#lazdump

[rewritemyfaith]

I’ve noticed myself seeing god in more things recently and describing more things as “heavenly”

And it’s not weird, it’s new, but not weird. It feels comfortable and natural.

[rewritemyfaith]

I wish there was a way to record my dreams or copy them onto a machine where I can rewatch them.

Some of these dreams are indescribable to my friends.

[rewritemyfaith]

I’m new to religion and I would like to be guided to the right resources/labels/terms to use.

Under this I’m going to ask all the questions I can think of(even if I think it’s a stupid question) + my beliefs and if anyone has any information they could educate me on I’d love to hear it.🙏

beliefs:

Anti-racism/homophobia/transphobia/sexism , I love science and I want to incorporate that into my religion more , I don’t believe you need a building(church) to build your relationship with God , on the other hand I love church for the community(in my area my church’s aren’t very accepting unfortunately) , I don’t believe in a lot of “traditional” values

Questions:

My biggest question is how do I figure out my label/denomination(?)(idk)? Like where should I research and what should I look for?

I would love to read the Bible but I know there are many different versions. Based on my beliefs what version do you think is best?

Where do I start? Like when I find my set labels and the words that fit my beliefs the best what should I do?

I very much want to believe and I feel like I do believe but I’m very worried that my religious trauma and guilt is going to get in the way of my beliefs. How do I deal with that?

Sorry this post is long. Any comments are welcome and greatly appreciated.

[rewritemyfaith]

I want my religious journey to be very personal and true to me I just need some guiding hands to get me started on what I need to know. I think I’m going to keep asking questions even if I feel like they’re stupid.

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My heart wears a heavy set of armour

(Probably chainmail or some cool ass glowing metal or something)

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I am a small-fry.

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I never said I was a good writer

[rewritemyfaith]

I wish I could write something of substance but all I do is think of homoerotic fantasies and hit my vape