I just want to start off saying that I love 3tan. Like what more can I say?
It's just pure perfection. It's so raw and realistic but it also just touches on my own personal wounds a bit if y'all don't mind me getting a lil sappy lol
Reading the way OC and Yoongi increasingly love one another and fall deeper into each other, just reminds me how much I want to experience that.
I honestly don't know what it's like to have someone love you with all their heart. To have someone be protective over you. To have someone go to extreme lengths for you. To be wanted. To be made into a priority. What's it like have to someone who loves you so fucking much that they would burn the whole world down for you if someone were to hurt you?
What's it like to be on the recieving end of that? I want that.
This story really just triggers the emotional neglect in me but in a very cathartic yet comforting way.
I'm so used to be alone (emotionally speaking) that I honestly can't fathom someone loving me so I related to Yoongi in Forfeit. I honestly can't comprehend someone wanting me and I mean ALL OF ME. I low-key feel like I dont deserve it sometimes.
Now that's done lol I truly love this story and your writing and I just can't wait just to see how the whole story will unfold in the end ❤
Side note, I don't know if it's cause I'm Yoongi biased but maaaaannn the Yoongi stories that fans write always hit the most like what the hell 😩😭
Oh my gosh, babe🫂 It’s ok if you get sappy or a little personal! Many, many people have expressed what this series has meant for them, and honestly all of them (including you!) are a huge reason why I’m trying my absolute hardest on it.
This series has been one big love letter from me to you, and one of the main themes—if not the central one—is that everyone is deserving of love. No matter what you’ve been through, no matter what people/your own mind has told you, and no matter where you are in life. We all are worthy of it, even if the highest love we receive is from ourselves.
Even if you haven’t experienced some of what’s written, just know that it’s possible. And if you start to receive that type of care, attention, etc., try not to push it away, yeah? Try not to let your own mind or whatever keep you from experiencing that and accept it as it comes. Life is way too short to tell yourself you aren’t deserving of such wonderful things, or to settle for something less than. So embrace them🤍
Very glad you found this series and that it’s cathartic and comforting in a way🍊 That’s what it’s all about! Welcome to the 3tanverse and we shall see what happens down the line🥳