#ladyerina

[matan4il]

hi Alice! how are you? I hope you’re okay… i’ve been trying to get a hold of you lately regarding a tag in your latest meta. i hope i wasn’t insistent or anything and that it’s not personal 👉🏻👈🏻

i know you’re busy and all.

i can wait for the season finale and to read your meta 💟.

xoxo

Hi sweetheart! OMG, no! It's def not you or anything you did, I'm just horrible stressed rn with rl. I am constantly apologizing to everyone for how long it takes me to reply to, well, everything. I just freaking HATE that it takes me so long to get anything done (because I'm juggling so many balls in the air... I just realized I fucked up and forgot about some blood tests I need to do, and I'm going to see the doc I need them for this Friday. Yikes!) that people think I'm ignoring them. @loveyourownsmiilee and @itemreceived also thought the same, and I just hate that I feel like I'm letting you all down. :( I'm so sorry, I don't mean to, I'm just stressed to the max... I can only hope rl will get better soon and then I can do better, too. *HUGS*

But regarding the tags, I'm also doing my best there! If you're not sure if you missed one of my weekly meta posts, you can always find them here, including my 617 meta. I hope this helps? Love you loads and I also can't wait to get to share my thoughts on 618 and hear yours, too. :D (as always, my ask tag) xoxox

[matan4il]

Hi 👉🏻👈🏻

How are you?

Hope you’ll okay and your day is even better!

💜💜💜

My lovely Erika! How are YOU? I hope you’re doing well and that life is smiling at you!

Okay, so. I was diagnosed with a tumor. It’s right on top of a nerve, so when they remove it, there will be nerve damage. I’m okay, or I’m doing my best to be, I’m taking it one day at a time, one doc appointment and medical test at a time. And hoping for the best.

Thank you for always being so sweet and kind, so supportive. I’m sending you endless hugs and love! xoxox

(and as always, if anyone’s looking for it, here is my ask tag! xoxox)

[matan4il]

Hi 💜

I’m refreshing tumblr again and again to see if your meta pops up 👉🏻👈🏻 I need to reaaaaaaaad! I’m so panicking over this episode that I’m going maaad! 💜😣

By the way

I hope I’m not being an ass saying this.

I just love your buddie metas!💜 truly.

Have a nice day, week or whatever…

And more importantly stay safe! 🫶🏻

Erika, my darling, this is so sweet! I am sending you so many hugs! I’m sorry it takes a bit of time to put it together (it wasn’t helped by the fact that I had to go to work, as well as to the doctor), but I hope you enjoyed my 604 meta! And that it helped make the panic go away. *cuddles*

You are not an ass, on the contrary! It is so wonderful of you to let me know that I’m not just hogging internet space with my posts, that they are wanted and that you look forward to them. That in my little way, maybe I help. I’m so glad you enjoy my meta posts, I hope you are having a wonderful day and week as well, and I am sending so much love your way, always! xoxox

(and if anyone’s looking for it, here is my ask tag! xoxox)

[matan4il]

Hi lovely! I wanted to thank you for the tag 🥰 I wish you happiness and everything this world has to offer.

I have a question 911 related: would you consider Eddie Diaz the best character there is in the 911-verse? If yes, why?

I do think he is and I can't wait to discover more of him in the next episodes.

ciao 👋  stay safe 💓

Hi darling! :D *hugs BIG* of course, I am always sending hugs and love your way, wishing you the best as well! And always so grateful for all of the kindness you’ve shown me, and the love you send my way. I absolutely treasure it! :***

OMG! XD That is such a difficult question, because I honestly love 911 as an ensemble show, and adore so many of the characters? Like, even side characters such as Karen, Michael, Ravi, Toni, manage to make their way into my heart with surprising ease! So it’s hard to choose just one. If I had to? I think Buck is my fave on a personal level, I relate to some of his abandonment issues, as well as what it’s like to grow up with parents who don’t love you (or in my case, who were socially raised to believe stuff that made me feel unloved as a kid. As an adult, we’re fixing some of that, thankfully). But I love Eddie so much, that even though he’s a close second for me, the gap between him and Buck is almost non-existent, and there are places where I identify with Eddie more than with Buck (I served in the army too, I get Eddie’s trauma better than I wanna admit). And then there’s Chris who is just such a fantastic kid, not to mention a great representation of character with disabilities not reduce to only that, or who only exists to make abled characters feel better about themselves (and being disabled myself, that really resonates with me), that he’s my third fave. And again, by a really small margin! Then there’s of course the magic that these three are as a family, so that only makes me love all three of them more, like a whole that is greater than the sum of its parts... Does any of that make sense? I hope so!

I’m so happy you found a character you love so much in Eddie, and that we get to share that love! Thank you so much for telling me about it and allowing me to ramble on as well. Have the best of days, love! xoxox

(I got an influx of asks, I WILL answer all of them, but it might take a sec. If anyone wants to check whether I've already answered theirs or to read my replies, here's my ask tag. Thank you! xoxox)

[matan4il]

Is it crazy for me to wait your Buddie 508 meta like if it were the next episode of 911? 🤣😆

Hi Erika! How are you, lovely?

;_; It's not crazy at all, it's actually beautiful and makes me so happy, hon! At the end of the day, it's the best thing about my meta posts (other than the gifs) - that they bring you joy!

Thank you so much for telling me, I hope the 508 meta didn't disappoint! All the love and hugs to you! xoxox

To anyone else who sent me an ask, I am going through all of them, thank you so much for your patience! If you wanna check whether I've replied to yours yet, you can have a look at my ask tag. xoxox

[matan4il]

I know Monday's ep is just around the corner, and I'm as excited as the next person. However it just occurred to me - and I don't think I've seen much if any mention of this - that the major plots right now involve the four people closest to Buck: Eddie and Christopher, Maddie, and Bobby. We've seen a lot of change in Buck's character this season, but part of the unexpected might be in how he copes with sh!t from all sides... I'm anxious for him now. I'm hopeful that you're right - that the time is right for Buddie. And I'm hopeful Buck is strong enough to handle it all. But I can see how everything going on could both help and hamper both Buddie and Buck. Ugh.

Hi hon! And thank you for this ask. I def think Buck is going to do something unexpected. Whatever this thing is that he can do in order to protect everyone else? I don't think it's something we see coming. And I do believe it's the right time for a feelings realization for Buddie. Not a love confession, def not a kiss, but a feelings realization? IDK that it will happen, but it fits so well into what we've had so far, I find it hard to see anything else. I just try to breathe in deep and remind myself it could be something else, even if I don't see it. You know how the saying goes, hope for the best, prepare for the worst. I have faith in the show for now, so hoping for the best is kind of happening on its own, without me even trying... ;) So glad we get to go through this together! xoxox

Thank you for being here. 💜 That’s it. Love your tumblr so much.

@ladyerina Erika, you absolute lovely, thank YOU so much for being here and for being so incredible. Love you lots and I'm so glad that my humble little blog can be a source of joy for you! xoxox