STARTER: new follower starter ! CONCERNING: karen page
there's little doubt within her mind, that like, shit is about to get super fucked up. and it's sort of her fault? like. everything feels like she's about to fucking choke and die right now, given the fact that she's been nabbed by the cops, and everything's spiraling, and they want her to play SNITCH, but like, already, things have just started to fucking spiral right out of control... she needs help. the kind of help that feels bigger than what she knows how to deal with, shouldering her phone as she called a number that ali had given her once when she'd asked him what to do if she was ever in a bad jam.
her name's karen page. ominous. but like, ali says she's good, and that, she's like good at knowing how to give good advice when shit is like, not good. and um, shit was really bad? to the point of like, not really knowing what the hell she was going to do, her eyes closing as she waited, anxiously, for there to stir any kind of sign of life on the other end of the receiver. listening to the dull RING within the receiver until she was startled with the voice of a woman, rue stuttering at first, needing a moment to sit up straight, clearing her throat, trying to start from the top. "hi. i'm rue. i'm... i'm kinda in a bad position."
she talks about getting pulled over. the cops. the photos they had of her trafficking drugs, and how they like, knew about laurie. WHO'S LAURIE? rue answers, almost without thinking, talking about how like, she owes her $44 million dollars from a deal gone wrong in high school, and how she's like, never gonna pay that off and how nicely laurie lowered the whole debt to like, $100k. but what that had meant was that she had to do some like, really uncomfortable things. like the shit that she got photographed doing, dipping in and out of a mexican bar, while swallowing condom bags of fentanyl.
it doesn't occur until later that that had meant the cops knew what she was living through, and that, like, there really was no help for someone like her. how suffocating. they even know shit about alamo, but, rue DOESN'T WANNA get into all of that. "c... can you help me? they want me to like... record these guys. this shit's gonna spark some kinda war."
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