care that i wanna dress alt

Like it's like they had an image of who i was going to be and since that's not what i am their all cranky about it now

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What if i posted drawings here👀

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Is it selfish that i wish i had a friend who didn't have their life together, like someone who's not busy going places or has a job and can spend more time with me. And maybe we can figure out our lives together.

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I usually don't mind when people in my family get touchy feely it's just i don't like when im not in the mood so i back away or say no

and my parents are like "Don't do that." like sorry im not in the mood

Sorry i have boundries

And i don't like my hair touched like im a fucking barbie doll

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At the begging of the school year if i didn't make any meaning full connection's i planned to k111 myself... I didn't cause i got to go to a con in april

i never did make any friends so that's still an option btw

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brief su1c1d3 mention

I HATE being hyper sensitive like i'll read a negative post that has nothing to do with me or talking about something I'd never even conceive doing i just see "you're an awful person." and i'm like welp guess i'll die

i don't deserve to have internet acess

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Feel free to ask questions in my message box whenever im bored

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Some times i wish my parents didn't decide to live in a house like in the outskirts of town near almost nothing cause tf do you mean my only friends live hours away😭