*anon that msg'd you about Anthea/kingfrerin claiming to have terminal cancer - I was wrong. The message was older, apparently from when she used the URL before. It wasn't said after her pseuicides. My bad. Still kinda makes you question if even THAT was true...
(The first part)did you know that Anthea/kingfrerin also claimed (after her pseuicide attemptS) that she had been "diagnosed with terminal cancer" (her words)? I found a message she sent to someone when she switched to the url 'bvnner' (I believe that was her, if I'm wrong sorry) I can send a screenshot if you haven't seen it. I'm just really mad about all this. I was 'friends' with her on here and I'm so pissed I cared enough to believe her shit.
Thanks anyway for your sleuthing! I haven't heard anything about her since she deleted bvnner, but I have no doubt she'll be back in some form or another if she isn't already. Her type of behavior is chronic, so it doesn't surprise me at all that she's done this before. I can almost say with certainty ('almost' because I have no source or information here), that her 'terminal cancer' was false, too.
Here's a hint: This is in no way suggesting that everyone who says they have an illness is lying (I'm looking at you, people coming down on me for accusing the poor lying pseuiciders), but if it's a daily or weekly affair in which every hour there's something new, you're probably being had. Liars get bored with one illness or trauma quickly, so one week it will be ovarian cancer and the next, sciatica or severe back pain. They'll also have forgotten their supposed ovarian cancer by then. Be wary of weird diseases with very little medical terminology that 'no one really knows about.' That's an evasion tactic to avoid being caught lying by real medical professionals.
Often you can't always tell from one encounter if someone is lying or not, but when this becomes consistent and repetitive behavior, then I quickly become skeptical. Most of the fake pseuiciders from the last week have probably done this before. It's not isolated incidents - it's ingrained in their personality, so there's a good chance that if they've lied about this, they've also lied about many other things.
I understand your anger, anon. I'm just as angry as you are, and even more so because most of these people will never be held accountable for their actions, especially with everyone crying that "We still need to support everyone, even if they are lying!" I know people who have attempted suicide, who suffer from depression, who have suffered and even died from terminal diseases. It's disgusting to me that people treat the pain my friends have gone through like a joke, something to gain attention from. Don't feel badly for trying to help the way you did, though. Another friend of mine, who is very smart and not easily fooled, was hoodwinked for awhile because they were friends with whiskeyjensen, another faker. When you're friends with someone you tend to believe the best of them. The failing isn't yours for trusting them, the failing is theirs for betraying your trust.
Wow. I thought maybe you were exaggerating a little bit to make it clear how ridiculous it was once you pulled it apart, but no. It was literally that ridiculous from the get-go. I am horrified and yet affected by the giggling that starts when someone is painfully stupid about their action choices.
yup. and keep in mind, the person who collected all those posts about the fake death of kingfrerin was hoping to prove the story was true. that’s how distorted your judgment gets when you’re freaking out.
and also, look how glurge-tastic the writing is on those suicide update posts. it’s straight out of a bad fanfic that gets 1000 “omg feelz, i crey 2 hrd :(” replies, and it works. glurge gets the naive reader so upset that their feelings do the thinking. there’s no room left for doubt, being driven to tears by reading something sad shuts your critical thinking skills down like nobody’s business, and boy do emotional abusers know it.
once the tears dry up, residual doubt is easily suppressed by banging the tumblr culture drum and reminding everyon that not believing people is hate and hate kills.
so the only people who aren’t shouting are the ones who could actually do some good—the ones who know it’s not true and care about others and don’t want to cause further harm.
add a winter vacation where people’s folks are too busy to really pay attention to what they’re doing online, and you’ve got a recipe for the sort of mass hysteria that could nudge a kid who’s already wrestling with self-harm or suicidal thoughts over the edge just by keeping death and suicide and loss on their minds 24/7, let alone convincing them that there's a plague of suicides that they could fall victim to at any minute. Christ!
posters on this tag gave me a lot of shit for “accusing everyone of faking” (which i didn’t do’), but do you know what’s actually a bit more wrong? lying about committing suicide. oh, and shushing people because thinking you may have been fooled makes you feel dumb.
these poor fankids were, and are, sitting ducks. and what about the troubled kids who fear they won’t be believed, now, if they reach out in a crisis, because 8-12 shitbags wanted to pull a social experiment over christmas break? what about all the kids who think anon hate will pour down on them because a bunch of assholes sent themselves mean notes ripping on whatever has their self-esteem low?
it’s as if only us meanie boo boos who didn’t believe the soap opera posts are even thinking about them, how very strange.
anyway, wrongdoing ain’t the fault of the person who tries to stop it. fuck that victim blaming noise. if you think telling the truth is the problem here, please go call your parents and tell them they raised you wrong.
'so i think it’s safe to say that i absolutely destroyed my end of the year follower goal…'
I know I need to stop looking at the #affectedbyhate tag. And I'm going to! Soon!
But there have been at least eight distinct confirmed pseuecides. In five days. It's been the asshole World Series, I think the one who sprained her nose won?
1) cwinchester2000
Pseuecide still in progress, presently pretending to be her best friend Sierra:
"Why me? What have I done? Please stop. Don’t you understand, I’ve tried to kill myself tonight… It’s not working. Not yet. I’m in so much pain and you’re getting hot from it. Sierra told me she called an ambulance but I don’t think they’re going to get here in time. So you’re getting your wish. I’m gonna die tonight. Because of you."
"Hey guys… Um… Caitie’s in the hospital now. They won’t let me see her. The doctors are working really hard to keep her alive. She cut herself pretty bad and took a lot of sleeping pills. I’m really scared. I’ve been crying so much. I don’t want to lose my best friend. I promise to keep you guys updated as I find out stuff. Thank you so much for being here for her."
"Honestly guys I’m so scared. I’ve never been more scared in my life. I don’t want to lose her. She’s my best friend… I can’t imagine life without her. A doctor came out, Caitie’s lost a lot of blood and they’re worried she won’t wake up. What do I do if she doesn’t wake up? I can’t live without her."
"I have no new updates for you guys. I’m sorry. I wish I did. I’m freaking out. Having a panic attack right here in the waiting room of the hospital. But I want to make one thing straight. I’ve been getting a lot of asks saying I’m just a hacker and Caitie’s probably fine. I don’t know how to prove it to you guys but I’m not a hacker. And Caitie is most definitely not fine. And neither am I. If Caitie doesn’t make it……. I don’t think I will either. I can’t live without her."
"Hi guys. So she’s not awake yet but the doctors are hopeful she will wake up eventually. That makes me feel 10000% times better. Thanks so much to all the people who are sending her love. I will make sure that I read it to her the second she wakes up. I love you guys so much! Thanks to all of you."
"Anonymous asked:
whoa, two fake suicides on one post. you should be ashamed of yourself, kiddo.
~Sierra~
I have one thing to say to this: Fuck off. I don’t need negativity like you in my life or in Caities. Thank you to all the people who have been sending love and not bullshit like this!"
"Honestly, this is complete bullshit. Caitie almost fucking died! Do you realize that?! And yet some of you fucking idiots are still sending fucking hate!! Fuck you! Fuck every last one of you fucking haters! Do you not understand how much you’re hurting people?! Fuck all of you! I’m so done with all the messed up people in this goddamn world. (But thank you so so so much to everyone who has been helpful and sent their love. You guys are amazing. Love you guys)"
2) kingfrerin/Anthea/brvnner (blog deleted, inadvertently-damning summary from a supporter here)
Killed herself three separate times in one day, apparently - a world record? - and then deleted her blog. Inspired a generation. I don't yet have a full transcript of her shenanigans, sadly.
"therere ppl looking for me but i alrdy took the pills so gbye"
"We, her family and all her other friends would like to thank you for the supporting messages and the love you gave her.
Let us hope Anthea makes it because she is so lovely and she doesn't deserve dying because of other people's jealousy.
We will keep you updated, because we think that's what Thea would want us to do."
"MY BEST FRIEND DIED BECAUSE THOSE ANONS COULDN'T STOP HARASSING AND BULLY HER ANTHEA I SWEAR I WILL FIND OUT WHO THIS ANON IS AND I WILL MAKE HIM PAY I PROMISE
SHE IS DEAD
ANTHEA DIED BECAUSE OF ANON HATE"
"OKAY SERIOUSLY I'M STILL HERE I AM ALIVE BUT WHAT HAPPENED???
I KNEW IT I GOT HACKED AGAIN"
*later*
"you want me dead
you can have that
im done"
3) d—e—s—t—i—e—l (blog deleted, good summary here)
"To that anon that has told me to kill myself, you'll get what you want."
"GUYS I'M FREAKING OUT. This is Grace's friend Tori, she just sent her suicide note through a mass text and took a bottle of anti-depressants, along with what was left of both a tylenol and benadryl bottle. Her little brother called 911 and she's being taken to the hospital, i'll keep you updated and try to tell her about all your love after i get to see her."
"I finally got to see her, I walked in and there was my bestfriend. The look of her laying on that stark, white hospital bed with tubes and needles and liquids flowing in and out her made me sick. I'm going to find whoever did this to my bestfriend. The sight made me throw-up. She's always been the strong, tough girl, the one no one ever saw cry, i barley ever see her cry, but today, it was evident. To The anon who did this: you should be ashamed, If you're reading this i hope youre happy, if she dies, i don't know what i'll do."
"WE JUST LOST HER PULSE, OUT OF NOWHERE. THE DOCTORS JUST PUSHED ALL OF US OUT OF THE ROOM AND THEY TOOK HER TO THE EMERGENCY WARD"
*like 45 minutes later*
"Its me! :p This is one of th eonly times Ill be able to post for a while because my mom wants me to not be associated with all the hate here right now..."
*an hour and a half later*
"Grace woke up screaming, she demanded to be let off the drugs. While we were out getting a nurse she pulled out her IV and locked herself in the bathroom."
*half an hour later*
"After Grace fell back into a coma the doctors unlocked the door, she had managed to cut to the point of losing quite a bit of blood, she is still in a coma."
"Grace is still in a coma, she's unstable and no one knows if she'll ever wake up."
"Grace is finally awake thank god, she's really out of it and confused but at least we have her back. The doctors say she's going to be okay!"
4) randomawkwardawesome
Have already scrubbed their death from their blog, and I can't find a copy of it. Anyone able to contribute to this important archival project?)
"yelloweyedknightmare asked:
heya can u check on RANDOMAWKWARDAWESOME they just posted a suicide note, then deleted it. I'm kinda scared
guys please go send some love their way"
"I AM FINE EVERYONE MY ACCOUNTS WERE HACKED LAST NIGHT I JUST WOKE UP TO ALL OF THIS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THE LOVE AND SUPPORT JUST PLEASE KNOW I AM 100% OK <3"
"What happened earlier today hit me really hard and i need some time away from tumblr for awhile, i will only be gone two weeks and I will be back i just need to shut all of this down for now."
5) queen-of-the-rising-demons (blog deleted, reported here via opportunistic friend? sockpuppet?)
"I get it daily. It's bad enough, but now's it's just too much. I'm getting threats and shoot to kill and just so much. My heart is on my sleeve and I'm regretting just being here, breathing. Being alive is a regret to me"
"I'm sorry, Heather. My daughter made an attempt at her own life last night. She very nearly succeeded. She's in the hospital, on ventilation. She attempted to hang herself and her airway was cut off for I dont know how long. Prayers are needed, please. She's in stable but critical condition. God I dont want to lose my daughter."
"Amanda is responding well to treatment, her eyes have opened. Please please please continue to pray, it seems as thouhg she might possibly have a chance here. Thank you!"
"Amanda is awake and alert, seizures are periodic and she hasn't said a word but her Doctor says with the progress she's made, he could only assume the oxygen to her brain was only absent for less than enough time to cause severe, long lasting damage. I do believe Amanda is going to be just fine, give or take. Thank you for your prayers and support."
"I am sad to report Queen-of-the-rising-demons has suddenly passed away within the past hour due to her self inflicted injuries a few nights ago, where she attempted to hang herself."
"I have contact with her mother! She is safe and asleep it was a hack!!!!"
6) paintedcastiel
Killed off a sockpuppet, insecurecharlie, then blamed hackers.
oh wow I just got back onto tumblr and suddenly there’s panic about insecurecharlie because of a message on the blog, but
insecurecharlie is just a saved url of mine. It is not a real person.
I never did anything to it and I have no idea why that message is on the blog.
it had no followers, and I’m overwhelmed to see how many worried asks there are for the blog. I’m so sorry that I wasn’t on earlier and that there is panic about it.
I’m going to delete the blog.
#cutebilbo #cutefrodo #praysammy #affectedbyhate #what if it was hacked like kingfrerin supposedly was #what if it's linked? #i'm going to change my password how do you even hack a side blog but not a main one #idk man i'm weirded out by this whole thing
(The answer to the question "how do you even hack a side blog but not a main one" is: you don't do that.)
But they seem at some point to have gotten confused about this narrative, and posted this on their main blog:
I have heard rumours like that going around, and I suspect they might be true in some instances. I’m not sure whether I hope it is true or I hope it isn’t. At least if people are sending messages to themselves, then they’re not receiving blind hatred. But sending hate messages to yourself- what does that say about you?
Unfortunately, I know this isn’t true in every case. Because it’s not true in my case. I fucking wish it was. If I had sent messages to myself, if my sole goal had been attention, maybe I wouldn’t have had three panic attacks, one after another, with barely time to recover in between. Maybe I wouldn’t have cried myself to sleep. Maybe I wouldn’t have contemplated doing what I haven’t done for almost a year- cutting myself.
Maybe people did send those messages to themselves. But I for one am not taking the fucking chance.
Do you have no empathy at all? You disgust me.
7) simormonroe + wearejustalike
Pseuecide still in progress. The former is the latter's sockpuppet, the latter is blogging furiously about the former's suicide attempt and the cruel anonymous hate that drove her to it.
"Anonymous asked:
Oh come on, little you. Who are you gonna believe? Your little "supporter army" or me? Telling you exactly what you're thinking? You know I'm right, they're all lying.
what do you have against me please i can fix it i can fix it"
"her pulse is weakening again, but it’s there. we’ve been told to leave the room, so i’ll take a break until we know something more.
also, i’m turning off anon now because i’m getting sick of comments about proof. i’ve already given you what i find reasonable. thank you."
I have heard several rumours from people that have some kind of medical experience that Tevje (simormonroe)’s condition is fake. THIS IS NOT TRUE. It is very real, and it is very frightening. I have been down at the hospital and checked myself. I have spoken to the doctors and Frida (the person who has been given updates on her) and from what I’ve heard, which is far from everything, here’s some things you should know.
Information about her and her condition under the cut.
Tevje’s body is a medical wonder, no doctor actually know how it works. There has been numerous tests, but the theory is that there is something about her body that has not been discovered before, ever, by anyone.
8) whiskeyjensen
"just no.
no."
"lalalinka replied to your post “no.”
That’s a lot of no’s…No what?
no to life lol
well ok
ok bye
okok
not anymore."
"winterycastiel ilysm thank you for everything~ "
"tysm everyone~ i would literally be deadd rn if it wasn’t for wth are u thanking me for
ilysm"
[I assume something's missing here.]
"I’M FREAKING OUT I LOGGED OFF TWO DAYS AGO AFTER I GOT A VERY MEAN ANON SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A BREAK AND I POSTED A MYTHPOEM AS A LITTLE GOODBYE FAREWELL THINGY AND I JUST LOGGED ON AND SAW I HAD 1000+ MESSAGES IN MY INBOX AND OBVIOUSLY I GOT V CONFUSED SO I READ SOME AND THEY WHERE MENTIONING A PERSON CALLED ELVIRA AND IDK WHO THAT IS AND WISHING ME A SPEEDY REVOVERY AND I JUST CHECKED MY POSTS AND I CAN ONLY FIND A COUPLE SIGNED BY THIS ELVIRA THEY’RE ALL ABOUT ME BEING IN RECOVERY AND IDK WHAT HAPPEND BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE THERE’ BEEN SOME POSTS DELETED INCLUDING THE TWO POSTS I MADE - THE ANSWER TO THE ANON AND THE MYTHPOEM AS MY GOODBYE FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS.
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE FILL ME IN ON WTF IS GOING ON WHY IS THERE PEOPLE IN MY INBOX THINKING I’VE BEEN IN A DRUG INDUCED COMA WHO IS THIS ELVIRA CHICK I’M FRKING OUT HELP ME PLEASE"
"you-are-a-wild-boar asked: You have every right to freak out. There are people hacking various blogs, posting suicide notes and self harm notes... not just you, many. No one is sure anymore if someone is actually going to kill themselves or is hacked. It's definitely a relief to hear that you are good and none of this was true! Why anyone would do this? They want others to panic, spread rumors and become suicidal too. It's disgusting...
THERE ARE?
PUBLISHING THIS BC I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING;
everyone, I appreciate all the love you are sending me rn bc of this hacker situation, but I’m alright, and apparently there’s people out there who’s not so please send your love to them~
I’ve been updates on everything, thank you so much~
I’ll set up a queue and reblog some posts and stuff because I want all this gone from my blog, I’ll also be changing my icon and deleting some posts and such.
I want you all to know that the two days I had off tumblr really helped, I’m feeling a lot better than I was three days ago, so if you in the future see posts about me wanting to kill myself please be skeptical.
WHAT KIND OF TWISTED PERSOSN GET’S OFF ON MAKING PEOPLE BELIEVE SOMEONE IS NEAR DEATH
OK SO I’VE BEEN UPDATED [I DON’T KNOW EVERYTHING YET BUT I’VE BEEN TOLD THAT I WAS HACKED]
I’M OKAY I’VE BEEN OFFLINE FOR TWO DAYS
ALSO I GOT ADVICED TO CHANCE MY URL AND PASSWORD, I WAS SWEATRJENSEN"
"Please you guys, I’m not freaking out anymore, I just want to relax and forget about this hacker.
I know you mean well when you send me a message about this hole situation, and I appreciate it, but please no more, I’m trying to relax and forget a little.
I probaly sound like an asshole, but please don’t send me anymore, try to send some kind asks to the pople who’re really down - seriously, I’m okay."
"I know I said I would so something when I hit 4k followers, and I now have 4007, but I really don’t have the energy rn so sorry I’m gonna wait to 5k don’t hate me."
BONUS - rainbowcas
Didn't go through with the death. Their remarks give the distinct impression that they worked out halfway through the project that dying wasn't going to benefit their follower count.
Seems to have been one of the earliest to go to work, on the 25th.
"Anonymous asked: seriously go die
i hope your holiday was the best yet.
Anonymous asked: nobody needs you
i hope nothing but good things happens to you.
Anonymous asked: :) ur a bitch who doesnt deserve to live
i hope you have a nice day."
"Anonymous asked: Hey I have a joke! Okay so what's the difference between a lobster with a boob job and a bus terminal that hasn't been cleaned in months?? One's a busty crustacean and one's a crusty bus station :D
i love you.
i have 20 messages in my inbox telling me to kill myself right now.
im sorry for whatever i did. please leave me alone."
"Anonymous asked: Congratulations on hitting 1.2k followers hun! That is hella impressive, I don't even have the .2 part! ?
it’s almost 1.4k now."
"my mother found out because you contacted the police i didnt want her to find out because all she’d do is threaten me. please who the fuck contacted the police. it was a sweet gesture but you should’ve asked
who the fuck contacted the police please tell me
the police just came to my door to ask about me and my suicidal posts im shaking"
"Anonymous asked: i hope your depression comes back tonight. i hope you take those pills. they're right there. take them. do us all a favor.
That’s not going to happen and I’ll tell you why.
Firstly, it wouldn’t be a favor to anyone. Not even me. A lot of people really like me and I like a lot of people. They’d be upset if I was gone and I’d miss them all terribly.
Second, I’m going to bed if my depression comes back. Fuck depression. I have shit to do.
Third, those pills are locked away. I didn’t want to tempt myself so I locked them away.
Stop being a fucking asshole. Get out of my inbox. Never come back. <3"
Unlike the others, however, they seem to have some regrets about their actions:
"so i think it’s safe to say that i absolutely destroyed my end of the year follower goal…"
Take a shot every time kingfrerin/bvnner deletes all their posts + creates a new blog + deactivates the same blog 12 hours later in a lame attempt to avoid any backlash from the bullshit she tried to pull.
Wait ok why do you think that kingfrerin faked her death just because she was hacked
I don't believe she was hacked. I believe the initial story of her swallowing a bunch of pills and then a friend hopping on saying she passed away all came from her. Actually I believe every ~hacked post~ that was made on her account came from her.
Because it's awful convenient to me that after hell was raised on here and on Twitter about her "death" (#RIPAnthea was a trending hashtag at some point, people were even making blessed petitions to have the supposed anon held accountable for her death, like leaps and bounds were taken for this girl who was alive the whole fucking time), she decided to resurface. Like "Okay I got the attention i wanted and now I'm back to get even more attention because wow, aren't you guys so glad I'm not really dead?"
Then when the attention kind of drifted away from her, she comes back with "I severed my carotid artery and am bleeding out everywhere yet I'm miraculously able to liveblog my death, can you guys shift the focus back on me now?"
I still wanna know how she was able to easily access her supposedly hacked account only hours after said hacking. I've never in all my years on the internet known a hacker to relinquish someone's account back to them without some serious negotiation or even at all.
IN CONCLUSION: I am 99.999999% sure she's a damn liar. She's also gross for it. Don't care if that's mean or horrible or whatever other adjective you can dredge up. She's gross gross gross gross gross.
I wish more people on Tumblr would use common sense like you are. This is the biggest shit storm I've ever seen on this website (and I've been on here for far too long), and it's kind of embarrassing. Not to mention super harmful for people who are actually suffering from depression/suicidal thoughts. I just can't believe people can't see what's actually going on. It blows my mind tbh
It blows my mind, as well. I wonder how they justify it in their head, especially cases like kingfrerin's:
the blogger makes a suicidal post
says she swallowed some pills
another post pops up saying the blogger succeeded and is now dead
a few hours later after a trending hashtag featuring their name on twitter and an outpouring of support on here, said blogger returns from the dead and claims to have been hacked
which is weird to me because how on earth was it so easy to gain back access to her hacked blog? and why did the hacker care so much about making her appear dead? if i had hacking capabilities, I wouldn't use them to spread easily dismantled lies.
said blogger is continuing to post suicide threats and liveblogging bleeding out after she severed her carotid artery for hours???? which isn't medically possible??????
Like this is the bs people are defending and enabling when they get angry at blogs like mine for existing. But whatever makes them happy I guess!
That poor misguided Anthea person. first they killed themselves, then they were hacked, then they threaten to kill themselves again. Now supposedly they have gone through with killing themself again. It's strange because supposedly they cut their carotid artery this time in the "real" suicide attempt, but cutting the carotid was what the "hacker" said was the suicide attempt last time.
So what's the tally up to now? They've supposedly cut their carotid what, 3 times now? Those are impressive healing powers you have, Anthea. Are you a phoenix? Can't wait for you to rise from the ashes again!
