#junkieproblems

[westbehind]

friday night used to be for partying, now it’s for sitting here waiting to piss in a cup

[harlaayy]

People always want to know what Heroin feels like..

Heroin made me feel sexy. Made me feel like I could do whatever I wanted without my mind making me feel weird about it. Where I normally don’t have any self confidence, it gives me tons! Sober, I’m full of anxiety and depression. I don’t speak a lot because I don’t want to look like a fool. On heroin, I didn’t care about looking like a fool or not! I was full of outgoing self confidence. And at the same time I just feel great. Sure my nose itches, whatever. Eventually if I slow down I’ll start to nod, whatever.

But they never tell you about the withdrawals, the money it’ll eventually cost, the abscesses, the infections, and the complete despair, the shame, the isolation, the ruined relationships, having no control, and now that needle can’t even make you pretend to love yourself anymore. It just makes your body not feel like it’s ripping its self apart for 6 hours.

The grass does get greener on the other side. You can get clean too. It’s very hard, but you can have a happy life. You don’t have to feel lost anymore my loves. There is hope for you too ❤️

[thesoberbitch]

Junkie problems

[wanderlackluster-blog]

Any time I see a newer model iPhone in a picture with dope I think to myself, "man they're lucky they don't have to pawn that." Because I've pawned/sold/traded like 5. Hahhhh.

[goldengyrl333]

#junkieproblems #macmattelipstick #vlogger #beautyvlogger #swatchvideo #tomorrow #onmychannel #makeupfetishh #lipstickfreak #lipsticklover #lipstickjunkie

[straightupjunkiefuck]

Too sick to get up and get my drink. Need to get up to go get my drink to stop feeling sick. Daily problem.

[oxycontinhugs]

I managed to get enough for a fix so now I'm sitting in a park waiting for my bun because I have no where else to go. I need my own house.

[acidjunkycollegeflunky-blog]

This put it into perspective. Ha...