#leeknow fluff

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Carefree Moments with SKZ

Chan and Minho would be so gentle with your plushies, arranging them deligently when they tidy up and placing one close when you fall asleep so you can easily grab it and hold it close.

Changbin and Jeongin would do little picnics with you and get you pretty blankets that match each season and a variety of temperatures, so you can sit comfortably outside whenever you want.

Hyunjin and Seungmin would do colouring books with you, argue about colour combinations, as well as encourage you to use your favourites as often as possible, and get you pretty notebooks and silly stickers.

Jisung and Felix would clumsily play ball games and climb on tress with you where you can rest hidden from the world but with a good view of it.

Bunny Bow Devider

[mocharacha]

You know what i really wanna see….

A Vlog of Lee Know in Istanbul petting every stray cat he sees

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Little Insomnia (drabble)

LeeKnow/GN!Reader sleep comfort wc: 523

'Min?'

Minho grunts, taking in that you truly called out for him in the careful whisper he knows you to fall into when you need him but are too doubtful of your own value.

With a tired kick from under the blanket, he lifts it up to roughly turn his body so that he lands on his shoulder, facing you with the bare attention he is capable of sharing when he is just woken up.

'Should sleep', he mumbles and pulls you against him, a tender smile forming when he feels you softly laying an arm around him..

'I know, I'm sorry. Go back to sleep', he hears and feels you brushing his hair behind his ear, lulling him back into dreamland with your touch on his hair.

He almost falls for it. He is ready to give in. He believes his whole life prepared him for getting to experience enough coaxing him into relaxation, but your words are twisting what he meant, and suddenly, he is awake again.

'No, you should sleep', he says, louder than the atmosphere can support, and your panicked grip on his shirt signifies your unpleasant surprise.

'You barely slept last night. You need sleep', he panics, wanting to clarify his caring intention.

The last thing that he wants is you to be assured of your tendency of feeling like a burden, only able to tolerate when you limit the impact of your presence.

'Min', you repeat and brush his hair out of his forhead.

'What?', he lets out quietly, desperate to escape his foggy mind enough to get a grasp of what's going on.

'I just- wanted to ask if you could hold me?'

He takes in the bed's state. The blanket is entirely hunched over his body, leaving you covered with only an hem, and with the opened window, a subtle breeze travels over the pillows. He thinks it's comfy, but then again, he is the one enjoying the barrier of fabric. He knows you don't mind. Especially in summer, you don't need a blanket to sleep anyway. It's already warm enough, but insomnia is a harsh little monster, eating away any initial comfort. Nothing is good enough to let it rest. Only the extreme of exhaustion could bring insomnia to sleep.

'Of course', Minho assures and brings himself closer to you, arranging the blanket around your hips to have at least your lower half covered and his arm round your waist.

For some reason, he is capable of bringing both you and insomnia to a state of peace. Even when you don't fall asleep for another couple of hours, he knows you feel at least okay.

The darkness settles in again, and his consciousness says goodbye. The steady caress of his side would make him purr in his sleep if he were a cat, but he enjoys it silently nevertheless.

'I'm here', he mumbles in his sleep, and his words paired with his breath and calming warmth cause insomnia to sit down and listen, eyes getting sleepy and eventually it crawls in between you and Minho and allows sleep to take care of you now.

⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚

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[linoarchive]

“ SPRING SNOW . . . ”

✦ · warnings ; none :d

✦ · genre ; fluff

✦ · paring ; lee minho ♡ fem!reader

✦ · word counts ; idk 2 lazy to count :,l

✦ · notes ; got inspired by the song “spring snow” cause this song is too perfect to ignore?!! live laugh love 10cm 🙏🏻. anyways this is my first time writing and my first post on this blog so enjoy!!

y/n and leeknow were walking through a park covered in a blanket of colorful spring blossoms. The trees were in full bloom, their petals dancing in the soft breeze. the air was filled with the sweet fragrance of spring.

leeknow turned to y/n and smiled, admiring the beauty of their surroundings. “it's gorgeous, isn't it?” he said, gesturing to the vibrant colors around them. y/n nodded in agreement, taking in the beautiful sights and smells of spring. leeknow watched her admiring the flowers, his heart filled with affection.

suddenly, he stopped walking and turned to face y/n, a playful glint in his eyes.

“i have an idea,” he said, a sly smile spreading across his face. y/n raised an eyebrow curiously, a smile playing on her lips. “what kind of idea?” she asked.

leeknow chuckled and stepped closer to her, his eyes sparkling mischievously.

“close your eyes and trust me,” he said, his voice low and persuasive. y/n hesitated for a moment, then closed her eyes, a flutter of excitement in her chest. she could hear the sound of leeknow moving around, but she wasn't sure what he was doing.

after a few moments of suspense, she felt leeknow take her hand gently and lead her a few steps forward.

“okay, open your eyes,” he said, his voice soft and seductive. y/n opened her eyes and gasped as she saw that leeknow had led her to a spot surrounded by a sea of colorful tulips. the flowers swayed gently in the breeze, their petals casting a soft, bright glow against the green grass.

leeknow was standing beside her, his gaze fixed on her face, watching her reaction.

“pretty, isn't it?” he asked, his voice low and soft. y/n was speechless for a moment, taking in the beauty of the scene before her. the vibrant colors and sweet fragrance of the tulips were almost overwhelming, but they were nothing compared to the sight of leeknow standing beside her, his eyes fixed on her face with an intensity that made her heart skip a beat.

“It's beautiful,” she breathed, her voice barely above a whisper. “thank you for bringing me here.” y/n looked up at leeknow, a soft smile on her lips. his playful expression had turned softer, his eyes now filled with warmth and affection.

he took a step closer, his arm wrapping around her waist as he pulled her closer to him. the warm sun beat down on them both, casting a golden glow over everything.

“you look beautiful,” he murmured, his breath tickling her ear. y/n felt a shiver run down her spine as his words washed over her, her heart fluttering at his unexpected compliment. she leaned into him, her body pressing against his as she wrapped her arms around his waist.

he held her closer, his hand moving to cup her face, his thumb gently tracing the contour of her cheek.

“you're so warm,” he whispered, his voice husky. “I never want to let you go.” y/n looked up into his eyes, losing herself in the depths of his gaze. his words sent a wave of heat through her body, making her heart race.

she reached up to touch his face, her fingertips tracing the sharp angle of his jawline. he leaned into her touch, his eyes closing as he savoured the contact.

“you always know just what to say,” she said softly, her voice a little breathy. leeknow chuckled softly, his eyes fluttering open as he looked down at her.

“I only speak the truth,” he replied, his voice low and deep. “and the truth is, you're beautiful, inside and out.”

he pulled her even closer, his arms wrapping tighter around her waist. she could feel his chest rising and falling as he breathed, the steady rhythm of his heart beating against her own. y/n smiled, her own heart racing in response. she could feel the warmth of his body seeping into her, his familiar scent surrounding her like a comforting blanket.

leeknow dipped his head, his lips hovering just above hers. his breath ghosted over her skin, his words a soft murmur.

“you know, I've been wanting to do this for a long time,” he said, his voice a low, seductive whisper. y/n's breath hitched in her throat as he spoke, her body responding to his words without conscious thought. her lips parted ever so slightly, a tiny gasp escaping her.

his gaze fixed on her face, her body pressed against his as he held her close. and then, without another word, he closed the remaining distance between them, his lips finding hers in a soft, gentle kiss. the kiss was tentative at first, but as they held each other in that quiet, secluded spot beneath the sunlight, the contact between them grew more passionate.

leeknow's lips moved against hers, his hands holding her tightly as he deepened the kiss. she responded eagerly, her body molding against his as their mouths moved together in a slow, languid rhythm.

they stood together for what felt like an eternity, their lips locked in a passionate embrace, their bodies pressed close. finally, they pulled away, their breaths coming in ragged gasps as they looked at each other.

leeknow's eyes were sparkling with affection, a soft smile on his lips. he gently brushed a strand of hair away from her face, his touch gentle and reverent.

“you're everything to me.” he murmured, his voice full of tenderness.

[changbinholic]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

✧Black eyes from loving too hard✧

↬Bang Chan/Lee Minho | Leeknow

↬Summary: His hair is a mess his face is red and bloody, his shirt is ripped at the collar and his leather jacket is falling from his shoulder.

He looks like a wet dream

Minho’s wet dream

↬a/n: commission for the st4y for Palestine

[haoboutyou]

pretty kitty | lee minho

fluff | 707 words | no warnings

If hybrids exist in this world, you are convinced your boyfriend would most definitely be a cat.

Cats love Lee Minho, and he loves them just as much. Your affection for him increases tenfold whenever you see him tenderly caring for any feline within his sight. He’s the kind of person who would carry extra cat treats in his pocket even when he was only going on a walk around the neighbourhood. He prepares Soonie, Doongie and Dori’s food bowls with such immense attention to detail every mealtime, and the cats have made a habit of eagerly waiting for him to come home to the door every evening. And your personal favourite: how gentle he is with his cats, always talking to them in soft voices; that’s how much he loved and adored them.

Naturally, you’ve noticed that your boyfriend seems to have picked up on some of his fur children's habits. His jaw widens first when he yawns, eyes forming into the cutest crescent moons as he does so. He shies away from physical touch, but bumps his head on your shoulder when he craves your attention. His arms reach outwards whenever he stretches after waking up from sleep.

Even now, he slowly blinks to show you that he is actively listening to you, reminiscent of his feline counterparts. His concentration breaks briefly when he notices a cat sleeping on the park bench, stopping to bend over and pet the sleeping calico. You couldn’t help but giggle at how he tilts his head, confused as to why you started laughing mid-sentence.

“Pretty kitty.” You mumble, kneeling next to him. Minho watches as you reach over to scratch the cat’s chin. The cat lets out a subtle purr at your touch, eliciting a smile from you.

His signature vanilla scent enveloped you as his arm slings around your shoulder. Minho pulls you closer to him, causing you to practically fall into him.

“That’s not right,” he starts the exact moment you yelp in surprise. “I’m your pretty kitty.”

“Minnnn” you whine, “you’re gonna scare him.”

“Good.” He hugs you tighter, nuzzling his cheek into yours. “You should only pay attention to me.”

“Jeez, what’s gotten into you?” Laughing, you leaned into his chest. The cat must’ve gotten sick of the PDA happening right in front of him, choosing instead to disappear into the bushes behind. “Min, the cat ran away!” Oh, how difficult it was for him to resist pinching your cheeks.

Instead, he turns to plant a sloppy kiss on you. He throws his head back, whole body vibrating with laughter when you over-exaggerate wiping away his affections. “I miss this. It’s been a while since it’s been just the two of us.”

It’s true; the two of you had been so preoccupied with work lately, to the point that the only time you got to see each other was through brief video calls late at night. Today was the first proper date you had been able to go on in a month, and Minho was determined to keep you all to himself.

Humming in reply, you stood up, pulling your boyfriend up with you. His grip on your hand tightened as he stuffed your intertwined hands into his jacket pocket. As if transported into a romance drama, a gust of wind blows through the very park you stood in. Cherry blossom petals flutter about, with a few of them even getting caught in Minho’s fluffy hair. You reach up on your tippy toes to extend a free hand moving up to brush them away. Minho takes this chance to grab it by the wrist, tilting it to press another kiss on the inside of your palm.

“I’ve missed you too, my pretty kitty.”

His ears tinged as pink as the flower petals floating about. Half his face hidden by your hand, his shining eyes stare back at you with all the affection in the world. One day, he thinks. One day he’ll permanently make you his.

But for now, he notices how the chill of the wind causes you to shiver, prompting him to pull you even deeper into his chest. “There’s a cafe nearby that Jisung recommended. Shall we go?”

“Yeah, i’d like that.”

[thesilentgirlfromyourclass]

lee know is so cat coded like. he LOVES getting his tummy rubbed and his hair pet and just flops on you to sleep whenever he feels like it. will definitely try to sneak under the covers and cuddle after a fight because he really can't sleep without you 😣 and if you dont give him attention because youre busy or something he'll start whining about how he's going to die without cuddles

You're so right! I can see him coming home after long day of practice and sees that you are still up (because you too can't sleep without feeling his warmth and presence) and first thing he does is flop onto you.

"Minho, at least take a shower!" you try to sound serious, but in reality you don't mind it. You just need his cuddles as much as he needs yours 😩

[channiemoonlight]

SOMEONE BETTER

By channiemoonlight.

{fluff/little bit of angst/ trigger warning ; death}

3.4k words

{writer notes : this is my first time sharing my writing. I got inspired by somehow during my daily life and decided to wrote this. English isn't my first language sorry if there's grammar mistake}

hope you enjoy!

love, channiemoonlight.

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You’ve had enough of the stares on you. Standing in—front of you, Seungmin who was breathing heavily after the heated argument both of you went through.

“Both of you calm down” Chan voice cracked the silence of the living room, the whole story started when all you want to do is check up on him. Making sure he didn’t make stupid decisions that could destroy not just you but everyone who loves him.

He decided to shrug off your attempt and that’s what makes you even more frustrated when all he does is push you away. “Y/N I’ll talk to you later—”

“I’m just trying to understand you” “Well you’re pissing me off with your presence.”

Calmly shrugging his hurtful comment away. “I’m just worried” He should’ve have just shut his mouth but what comes after makes him regret the moment her eyes shine not with glee, but tears. Shame on you, his thought strike.

“Maybe you’re the one who deserve to be on her spot.”

“SEUNGMIN!” The raise note from Chan caught others’ attention as they stood awkwardly, fidgeting in their position unsure how to act in such a heavy situation. Changbin holding back their leader from moving closer toward the youngest.

Noticing the oldest of them is on his end wit.

The name that he once loved became the reason you took a step back, knees weakened, heart shattered into pieces. “Just because I’m not her.” Muttering under your breath as you feel everything fall down all in seconds.

Shoulder heavy, heart numb.

All you could hear was how fast your heart beating was, almost gasping for space for them to explode anytime, letting the pieces scattered on the floor.

The name that you’ve been compared to since you were little—the one who made you suffer so many times. The only one who always loved by everyone.

The one who exactly has Seungmin heart but here you are, a replacement. Arranged to marry him because your sister passed away and you turn his fate away. You took his soulmate, when it was never your fault.

You only feel sorry. Sorry for him. You did everything you can. It was useless, no one cares how you’re feeling. That you’re human like them after all.

A pair of hands engulf your shaky hands but you’re in your last wit. Snatching them away from who you assumed Jeongin. Taking off the engagement ring off your finger as you put it down on the table near you. “As always, my feeling and existence never matter.”

Grabbing your purse and key on the table walking pass him. “I’m going first” Minho about to stop you from going but Hyunjin stop him from doing so, shaking his head. “Let her calm first Hyung.”

Seeing your figure disappear door shutting off behind you. Bangchan at once sent Hyunjin with Felix along with you as he turns to the youngest, voice fills with disappointment. “I can’t believe at what you just said to her.”

Broad shoulder of his softly shove the youngest one as his eyes on Changbin who also watch his friend walk away without saying anything else. “Seung...” “ I didn’t­—I don’t know why I said such mean words back then hyung. It came out very wrong—I’m sorry hyung” Sitting on the couch both hands on his head, staring on the floor.

Hands around the latter, patting his back comforting.

You on the other side were just walking down the road with thoughts that just keep repeating. Nothing can shut them off. It’s always you ever since you were born. You’re the unwanted person in everyone’s life.

All you want is love, undeniable love that he could never be able to reciprocate them, so you just walk away. Running is just like how you did last time too.

Six months pass by.

You’re almost happy with the present life you have. You slowly try to get back the smile that has been missing for months. The last time you met him was when the argument took place. Honestly you did see his friends a few times, but it was never more than checking up on each other or simple hello and byes.

The people who kept in contact with you frequently are Minho. He always asked about you through calls when he’s busy or out of town. It is nice to know that someone cared for you while no one could.

The door opens ajar, a familiar head peeks through them with the softest smile painted on it. Your heads turn to face them as you mirror his smiles. “Hi, I brought you food! It’s from Chan’s mother” He took the empty seat beside you as he put down the food.

Sliding aside the flower bouquet you’ve been making for hours focusing on his presence. “Thank you, Minho” Untying the plastic as he focuses on spreading the food in-front of you knowing damn well you haven’t eaten anything since you open your shop early morning.

“How’s today?” He asked. “Busier, maybe because it’s the end of year and a lot of people are getting married and engaged. I got at least less than 10 bouquets to make now.”

Handing the spoon to you as you muttered thanks. “Less than 10 is a LOT” emphasizing his last words as you chuckle finding his tone quite soothing and funny. He again as usual entertains your lunchtime by telling stories about his friends.

How Changbin are getting addicted with gym and always knocking his room every 6am to come down with him for another gym session or the way Felix and Hyunjin has been booked to be ambassador for branded designer, Jisung, Changbin and Chan busy producing new song for artist in the company. “I heard about them nominated for producer awards this year.”

Minho smiles widely, nodding with such enthusiasm. Proud of his fellow friends. He can see you’re hesitant to ask about Seungmin, he just speaks it out anyway knowing well that you’ve forgiven him even it took time. “Seungmin is now busy with his new position as Lecturer at the University.”

You nod slowly, proud to know he is doing better. “What about Jeongin?” Taking a bite of the cake he offered you with his fork. It was such a simple gesture, but it warms your heart as if he was this soft orange cat that snuggles to you every time you find yourself overwhelms with heavy emotion.

He took out his phone, scrolling for something before he faced them towards you. It was picture of Jeongin in suits holding what seems to be award surrounded by high class people. “He received awards for his new shop franchise at Australia.”

“Well, he does have good taste in choosing you folks outfits. I don’t find it surprising he will open another branch outside of here” Cleaning your table as Minho throws away the empty container. After both of you done reminiscing, you continue to do your work with Minho strolling inside your shop asking about the flowers names.

Your eyes stop on him every few seconds just to see what’s he doing. Tying the last bouquets on your hands, a soft sigh left your lips. “Minho... you have been here for two hours. Do you need anything?”

His expression does tell you that you caught him red handed. He always busy after lunchtime since he always had to go teaching students in his dance studio. “I don’t have any schedule today.”

“And?” He seems hesitant to say the words directly as you see he was fidgeting with his hand on his back, foot tapping nervously showing his slight discomfort of whatever he about to say to you. “Hey, you can tell me but if it makes you this nervous I won’t bring it up again—” “Reunion.” You tilted in confusion at the way he cuts you off.

“Chan said we have reunion tomorrow to celebrate Jeongin achievement. He said to bring you along—” before you can say something he continues his word. “—if only you’re comfortable with it” Honestly you feel complicated, you know one day you’ll have to meet them in any situation whether it’s good or bad.

You can’t walk away from them, you love them the same way they do. They been there for you the most, to say that you want to reject this reunion must make few of them sad and you didn’t want that. You don’t want to be a selfish person like before.

“I’ll come” His eyes widened. You always try to make new excuses every time they have reunion if someone inside the circle celebrates. “Are you sure because—” “I’m okay with Seungmin being there, he too deserves to celebrate Jeongin too. He was your friend, so don’t worry about me. It’s already in the past. Perhaps this is my time to get some closure from him the same way he maybe do too”

Busy staring into his eyes you didn’t realize he already standing close to you engulfing you into his warm hugs. The hug that you have become familiar with since months you broke the engagement. The scent of his perfume that you always describe as scent of daisy flower that you adore.

You always wondered what you meant to him sometimes. He always been there through everything. He’s there when you’re crying in your sleep begging for your sister to come back. Wailing for you to be the one who was lying inside that dark cold soils. He just always there. For you.

He pulls away cutting you off from thoughts as he smiles wider than you had seen him do. “Do you want me to wait for you?” “Huh?” He pointed out the clock behind you as it shows your closing time. You nod as he helps you with your bags as you busy counting behind the counter.

Between counting the money behind the counter, you find yourself glancing at Minho. He was standing outside drowns with the sunset beaming at him. Your bag on his left shoulder as he also looks at you for  seconds sending smile while mouthing ‘Take your time, I’m waiting here’

It was the day of reunion. You can’t hide how nervous you’re even though Minho has been repeating if you still aren’t ready he’ll send you back home. “No, I can do this!” You’re lying to yourself you can do this but you don’t want to disappoint others since they know you’re coming. More like you don’t want to see Minho dejected look.

He knocks on the door as you fix your dress one last time to look presentable and proving to yourself that you’ll be fine once you enter inside. The door opened, to you it was painfully slow but seeing the familiar face behind them staring at you with such liveliness drops all the uneasy feeling.

“Y/N!” You almost stumble the way Felix just jumps into hugging you as he pats your back. “Oh my goodness, I miss you! Please come in! Everyone’s inside” Replying the same gesture as you come inside watching all the familiar faces staring at you in disbelief.

Before anyone run to you, Minho immediately stand in front of you stopping them before you got crush by 5 man. “First of all calm down, let Y/N settles down first okay?” You wave at them from Minho back, smiling.

‘He’s not here yet’ sighing deeply feeling calm as Minho turns to face you. “You’re good? Shall we continue?” Nodding you took his empty hand as he guided you towards their table.

Everyone was doing well as you expected, they’re very surprised about your decision opening a flower shop downtown instead of in the city. “How can Minho drives two hours from here to you every day?” Hyunjin eyeing him, smirks on his face. “He’s not visiting every day, just when he’s not busy” You defend.

“You’re suspicious Hyung” Changbin sound as he sips on his wine nudging Hyunjin elbow, both now sending sly look at him. Knock coming from the door interrupts their chat as Jeongin stood up. “I’ll get the door”

You were listening to Jisung bragging about his new studio and he would love to take you there soon. Before you could answer him, you froze at the mention of your name from behind. Giving yourself courage to face him as your eyes stare into his. “Y/N, is that you?” “Seungmin…”  Your hand getting sweaty as you feel all emotions rushing to you.

“Can we talk?” The atmosphere was icy cold, if this situation was the same one as six months ago you would run away again but you’re not going to be that person anymore. “Sure after dinner” You can see how Seungmin shoulders finally relax the moment you face him with smiles on your face.

The dinner went unexpectedly well, everyone was just gushing about their new works, achievements that you’ve been missing for months. Smile can’t be erased from your face as you listen to each one of them.

As one by one finally walk away from the dinner table either washing the dishes or sitting in front of the tv contemplating which movie they should choose for the night. You were sipping on the warm cup of tea that Felix made for you a few minutes ago while staring outside.

The garden obviously a mirror of Felix personality, colorful even under the moonlight. A hand touched your shoulder as you looked up and saw Minho followed by Seungmin at the back looking everywhere but not you.

Putting down the tea as you nod at him, giving permission that you’ll be fine alone with the latter. He held your sweaty one as you faced Minho, his eyes were telling you something. ‘I’ll be with them, take your time.’ You watched the way his figure walking away inside the living room.

“Take a seat” You voiced out as Seungmin sat down in front of you.

The calm sigh that left his lips made you wonder what’s he was thinking at this moment, where both of you sitting across each other wordless. “Allow me to apologize for the harsh words that I’ve said to you before. I know how hurtful it was, but my ignorant self just wants to win the argument.”

It is indeed felt as if you get stabbed, it took you so many tears to move on from it. “I want to believe it just from how heated both of us were but there’s nothing but truth behind it. I knew she was the only one in your heart and no one can replace that empty spot she left.”

Sighing, you look into his eyes who also watching you intently. “I just wish that time you’ll know about my feeling, I want to be selfish and want you myself because she didn’t deserve your love. She never did. I was the one who always reminded her what your favorite foods were, the books she gave you was the one I choose. She never has the effort to do it herself. It was me all along, but I kept it silent because you love her. The ‘Her’ that I created to satisfy both sides.”

His eyes widened. “But—why didn’t you step up and show me that was you this time?” Inevitably scoffs comes out from her lips as she stared at him sadly. “Would you even look at me? The pathetic unloved, unwanted child?”

“I would—” “No, Seungmin. You won’t. Don’t try to fool yourself now it’s guilty that eating you up. Even right now, both of us sitting here you still can’t deny that you’ll choose her even you know it was me behind it” The tea was left cold as you tried to stay strong and collected in front of him right now.

Now it feels like everything that burdens you deep inside is finally washed over with satisfaction. Satisfaction of not holding the secrets anymore or to be the person that was painted to be as pathetic and unwanted. All this time it was eating her, questioning herself why she can’t be her. Of course, she couldn’t it was all a lie.

“I forgive you already Seungmin so please let go of that guilt that’s now eating you too. I don’t want you to suffer the way I did before” You reached out to hold his hands that were cold against your warm ones. He looked up, his eyes glistening with tears. “I’m so sorry Y/N, you really deserve someone better” caressing his hands and I smiled back at him praying for whatever he is going through now ends.

“Can I hug you?” he asked hesitantly. You did not answer him with words, but you opened your arms wide as you let him engulf you inside his arms. It is what both of you need right now. Closure and comfort. Both of you did nothing wrong but decided to follow how fate written already from the start.

All of the guys stared at both of you as you two enter the living room. Anticipating knowing what happen behind the doors. “I would like to excuse myself since it’s already late” Felix nod as he helps you getting your coat and bag.

Before you could walk to the exit, you turned around tilting your head at Minho who was clueless. “Min, aren’t we going together?” He immediately takes the offer waving everyone goodbye.

Inside the car, the radio playing at the back as you stare at the sky smile never leaving your face. “How was it?” You can feel how tense Minho was behind the steering wheel. ‘He must be assuming again’ you stared at his side profile, seeing how he clenched his jaw.

“Say Minho, if I asked you out on a date tomorrow would you accept them?” you bluntly asked him as you felt the car stop immediately at the side of road after you asked the question. “Sorry, WHAT?”

“I said—” “I heard but why? I mean why so sudden?”

Chuckling at his attempt to stay calm was quite hilarious for you. “It was not sudden, I just wanted to say on right timing” “so, you mean you’ve been wanting to ask me that since before?” The smile on your face turns into a frown. Afraid that you actually take wrong sight of his kindness and care for you. “Do I say something that cross the line, Min?”

You about to face him once again, ready to get your feeling rejected by him but instead you’re meet with his hands tucking away the piece of your hair from your face. “I would love to” As you want to question his words you realize that his lip was on yours now.

Feeling his soft lip that is now on you, as you let your arms circle around his neck pulling him closer. Desperately close that you wish time would stop right now. Pulling away as you take a breath as he did the same. “You didn’t know how long I want to do it.”

Tugging on his arm sleeve as you feel his breath inches away from your lips. “Jinx” you closed your eyes as you let your lips on him again this time, feeling him smiling. The scene of you and Seungmin talking on the veranda runs through your mind again.

“I’m so sorry Y/N, you really deserve someone better.” He was indeed better.

The way he always had the time to visit the busy flower shop, not forgetting to bring along take-away food. The way he always silently tied your hair every time you eat. Wiping end of your lips when you drank your favorite latte. Hugging when you need comfort and warmth during the night.

He was there the whole time. It was only him ever since.

“Seungmin, thank you for making me realize.”

“Huh?” He followed your gaze where it stops at Minho who was deep in thoughts even though he was surrounded by the boys. Chuckles left his lips as he caresses your hands this time.  “I wish you happiness y/n.”

You’re the love and happiness I’ve been searching for.

Glancing at Minho drive under the moonlight as he kept holding your hand with his left one.

Kissing them every red light on the road.