The time on my watch said 9:40 PM, almost time to close this damn coffee shop and get on with my night. I looked outside the foggy streets, anticipating anybody that would come in that this time of night.
The jazz music blasted softly in the depths of the shop as I leaned and rested my hand on my mandible, contemplating thoughts and ideas through my brain. I didn’t even take note when the soft jingle of the bell on the door rang as a tall brown haired man with soft facial features stepped in. I looked up and shook my head as my subconscious thoughts faded away once more.
I gazed up, my eyes meeting his soft mocha pupils as I set off a fake grin, keeping my appearance with the social ‘norm’. “What can I get started up for you?” I asked, doing my regular duties as a barista. “Just one iced caramel macchiato please,” he spoke with his low toned voice throughout the quiet cafe. I nodded as I took the cash that he had for his order. “So what brings you here in this time of night?” I asked, wondering why such a good looking man would be up and about in this time of night and weather. “Oh just wandering about the city, y’know…” he trailed off. “Oh! My name is Changkyun but you can just call me IM for short, it’s my name for my rapping career,” he spoke gleefully. I smirked a bit, making small talk with him. “Well nice to meet you IM, my name would be (Y/N), but for future reference I like Changkyun better,” I answered swiftly as I poured the iced drink into the cup.
I handed the cold drink to him as I leaned back on the counter, waiting for him to leave so I could close the shop. It was one of those days where I had to finish alone because the rest of my coworkers decided that they had family emergencies to tend to. As soon as I looked up, I saw his slim figure leaning in on one of the soft bean bag chairs that we had set up in our lobby. I let out a small sigh and walked to the register to warn him about our closing time, after all, I didn’t want to be stuck at the shop until an hour after I stopped getting paid, a broke college kid like me didn’t have time to be wasting.
“Changkyun, y’know we close in about 5 minutes right?” I asked with a hint of tired sarcasm in my tone, just to imbibe the knowledge into his mind. “Yeah, I know, but it’s only just be so if you need to tend to your duties of closing I can watch the shop for a bit for you,” he offered, not giving any explanation as to why he would not leave.
“Or you could just leave?” I chimed in, hoping to not sound so rude. “Sorry if I offended you, I just-- really don’t have the time to be attracting more customers in last minute,” I complained as I gazed at him again. His soft brown locks mixed in with his pale skin, he sure was something. “I mean if you insist, I only came here, looking for somebody to talk with, I’m somewhat new to the city,” he confessed. So he was only looking for company… “Don’t you have anybody else to chat with, or did you really move here alone?” I inquired, wondering more about his situation as seconds ticked away.
I wouldn’t mind sacrificing my beautiful sleep to him either. “Yep, I’m all alone, but with my minimal skills that I have I’ve done this quite a few times, with moving to different cities and a couple of countries as well,” he explained while gazing at me. I felt the urge to get closer to him and a spark of sympathy and adoration for Changkyun. I stripped off my apron and went to sit to the spot next to him as he placed his finished drink down. “I really like it in this city as of right now though, the hotel I’m staying at is pretty up to speed with the latest technology I’d say,” he rambled on.
“W-wait, you’re staying at a hotel? For how long? Isn’t that expensive?” I bombarded him with questions at that point. “It’s honestly for the best, I’m going to be here for half a year so they gave me a pretty good discount, I figured that renting would be too much of a hassle since all these people ever want here is money and a long contract,” he spoke diligently. “And if I haven’t mentioned before, I’m here because of my career as a photographer but an underground rapper, I’m almost known internationally, been at this for 3 years now persay,” he reminisced. I was in awe by his courageousness. “That’s surely a talent right there,” I mumbled, feeling a wave of drowsiness come over me. I felt his arm snake around my shoulders as I sat there.
I glanced up at the clock, 10:20 PM. Well shit, I guess I’m getting little to no sleep tonight. I shot up in a panic as my cheeks flushed pink. “I should probably clean and get ready to go now. I mean, if you’d really like to you could stay until I finish… How far away is your hotel anyway?” I asked as I rushed behind the counter to sweep and tidy up the place. “I walked here which took about 2 hours since I must’ve stumbled off my original path, so I’d say about 4 miles down that way,” he pointed down the dark misty street. I felt a pang in my heart as a smile arose to my face. “If you’d like… you can stay with me, my apartment is just down a couple blocks and I know my neighbourhood is relatively safe since I really don’t want you walking back in this hour,” I offered, with hesitation.
I felt his eyes land on my being as he answered. “I mean-- if you’re seriously offering then sure, I wouldn’t mind staying with someone as hardworking and gorgeous as you,” he flirted. “Well then, I’m sure you wouldn’t mind rapping for me either, that’s a part of the deal now,” I laughed half jokingly. He shrugged and replied, “If you want me to,”.
As soon as I put back my tools and materials in the right place, I shut all the lights off which startled Changkyun. I gazed back at him as I made my way towards the door. “Ready to go?” I asked as I swung my bag over my left shoulder. He nodded and let out a small yawn whilst trotting to the door frame. “Fuck… I forgot my jacket at home,” I yelped as the piercing cold wind shattered my pores. I then felt the warmth from Changkyun’s arms enveloping around my body. I let out the faintest smile as he pressed his warm cheeks onto mine. “I don’t get cold easily, I don’t mind repaying you in affection either,” he chuckled. I quickly locked the door behind me and shoved the key in the depths of my drawstring bag.
As I turned towards the main road to my apartment, I felt Changkyun’s arm snake around my torso. I leaned into his warmth as we trudged through the mist back to my apartment. In this moment, I realized that I didn’t want to let go, no, it felt as if I’ve known him for ages. I felt our hands get closer as we grasped each other for warmth and soon our fingers intertwine in a loving gesture. His soft white hoodie gave me warmth as my shuddering hands soon was filled with life again. Hand in hand I led him up the stairs to my apartment door. I fumbled around in my bag until I managed to get ahold of my keys.
I bursted into the living space, feeling the warmth of my apartment seeping into my skin. I practically slammed the door behind me shut as Changkyun fell on the couch, exhausted and also freezing. “So welcome to my small apartment, as a broke college student I can’t offer you much except for my company and some hot water as of right now,” I chuckled. He turned his neck to gaze at me and let out a genuine smile.
“I don’t mind, your company is just perfect and enough right now.” I turned my head towards my room, the only room in my apartment not to mention. “You can come in y’know, it’s much cozier in here,” I mentioned. Changkyun shuffled into my bedroom, where I had a simple aesthetic pastel layout with a couch draped in a baby blue covering. “You can spend the night there if you’d like,” I offered. He accepted the offer as he laid his entire being on the couch. The way his locks draped over his relaxing face made me smile, he looked so comfortable. He seemed unbelievably exhausted, even after his coffee. I didn’t notice myself running my fingers through his locks and the small smile that seeped through his resting face.
“Whoops,” I whispered to myself but as I went to back away, I felt a strong arm claw me back into his grasp. I had no choice but to lay down next to the man I practically just met. It felt right, as if it was some sort of destiny that I didn’t believe in or something along those lines. I inhaled his sweet scent and rested my head right next to his. The shallow breathing with his warm arms tangled around my torso was enough to drive my beating heart crazy. I sank deeper into his grasp as he fell into REM sleep. I rested my eyes as I felt my body sinking into his cozyness.
I felt the rays of sunshine hit my arm, making my limb warmer than the rest of my body. I almost jolted awake when but calmed my mind down when I remembered the events that occurred the night before. I sank my head into his shoulder once again as Changkyun remained still with a small grin on his face, happy from what had occurred I guessed. I shifted my weight and he started to move. “Morning beautiful, how was your sleep?” he swooned, acting as if he’d done this a million times.
I shrugged, “Very comfortable I’d say, you?” I inquired while stretching my arms out. “It was sweet, I liked it,” he confessed softly. I felt his hands intertwine with mine again as he gently kissed me on the cheek. “I guess I should go out looking for company more often hmm, not that I will ever again after this experience,” he chuckled. “Well yeah, I’m probably the best there is,” I boasted with sarcasm. I felt his weight shift onto me as we fell on the couch again, laughing as if we were long time friends and lovers. “(Y/N), you’re really something y’know, thanks for the night, now you don’t mind if I stay here for another 6 months right?”
Words: 4,722
Genre: Fluff
Member: Wonho
Group: Monsta X
It came time for that night before the day I was going to meet Wonho, the love of my life truly made me quiver. I was up around 2 AM as my friend who was accompanying me the next day to watch them live was snoring away in her bed. “God, this feels like such a dream,” you mumbled as you finished up putting together your outfit and laid a shiny beautiful pastel tinted bracelet next to your bag and looked at your wrist with the same exact bracelet except a different pastel colour on. I was planning to give Wonho a ‘parting’ gift that night because yes, I will be attending the Beautiful tour that they were hustling around the world doing. Just my luck, my city was on the list and in fact, they are already in my city right this minute! I felt the excitement bubble up to my chest as I dove in my sleeping bag, ready to wake up early and beat the lines to the concert.
“Ah, I wonder what type of Monbebes will be at tonight’s show,” Hoseok mumbled softly as he groggily woke up the morning of the show as the staff were hustling the boys out of their rooms to begin their day bright and early with intense amounts of rehearsing as they’d normally would do.
I hear my alarm beeping as my friend (Y/FN) shot up from her bed and gasped. She realized what the alarm was for and a smile shot up on her face. “(Y/N), (Y/N)!! It’s the day!” she exclaimed whilst trying to shake me awake. I groaned but felt a flutter in my heart as I realized that I was seeing my all time ultimate group with my ultimate bias today. I let out a soft yell as I lifted my heavy body from the tangled sheets from my sleeping bag on the floor. I let my phone ring and fill the room with Monsta X’s music and quickly swooped my outfit on. It was a simple outfit, a white Monsta X hoodie with ripped jeans and a black tank top underneath to look casual. I looked at my wrist and smiled, knowing that Wonho and I were going to have matching bracelets by the end of the day and that meant the world to me.
I quickly stuffed my bag with a fair amount of food and so did (Y/FN). I hopped in the car and began our drive to the small venue that they were going to be performing at. I turned up the volume to blast our music with the windows rolled down, typical. (Y/FN) was sitting next to you and quickly texting and updating everybody on our location so she could scream about how much she wanted to meet and hug I.M for hours on end. I suddenly felt my heart sink as I was busy controlling the steering wheel. “Um, (Y/FN), did we-- bring the tickets?” I questioned her slowly as I made eye contact with her. I thought I saw her eyes flicker and dilate. “Kidding (Y/N), I did thank me later when you are in Wonho’s arms alright?” she joked as she almost choked with laughter. I gave her a dirty humorous look and promptly shift my eyes on the road. We pulled up to a parking spot nearby the venue, thank god it was early or else the streets would’ve been crowded to no extent and parking would merely be impossible. I took in the fresh morning air and shuffled with (Y/FN) to the front of the line. There were approximately 5 people ahead of me so all was well.
After a couple hours of chit chatting to the other Monbebes with the line constantly growing longer, we saw a black van with tinted grey windows pull up from the streets and everybody started going berserk. We realized that it indeed was Monsta X pulling up to their venue, ready to rehearse and give us the night of our lives. I waved my hand up in the air frantically and called out to (Y/FN),” Stay here! I need to see them!” Impulsively I dropped my things whilst running as quick as I could to see the members. By the time I sprinted to the corner of the block, they had just begun unloading everything and the boys stepped out looking fresh as ever. There were only a couple other fans with me there but we were all giggly and hyped up. I slowly walked like a human being, or at least tried to up to the members. The staff weren’t too concerned about mobbing at the time so we had a minute of interaction before they were prompted to go in by the venue. I gazed up at Wonho with his black silky hair that was glistening beneath the sunlight. “O-oh my, hello Wonho!” I greeted him slightly bowing, as it was a habit that I had developed ever since I was a young child. I got his attention as he slowly turned towards me and gave that heartwarming smile that I had fallen for a year or so ago.
“G-good luck with tonight’s show! I’m rooting for you, you’ll see me in the crowd!” I blushed, not knowing how to make sentences or not stutter. “Thank you so much,” he replied to the best of his abilities as he gently ran a hand through my short lavender locks. “I’ll remember you, what is your name?” he asked, trying to initiate a conversation before the other fans caught up to us. “(Y/N)! Practice well for me! Being honest here, I-I love you lots!” I felt my cheeks tint pink as he looked towards the side, flustered. “(Y/N), thank you, I-- ah, I love you too” he smiled as the corners of his lips perked up. “I need to go, see you inside tonight!” he called out as the security was pushing everybody back and ushering the boys to head inside the venue. I held up my hand as it was clearly shaking from my excitement and anxiety. Did I really just initiate a conversation with Wonho and it went well? Yes, but it sure felt like a dream.
Whilst daydreaming and writing the events on my phone, I made my way back to (Y/FN) and she was sitting on the ground just messing around with her lightstick and waiting for the excitement to die down. “(Y/FN) GOD YOU WILL NEVER BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED!” I shrieked with excitement as tears were almost about to roll down my face. “Lemme guess (Y/N), you met and eye fucked Wonho?” she chuckled. “Pretty much-- no-- I mean-- he knows my name-- and I-- I had a full on conversation with hi--” I choked on my excitement and coughed up a storm. When I finally felt as if I’ve calmed down, I decided to speak up again. “I y’know, just talked to him, said that I loved him. He said it back of course but he knows my name and he’ll be expecting me in the front of pit, oh man…” I trailed off, getting overly excited in my mind again.
“Wow (Y/FN), don’t get too into it now, or else you’ll have a heart attack in front of your ultimate group,” she joked as she patted me on the back a couple times. The hours flew by quickly as more Monbebes trickled into the venue grounds. It was around the evening times by this point and we’re almost able to be let in. I finished munching on a sandwich I bought to give me more energy for the night. (Y/FN) handed me my ticket as we single filed into the security checkpoints. Our tickets were scanned and we were ushered to the front of the stage, the pit. Once I got to the bottom of the stairs I booked it for the barrier, I wanted to be as close to them as possible. (Y/FN) practically chased after me as I clung onto the railing. Thankfully she was able to grab the spot next to me before other fans stormed into the venue as well. “God (Y/FN), is this really happening? I’m shaking so badly I can’t even comprehend,” I called out while nervously chuckling.
The lights suddenly dimmed as the crowd went wild. I switched on my lightstick and leaned up against the barrier. The boys appeared within a mist of smoke as the concert truly began. I was screaming at first, but then I found my will to calm down or else Wonho would think that I was a psychopathic maniac. Their first song was ‘Beautiful’. I remember aggressively trying to film while managing my cool. (Y/FN) on the other hand was having a blast and remained chill, I still don’t understand how she was managing to do that throughout the entire show. Minhyuk came to our end so much as he did all this fanservice and even came up to my phone at one point and made an aegyo face which made me flustered and smile a lot. Finally, it was time for the first ment, which was their talk with all of us. I let my eyes fall on Wonho as I.M and Jooheon were speaking about something in English. I tilted my head as to stare at him and the light shining on Hoseok made him look like a glistening GOD. The sweat dripping from the rest of the members didn’t help with my beating heart as well.
As the rest of Monsta X did some fan service for all of us, I spotted Wonho looking around the crowd a lot, was he trying to find me? I stood on my toes and lifted my head up as to try and gain his attention. Finally he swung his head over in my direction and I waved, not wanting to miss the opportunity to say hi to him and tell him that I was indeed in the front, watching him. I squealed slightly as he waved back and shot me a polite wink. Seriously, I melted and lived for that gesture. The songs continued out and the entire concert was booming. I was jamming out and having a blast, especially now that Wonho knew where I was, he constantly came over to my side and danced in front of my camera or tried to do aegyo for the crowd as well. Jooheon made his way over a couple times as well and did some flirtatious moves that made (Y/FN) flustered as hell.
There came a point in time during the middle of the show where the entirety of Monsta X was passing out candy. I saw Wonho pick up his basket and quickly snake his way towards my area of the crowd. I felt my heart beating faster, was he really going to acknowledge me first? Before I knew it, I saw him slide his mic to the side and kneel down. “For you (Y/N),” he called out as he gave me a piece of candy. I looked down in embarrassment and blew him an air kiss as thanks since I couldn’t exactly talk to him in that moment. He blew one back as he chucked candy at all the other Monbebes in the sea. I quickly shoved the sweet in my bag as they continued on with the song. “(Y/FN), see what I told you? Wonho knows my name!” I called out while putting an arm around her as her bias, I.M came to our side of the stage and showered her with fan service as well.
The booming went on for another hour and a half. Then they had to announce the concert was over and the last song was being sung. I felt my tears in my eyes as Wonho was singing and looking exactly towards my direction. His gaze and voice fell into my heart as I also heard his slight lisp that got me to chuckle and think that it was cute. I started to sing along with 5:14 Last Page. As the song came to an end, the crowd cheered like wildfire. The seven of them grasped each other’s hands and bowed as if it was the end of a high school play. The lights flickered on as the curtains came to a draw. The staff ushered the people out of the venue but I knew we weren’t done yet, I still had the hi touch as well as a photo with my favourite group!
I felt myself wanting to fall, my knees weak from standing for so long. I decided to sit on the steps to my section as (Y/FN) followed me. I breathed out, “So, are you excited to see I.M in the flesh and hug him?” She squealed and grasped onto my arm. “(Y/N) you have no idea! I prepared a long letter for him and even better, I could only write it in English and he’s fluent in it!” she continued on. I chuckled as we were prompted to line up by the staff to get ready for our benefits. Hi touch was up first, and I was so excited to feel my palms against theirs. I thought to myself in that moment, ‘God I hope I don’t smell like a monster and my palms don’t spontaneously combust and hurt Hoseok’. I mentally tried to prepare myself as I entered the room with the members. Their entire aura made me take a step back and really treasure the moment. First up was Kihyun, he was memorable as I called out,” God you look beautiful!” he blushed and bowed his head whilst whispering a quick thank you. Next up was Wonho, and even after the concert he still looked so nice and even his scent was enough to captivate me.
I locked eyes with him immediately after letting go of Kihyun’s hand. His neutral face quickly perked up as he saw me slowly heading towards his direction. We interlocked fingers immediately as we stared into each other’s eyes, it was like something out of a typical Korean drama except it was real, for sure. “(Y/N), you were so enthusiastic, thank you so much.” he bowed while still not wanting to let go of my fingers. I blushed and replied to him back quickly, “No, you were so amazing, I sincerely love you and your efforts so much.” So much for my efforts to try and be genuine. “I love you too (Y/N)!” he exclaimed while using his other free hand to cup my hand that was interlocked with his. I felt my heart beat about to explode as the line had to move on. I nodded towards him as if I was going to see him again, which I was and made my way to the rest of the members. Jooheon, I.M and Minhyuk quickly passed by as I said each of their names and thanked them. Shownu seemed so carefree and happy that I couldn’t help but to comment that he was cute. Hyungwon looked so amazing but I remember skimming past him because we had to quicken up the pace of the line.
I quickly trudged up the stairs with (Y/FN) as we quickly talked about our experience as to touching their hands. “Ohmygod I can’t even begin to talk about how I.M treated me! He licked his lips at me (Y/N), he did!! And also--” she trailed on as I nodded and captured what she was talking to me. I quickly pulled out my phone and wrote down my experience before it slipped my mind, and believe me it wouldn't ever slip my mind. Fans were now ushered into take photos quickly with a group of 20 at a time. It was ridiculous but well, what can you do! I swept my hair and made sure my bangs were looking fine. I tugged on my hoodie as I made my appearance down the stairs, we were the next and last group to take a picture with our ultimate group. As the rest of the fans were dismissed, I saw Wonho peering around the corner and quickly waving at me.
I found myself rushing towards Hoseok as he let me be engulfed in his arms as if we’ve known each other our entire lives. I inhaled his scent as he rubbed my back. “I was wondering if you weren’t gonna show up, the rest of them have gone!” he commented as I pulled out my bracelet to give to him. “Don’t worry, I’m here now Wonho,” I reassured him, half joking. “So uh- I have something for you! Can I put it on you?” I asked him whilst holding out the pastel bracelet. He nodded as he extended his wrist out to me. I gently took it, feeling his bony and soft skin. I hooked the bracelet on him and smiled up while slyly slipping my hands into his. “It’s so adorable (Y/N), thank you so much!” Suddenly we were surprised with the staff’s announcement of a count down. 3..2... -- quick! I slid myself into Hoseok’s arm as we kept our fingers interlocked and took a picture. “Wanna do a heart or s-something?” I asked him, still flustered but already getting comfortable. “Sure, anything for you (Y/N)!” he commented as we created a heart with our hands interlocking as his arm was around me, shielding me from any potential dangers.4
The flash happened in an instant. I turned back towards him. “I’m going to miss you so much Wonho…” I trailed off as reality suddenly hit me that I was potentially never going to see him again. Suddenly I remembered something that I shoved in my pocket earlier, my number. I went in for a hug and grabbed his spare hand. I quickly slipped the piece of paper in his hand as I pulled back and gazed into his eyes one last time. “You’re very cute (Y/N)...” he whispered as he quickly glanced at what I shoved into his hand. He felt his lips perk up in a smile and I did the same. “See you later Wonho!” I winked as he winked back quickly while blowing an air kiss and sending all of us off with waves of ‘goodbye’.
I met back up with (Y/FN) as we got separated from the crowd. I let her engulf me in a hug as I rested my head on her shoulder. “Wow, that was-- quite an adventure,” I breathed out into the cold air of the city as my breath of mist disintegrated into the atmosphere. She nodded and replied, “For sure (Y/N), for sure! I’ll drive back this time, you definitely deserve a rest, and so do I but you drove here--” she reasoned and ended up bursting into laughter. It was almost midnight and I needed to get home to process whatever the hell ended up happening today. We didn’t turn on the music on the drive back, we just simply couldn’t or else one of us would be a crying mess again. I gathered my things from (Y/FN)’s house and left for mine. As I parked the car and pulled all my items out, I get a ‘ding’ from my phone, a text message this late? Was it (Y/FN) saying that I left something in her house? Most likely, so I ignored it until I got settled and placed everything in it’s correct place.
I quickly hopped in the shower and put my phone on charge, still disregarding the message and thinking that it was unimportant. After a good hot realxing shower, I stepped out and prompted myself for bed. I let myself roll under my covers and grab ahold of my phone, home sweet home. I placed my thumbprint in and let my phone unlock and looked at the text message that I received, only now there were two. It was from an unknown number that wasn’t even from the US. My heart raced, could it be?
“Hey (Y/N), it’s Wonho, I really hope this sends through, you can call me Hoseok from this point on!” - 12:45 AM
“(Y/N)? Is this working? Are you awake?” - 1:34 AM
My heart beated so quickly, I thought I was going to have a heart attack at that moment. It couldn't be, it just couldn’t be him… could it? My thoughts raced through my head. I quickly typed back with the speed of sound, ‘Is this really Hoseok? I mean if you are then wow, I never expected you to contact me but, hi!’ My thumb hit the send button as I anxiously waited for a reply. I checked my social media and went through my pictures from that night when I got another text back. It was a picture with some text below it, but it was him alright.
He seemed so cozy, curled up in bed with the face that I loved so much smiling at me this time, just me. I let myself squeal as I replied back. ‘Ohmygod it’s really you! You should get some rest, it’s really late…’ I let my parental and protection instincts come alive at that moment to care about his health. I got another text message back almost instantly, this boy knew how to respond and I loved it. ‘I will when you answer me this question (Y/N), I’ll be in town for another day and we’re kinda allowed to do our own thing and relax so uh-- I was wondering if-- you wanted to-- see me again?’
My mouth immediately dropped as I replied back instantaneously. ‘God Hoseok, I would-- absolutely love that! Where would you want to meet? I can drive us around!’ I offered, trying to be helpful to make this hangout or even ‘date’, to go successful. Was this really happening to me? It’s got to be a dream. ‘Possibly by the mall next door to the venue, we’re staying in a hotel close to there so you can just pick me up from there. Anytime is good for me so just text me whenever’. My heart was racing once again, was this going to happen? I would literally drop everything and anything to go see him again, he inspired me so much and now he’s trying to tell me that I’m worth something? Wow, what a night.
I replied back as quick as I could. ‘That sounds good Hoseok, I’ll pass out any second now so I apologize if I stop responding… haha’. I let myself yawn and my eyelids drop by the second. Before I knew it, I was unconscious and the last text message that he sent me that night stated, ‘Goodnight cutie, thanks for making tonight worthwhile’. In the morning, no alarm clock rang and I was so thankful for that. I heard the birds annoyingly chirping in the distance and the sun’s rays seeping into my closed blinds. I realized that I had a hangover headache still with me so I grabbed some pills from the corner of my nightstand and quickly shoved them down with water. I looked at my phone, convinced that last night was a complete dream as I got him and I just probably passed out in (Y/FN)’s home or something, but nope. The text messages were all there. My eyes landed on the last message that he sent and I felt my cheeks turn a tint of a pink. I decided that I should get dressed.
I quickly shot a text message to Hoseok. ‘I’ll be coming soon, sorry that I slept in kinda late, I’ll see you there!’ I slipped on another comfortable pastel hoodie as well as comfortable shorts this time around. Locking the door and starting my car, I began to make my way down the busy city’s roads to the hotel that I was meant to pick him up at. When I pulled up to the lobby, I already saw him waiting with a mask on ,trying to cover his identity. I unlocked the door for him and waved him down as he began to trudge to my car. He opened the door and removed his mask to get a good view of me. “I missed you (Y/N)...” he smiled as he engulfed me with a hug that I loved so much. “I literally still can’t believe you’re here with me Hoseok, I’ll show you around the streets of (Y/C) and I’m sure you’ll love it!” I exclaim while placing a gentle hand on his. He nodded while squeezing my hand a bit as I pulled back to concentrate on navigating my vehicle.
“How was your sleep last night?” I heard his voice asking me the caring question. I shook my head and snapped out of my concentration trace as I replied. “Very good, I thought I was dreaming half the time though, but I’m definitely awake now that’s for sure!” I reassured him as I drove up a windy road to one of the most beautiful places that my city had to offer. “Yeah same, I thought that you wouldn’t even reply and think I was some ad or something…” he suggested as he looked at the window for the view. We finally reached the peak of the viewpoint as I parked my car and turned the engine off. “(Y/N), what is this?” Hoseok questioned as he jumped out of my vehicle. “It’s called (Y/C) cliffs, very beautiful and includes a scenic forest in the distance too! You’ll love it I promise!” I called out while locking my car and quickly slipping my hand in his. This felt like a date at this point. We went up to the railing and felt his torso shake. “Hoseok what’s the matter?” I looked over at him, still hand in hand.
“Did I ever tell you or did you ever find out that, I have a fear of heights?” He nervously admitted as he backed away from the railing. I quickly wrapped my arms around him and rested my chin on his shoulder. “That’s okay! If we stand back and focus on the horizon, it’s for sure beautiful!” I recommended as I made him take a couple steps back. I saw his pupils gaze out into the open with a smile. “See! Breathtaking right?” I asked him while squeezing his hand. He nodded and turned to me which surprised me. “Not as wonderful and kind as you have been to me through the past day. I never thought I’d find somebody who would treat me like a normal person instead of an idol and see me for who I am…” he trailed off while scooting closer to me. “Then well, is this a date?” I asked him whilst looking down as my embarrassment rose to my cheeks in the form of a blush.
“Then yeah, I guess it is (Y/N), and I wouldn’t regret anything for the world,” he perked his lips up and wrapped his arm around me. He leaned in and I felt a small peck on the cheek as his warmth stayed next to me. I inhaled his scent just as I did the night before but this time it felt more intimate and right, I made him happy that that was all I wanted in life. “Well, I’m really glad that I made you feel so-- human I guess. You are, and you are Hoseok to me and Wonho on the stage performing your killer choreo!” I explained with enthusiasm. He chuckled as he ruffled my hair just as he did the morning before. He leaned in and kissed the side of my cheek gently and nuzzled into my neck as the autumn breeze hit us in silence.
“How about some food now?” I decided to break the silence. “Ramyun sound good to you?” I added with a wink, knowing his food preferences. He gazed into my eyes with furrowed brows and laughed, “You already know me so well (Y/N).”
Words: 2,316
Genre: Fluff
A/N: Part 1 of probably 2! it’s something I had in mind when I was in the car and daydreaming about Jungkookie since he’s my bias wrecker ^-^ Hope you beans enjoy!
You were ecstatic, you finally got your copy of Overwatch after months of trying to save up. You quickly turned on your PS4 and inserted the disc in it’s rightful slot. You heard the blaring theme song of the game welcoming you in. You’ve seen tutorials and so much gameplay of it, you didn’t need to practice in the practice range. You let out a sigh of relief as you grabbed the controller and queued for a quick 3v3 game. In the back of your mind, you wondered if you were ever going to meet any famous celebrities in game, perhaps a YouTuber or, a couple of Kpop idols who spent their free time playing the game as well.
You smiled at the thought of it as the screen took you to the character menu. Before you even got the game, you already knew who you were set on maining, D.VA! You quickly snatched her before anybody else on your team could take her from you. After a couple minutes of the round, you felt the corner of your lips perk up in a smile as you smirked at the losing team. First game and you had won! “Now let’s test my skills in Quick Play, shall we?” you thought to yourself as you clicked on the ‘Quick Play’ tag to queue you in another game.
You decided that you were going to use your mic to communicate with your fellow teammates. You plugged your expensive headphones in and joined your team chat after skirmish was complete. You pressed a button and saw that there were a team of three with Korean characters in their names as well as yourself and another team of two with English names that you didn’t recognize. Just as you pressed off of the roster, you heard a bunch of voices starting to utilize the team chat.
“Oi, you’re not going to go Mcree again are you?” “Aigo, you know I main Mcree don’t worry I’ll make sure our team wins!” You froze up at the sound of their voices, could it be? “Taehyung no! Don’t be Torbjorn!” It was… you completely forgot to choose your main until you snapped back out of it. You did run into the trio of BTS that played Overwatch in their spare time. You had just heard the voices of Taehyung, Jungkook and Yoongi. You held back an excited squeal knowing that your mic was auto and your entire team could hear what you say or any bursts of excitement you have.
As the game started, you found yourself concentrating and enticed with the fighting. “Ah Jungkook stay with the team!” one of the voices had exclaimed through the other end. “That’s kind of impossible when you’re the one dying because your team left you, Tae...!” Jungkook battled back while respawning. You finally decided to speak up using the contents of the game. “Yah guys, we need to stick together if we want to win! We only have two minutes left before we lose and we still haven’t captured the damn point much less move the payload!” you exclaim.
“See, somebody cares about winning,” mocked Taehyung. You let out a small gasp as he actually paid attention to your warning. “I’ve never heard that voice, you’re on our team right?” Yoongi mumbled as he controlled Roadhog because you took his main who was also D.VA. “Uh yes! I’m (Y/N), I’m playing as D.VA--” you continued, trying not to stutter or make a fool out of yourself. “Listen to her Jungkook, you said you’d lead us to victory,” Taehyung mocked.
“I’m sure I’m the one who will be doing that,” you bragged but regretting your words afterwords, you didn’t mean to make things so competitive. You raised your matrix shield as the rest of your team tried to push forward and finally capture the point. Right as the last ten seconds were approaching, the opposing team was nowhere to be found and your team captured the point quickly. “Nice job guys, now we just gotta push till the end!” you exclaimed while respawning and quickly flying over to where your team was. “(Y/N), you’re a pretty good D.VA” Yoongi offered a genuine compliment as the two hyungs snickered. “Yoongi actually complimenting someone, what a pleasant surprise,” Jungkook called out. You heard a friendly slap in the background and chuckled at their silly disputes.
As you used your in game mech to push the payload to the target as the timer flashed in orange “overtime”, you let out a yelp of relief as the screen flashed. ‘Round complete, winner!’ “Told you I carried the team,” bragged Jungkook. “Yah, it was (Y/N) what are you talking about?!” Yoongi exclaimed, trying to shove the credit towards you. You let out a small giggle and shrugged. “It was nothing, I’m glad I got a chance to play with you guys.”
You felt a pang in your heart that you were about to part ways with three of your most favourite Kpop idols but you were lucky in the fact that you got to play with them in game and even talk to them as a normal human being without revealing that you were an ARMY. “(Y/N), um-- would you like to join our team for as long as you play?” you heard Jungkook’s voice break you from your daze. You felt your cheeks heat up as you were offered the request of your life. You were speechless for the first couple seconds but replied with a firm, “Yes of course!” You quickly accepted the invite and saw the three friend requests waiting for you on the app itself. You smiled to yourself as you accepted the three boys and continued to play.
Awhile after you and the boys started playing as a team, you decided that you were thirsty and stood up to grab water. “Guys, do you think it’s a good idea to add (Y/N) on Skype?” Jungkook asked, wanting to get closer to you but not ask while you were directly in the call because that would be somewhat rude. “Pfft, if you want to go for it Kook,” Yoongi smirked as he glanced at Taehyung who was also nodding.
Oblivious, you went back to your gaming room and picked up your controller and donned on your headset once again. “What did I miss guys?” you asked, curious about if they had talked or not. “Jungkook wants to add you on Skype, if you have it,” Taehyung blurted out. “H-hey!” Jungkook stuttered as he was supposed to say it himself. You giggled to yourself, how adorable can your ultimate bias be? And wait, was he really asking for your Skype? This was a dream… that you never want to end. “Ah sure! My name on there is (Y/S/N), we can talk there if you’d like, instead of using team chat every time!” You saw from the corner on your eye on your phone that a notification from the app had appeared. You pushed your thumb print onto the ‘home button’ and quickly accepted.
After an hour or two of calling with the three boys, you heard another voice in the background who you can only assume to be Namjoon complaining that they’ve been too loud and need to go to bed. You checked the time and surely yeah, it was very late in South Korea. You laughed to yourself and hung up the call before they could protest and keep you there more.
You tilted your head back and smiled, you couldn't fathom at the fact that you had just became friends with Jeon Jungkook, your ultimate bias, and of course Taehyung and Yoongi of course. You stood up, and gave your arms a good stretch before you felt your lips into a smile again.
You suddenly saw your phone lighting up again and a call from none other then Jungkook again. You froze and thought, ‘Did he call me by accident? He probably did, why would he want to talk to me?’ Nevertheless you quickly tapped the answer button swiftly. You were surprised and fell back on your couch when a video turned on. “(Y/N)!!!” Jungkook’s voice rung in your ears. You thought, ‘What’s the harm in spending more time if he wants to talk to me?’ “Hey Jungkook, what’s up?” you question.
You swore your heart dropped when you saw his flawless face over the screen. You wanted at that moment to be in his arms but, that wasn’t how you should think. You shook your thoughts off as you smiled and proceeded to turn on your own video. You saw Jungkook’s eyes widen just as your screen had gone on. “(Y/N), wow, I didn’t expect you to be that-- gorgeous” he smiled as he looked away, trying to hide his small tint of blush. “Ah well, thank you!” you replied, your heart beating faster as you looked down in a smile.
“Oh uh-- why did you decide to call me again?” you asked, wondering about his motive. “Ah-- can’t I talk to you some more before I go to sleep? Today was so fun and you’re a great D.VA” he teased while showing off his cute smile. “You might wake up your hyungs though,” you giggled as you smiled up at him while laying on your couch. “Yeah well, it’s worth it,” he shrugged as he looked around the empty gaming room. “So (Y/N), you’re an ARMY too?” he asked while glancing up at the screen.
You felt your cheeks heat up as you stared at his screen. “U-um yeah, how did you know?” you questioned, wondering if you had any outbursts you were unsure of. “Your poster--” he started off while pointing at the wall behind you. You slightly shifted your body down until the wall was out of sight. “Aha-- what are you talking about!” you joked around while trying to hide your embarrassment. “Awe (Y/N), I think it’s cute that you’re such an avid fan of us.” He cheekily smiled as you slid down your couch more.
“It’s not like you’re my bias or anything--” you mumbled hoping he wouldn’t hear your remarks. “What was that?” he leaned in closer, to try and hear your voice. “Nothing!” you exclaimed as you laughed it off, as you normally would with anything else. You swore in that moment he gave you a wink but you weren’t looking at the screen as you tried to recoil yourself back up. You heard a voice in the background yelling for the flustered boy. “You should probably go Kookie,” you remarked as he looked around frantically.
He nodded and called back asking for a minute. “See you later today, (Y/N)?” he asked with the small smile that your heart skipped a beat for. You nodded, “See you later Kookie,”. You swore you saw him smile at the nickname you gave him. You put your phone down as you laid your head down on your couch.
Had you really just talked to Jeon Jungkook? Was that really him, and how did you capture his attention and have him want to talk to you? The thoughts were flustered around in your head as you remembered that you had an entire day to devote yourself to and you had other things that had to be accomplished other than playing Overwatch, now with your new group of friends.
You let time fly by as you did your daily routine, trying not to have Jungkook in your mind as often, but you still couldn't fathom the fact that you’re not practically friends with him. Later that night, you were just laying on your bed, hoping to eventually catch some good sleep until suddenly you heard a familiar ringing noise from your phone that you set on your nightstand.
You grabbed the vibrating device and groggily pressed answer. Without reading the name, you answered how you normally would when a close friend calls you out of the blue. “Yo I was just going to catch some sleep, what do you need?” “Uh (Y/N)? Sorry if this is a bad time but--” Jungkook had started as you jolted your eyes open and shook your entire bed. “Oh Kookie hey! It’s fine, really! I’d be more than glad to talk to you!”
“Are you sure, I wouldn’t want to -- disturb your sleep,” he asked with concern, while trying to find the correct words. “Of course not,” you giggled while switching on your video as he turned his on as well. He was in one of the dance practice rooms, and he was sweating. You assumed he just finished his daily dance practice with the rest of Bangtan and had a break. You were just laying there in bed with your comfortable hoodie and a mess of hair everywhere. “(Y/N), you’re so cute like that,” he teased while smiling. You hid your face within your hair and hoodie even more. “Kookie please!” you exclaimed while giggling under your covers.
You set your phone on the side of your nightstand so your arms wouldn’t get tired. You felt your eyelids slowly drifting downwards but you didn’t think you’d fall asleep so fast. “Do you want to play Overwatch again once you’re well rested?” he asked while cocking his head to the side. “Yeah sure, that sounds fun,” you mumbled while fading in and out of consciousness. “Dance practice was harsh today, we finally did choreography to one of our newest songs and it was so graceful and challenging as well--” he continued on about his day.
You found his voice very soothing as you saw your surroundings black out and your lips curve into a smile as you fell out of consciousness with Jungkook still on the other line.
Words: 1,620
Genre: Mostly Angst/Fluff
Member: Jungkook
A/N: So I’ve been on hiatus for a good long while, but I guess I’ll start to write more because I’m inspired and got out of a dark turn in my life! Thank you for the requests by the way! I’ll try and work on them soon.
Five months, five months was all it took for him to be untouchable. Five months of happiness and now dread that he’s cutting you out of his life. The first time you approached him was sincere.
He was on his way to class when you guys made eye contact. “Y/N?” he asked, acknowledging your presence. You two knew of each other from mutual friends but never really spoke. “Jungkook, hey!” you replied while closing in for a hug. His arms felt so secure and tight around you, you’ve never felt more at home. Soon you both knew that you should be going your separate ways to get to class on time.
The next time you saw him was during a rainy day. He approached you during lunch as you were sitting on your group of friends. He hugged you from behind and gently smiled towards you. “Hey Y/N, just thought I’d pay you a visit today,” he chuckled while you appreciated his gratitude. Your entire table and him both heard that bell that dismissed the lunch period. You stood up and do your dismay, it was raining outside. You look towards him and gently took his arm and stayed under his figure and looked up at him with a cute expression,”Jungkook, can you be my umbrella?” you added with a hint of humor. He smiled and took you in his arms and pulled you closer towards him.
One night, after music practice, a class that you both shared and that’s how you both became fond of each other, he offered to drive you home. “Y/N, do you want me to drop you off tonight?” he asked with a smile. You nodded, accepting his request. “Sure, I’ll tell you where to go don’t worry, I won’t get us lost.” The car ride back to your apartment was short but it was one of the best moments you guys shared. As he pulled up to the curb, he decided to park and you looked at him. “I guess we could say here, for a little bit,” you pondered while checking at the time. The night was still young and your parents didn’t care as long as you didn’t stay out past 10 PM. He gently placed his hand over yours and gazed into your dark pupils of the night. “You really do make me feel so happy…” he confessed as you felt your lips tug into a smile. “You do as well, thank you for the ride tonight,” you replied sincerely. “I know you’ve wanted to kiss me…” you started “Do you want to now?” you questioned, taking up his offer from a couple nights ago. “Sure--” he started to reply slowly. You felt yourself lean towards his direction and placed your lips on his, as they interlocked, they felt like they belonged there. “I love you…” you whispered as you looked out the window with a pink tint on your cheeks and opened the car door. “I love you too…” he replied. Simple words, thrown around, who knows how much time will pass before they were meaningless.
That special night that he took you to see the night view of the city was one of the best days of your relationship as it lasted. You were just coming back from a photoshoot when he pulled up in his car next to you. “Hey jagiya, I want to take you somewhere tonight,” he confessed as he opened the car door for you. “You have to close your eyes until we get there, then you’re going to have to trust me to guide you until we get there,” he chuckled while he began to drive. You kept your hands over your eyes, wondering what the surprise could be. “We’re here, but don’t open your eyes yet babe,” his soft gentle voice commanded. You opened the door and hopped out of the car yourself. He took your form and wrapped an arm around you while guiding you to what the surprise would be. He kissed your temple and whispered, “We’re here, you can open your eyes now,” You flutter your eyelids up and there was a beautiful view of your hometown in the darkly lit sky. You two were on a hill and the breeze made everything more surreal and calming. “Wow, it’s so-- breathtaking,” you inhaled the cold scent of the young night. “Do you like it?” he asked while staring out into the open with you. You nodded while leaning into his strength. “I love you…” you breath out as you saw the foggy mist of your breath evaporate into the atmosphere. “Wouldn’t you like it if I proposed to you here?” he joked. “Well, yeah…” you confessed. As a simple joke, he got down on one knee and looked up at you while pretending to hold a box in his hand. “Will you do me a marry?” he smiled while using cute incomplete grammar as you two always did. You let your beautiful laugh soar through the night sky as you replied. “Sure, why wouldn’t I?”
The months began to soar through quickly as you thought nothing would happen with you and Jungkook. Sure you had your ups and downs and fights with depression, but he was always there for you to give you positive energy like no other. Eventually you grown to love him and grew attached to his voice, body, and mind. The soft ‘I love yous’ that were uttered throughout the day and night were truly meaningful. You never thought that tragedy would strike upon the perfect relationship. You spent as much time as you could him and vice versa. The late night calls and Overwatch gaming meant the world to you. That one night when he ordered pizza while you two stayed in a hotel room for an event, those were the best memories you developed. His arms always tightly wrapped around you and the cuddles that he gave you were priceless.
Then soon after, everything began to fall apart. He remained silent for hours as you anticipated his text or calls like you always would. But he remained silent for the rest of the afternoon and night. You laid in bed that night with your phone, expecting the worse. Over twenty missed calls and he still didn't’ pick up, you hoped he didn’t get into an accident on his way home from practice. “Kookie… I miss you,” you whispered as you let yourself drift into a slumber, hoping you’ll see him tomorrow or hear from him during the night. You groggily woke up in the depths of the night as the dread set upon you. You unlocked your phone and saw that there was a text message from him, and it was paragraphs long. You felt the dread in your throat fall down to your stomach as a huge weight covered your entire mind. You shakily read the message under your breath. “Y/N, I think it’s time that we break it off before everything gets worse. I’m sorry but I miss her and I can’t really function with emotions right now… I still love you, we can talk about this tomorrow” You felt your tears rise to your eyes as tears spilled over and you felt your chest heaving. This can’t be real, you were in denial. You let the guilt set in as your laid in bed in the ungodly hours of the night. The rest of the days set by as a blur as you two decided to not end the relationship just get, but something did feel off. He stopped talking to you as often and started to reject your invitations to hang out.
The days passed on without the emotions and you didn’t feel the same ever again.You felt your appetite diminish and the guilt rise more and more. You knew that you were forcing him to do something he didn’t want. He kept on insisting that he needed to take a break because of the future and the stressful things that came along with it. One night, you laid in bed as you were in the call once again. “Y/N, you know I can’t feel anything for you right, and why would you want to be with someone who doesn’t feel for you back? You’re too attached, I just need some time alone,” he confessed while staying silent afterwards. You’ve felt your blood run cold many times and you knew that you had to leave him alone. The relationship and the friendship that you two have developed overtime meant so much to you but you couldn’t not respect his request. “Yeah, sure…” you agreed against your own will, knowing that you needed to drop everything in order for him to recover from his depressive stages.
You heard from him less and less, saw him fewer times at school, until he almost disappeared from his life. You knew that you were being selfish, keeping him in line with you but you knew that you had to let go and let him be free in order to gain his happiness back again. You didn’t want to cause him more pain and stress, but you could barely let go. As spring break started, you saw that he was starting to remove you from his social media sites. You were slowly disappearing away from his life. All you could do was sit there and fathom how to apologize for causing him so much pain and misery. You spent countless hours crying, wishing and wanting him back, but it’s too late now. He was gone, he was like a popular idol that millions would fantasize over. He was, untouchable.
Just an fyi to let you lovely readers, silent or not, know that I’m probably back in action until the school year starts again, I’ll make it a goal to try and write more but I’ve been so busy but my insomnia is wack so I’ll probably just be writing most nights honestly lmao. I’d love to write more Monsta X so please request MX for me in my inbox it’s open!
ALSO, i made some huge changes to this blog because I ultimately stan Monsta X and Wonho soooooo-- that happened but I still love BTS a lot and I wouldn’t hesitate to write for them. Yah that’s all I have to say, happy reading my beans!
rules: using only the song titles from one artist, cleverly answer the 10 questions and tag 10 people
band/artist: BTS
what is your gender? Boy In Luv
describe yourself? War of Hormone ;)
how do you feel? Save Me
if you could go anywhere?
favourite mode of transportation? Crow Tit
your best friend? Hold me Tight
favourite time of day? No More Dream
if your life was a TV show? Dope
relationship status? Run
your fear? Tomorrow
Thank you beans so so much for getting me to over 100+ followers. I literally post a crap ton of sin and you guys seem to like it. Anyway apologies on me for the lack of fics, school has been killing me oh man, I promise there will be more soon! Please don’t hesitate to submit requests my scenarios are gonna run out one day ^^; Again thank you so much!
