#kaisrambling

[kaiswriting]

trans people hc’ing fictional characters as trans is not harmful in any way. they arent stereotyping these characters, they are seeing similarities in their own and the characters behaviour and all they want is to relate and be represented. if we had realistic trans characters played by trans actors we wouldn’t need to hc cis characters. so pls leave trans people alone for looking for some fuckin validation thanks.

[kaiswriting]

i accidentally pushed myself into a ditch while outlining so now i have to come up with a complete history of a gang system for this one town, for this one character, and this was never even part of the plot, its going to take hours of worldbuilding and research 

so logically i’m spending my night playing with character avatar creators

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i’m gonna finish this brief list of character relationships so i can go to sleep and stop wanting to die

[kaiswriting]

staying up til 1 am to research something you randomly thought of at 1 am the previous night is writer culture and i hate it

[kaiswriting]

people who write smut are braver than the US marines. i’m literally writing a story about a guy falling in love with a male prostitute and i can not describe them having sex. i blushed when he called him “pretty boy”. i am so weak.

[kaiswriting]

me, letting the same two characters fall in love in my writing for the hundredth time: this is so good...... quality content..... i am blushing........ true love.....

[kaiswriting]

moodboard  — “Azure Valenti”

the streets of the port city Iherago are cold and unforgiving. azure learned that after her parents death, resorting to sleeping on the cobblestones, the taste of salt in the air. it took months until a gang picked her up and made her join their ranks. she rose up quickly, too good to only steal bread or deal with petty revenges. they made her do the big stuff. let her kill for them. the promise of freedom was in the room every time she got a new job, but it was offered to her for one last kill. a life of freedom for the life of the Serafin prince.

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moodboard  — “Caelie Hyland”

a highly requested escort, a beautiful girl, smart enough to use her body as a weapon and get what she wants. and what she wants is to leave the country with her two boyfriends and start her own business. after losing her job for not wanting to escort a known rapist, she wants to do something against the danger in her line of work. and sometimes you have to kidnap a prince to get the kind of money to do that.