I am angry that my body doesn't respond like others and drops loads of weight on keto. But I need to appreciate that this is the best diet for my PCOS and the weight is going down for the first time in a year.
I have thought about my goals (73kg goal weight) and realised it might take me up to February 2021 to achieve, but I'm ok with that.
I have just been cleared of cervical cancer again after a successful surgery in November 2019 and will now go 12 months before I'm checked again. I can now focus on weight loss due to not needing anymore surgery or recovery.
I have faced a lot of backlash from everyone who asks about my eating habits and it's incredibly difficult to defend myself all the time. So I'm kinda going it alone. Which is ok.
September will be better for me. In the UK kids all go back to school around the 3rd so I have childcare again. I'm hoping to be working but my job is freelance so I can get impromptu days off. I will have my gym bag in the car ready for when this happens, so should get way more gym time.
Pure gym is obviously different, but I have been a couple of times now and I feel confident enough to go alone.