#leyley talks

[t4rs0ul]

I wish it was just us. Fuck everybody else.

[viverelyka]

making progress with your simply plural >>>

such a good feeling

[tryingmybestblr]

I feel so blessed to have the opportunity to go to school again. Seriously. I love learning, I love meeting new people and I love getting involved in the structures that influence our education. I’m also grateful that I worked for 2 years before going back because it helped me become financially stable, sort my mental health out and cross some things off my travel bucket list.

The only thing I regret is feeling so tense and lost about not having it figured out yet. I wish I could have accepted the phase of my life and made the best of it instead of aggressively making plans after plans because the alternative - letting things play out and missing an opportunity- scared me too much.

I Hope i remember this when I find myself in a similar slump- it all serves its purpose even if I can’t see it yet.

[t4rs0ul]

Hurting myself to feel something. To put the pain somewhere tangible. I just want to be with him

[t4rs0ul]

I think it’s funny as an Ashley fictive to see people fight over whether Andy or I are more sick in the head, when the answer is both of us are equally fucked and it was the trauma that did it 🩷🥰

[t4rs0ul]

I made myself in sims because im LONELY AND MISS ANDREW 😔

I made him a fish

[t4rs0ul]

pinned post/intro 🚬💀🩷

hii 🩷 im Ashley, this is my sideblog/personal account away from my system’s main. Bodily 25, no I am not a roleplayer, im my own person

im a fucked up bitch and I talk about fucked up things, like my npd and aspd tendencies along with my dependency and borderline issues

i might talk about my source/psedomems who knows

I don’t care about moral/societal norms, don’t expect me to care about what I express here

feel free to follow no DNI or BYF idgaf, feel free to send asks too

I post a lot of shit (my issues, my codependency to my brother, trauma probably or maybe not idk, etc) so warning i guess?

[tryingmybestblr]

24/07/2022 [47/1000]

Studying for my last oral exam! It‘s tomorrow afternoon so whatever I don’t get done today I can technically still revise tomorrow morning.

It‘s also a big day for me tomorrow because I’m going to (finally) hand in some forms to leave the church! Little background: my parents always forbade me to do that for no good reason (they wanted me to have a church wedding and baptized kids because I have a very religious background, but they never thought about the possibility that I might not want these things lol) but in Germany you have church tax and I’m just not willing to pay for something I do not support. Since our relationship has been getting worse and worse and I’m keeping more and more of my private life away from them, I’ve finally accumulated the bravery to just say „screw that“ and hand in the papers in secret. Yay!