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Message to my younger self

Dear Younger Self,

Be ready for the life you are about embrace. Embrace you mistakes, your imperfection. I am sorry the things that I have done to people that I valued the most.

Chase your dreams. Embark, take a risk to restart a new life. Never stop chasing your inner voice no matter how hard it is. Don't let anyone put you down and manipulate you even at the your lowest point in life.

Trust yourself and nobody can do that for you, you yourself.

Honey

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Embrace Change on 2025

2024 has been the most challenging year. I had a lot of setbacks, heartbreak at its finest. A phase of my life in which I lost a home, a job, and my well-being all at the same time. I am thankful for my siblings despite them having a hard time getting along with them.

As I head towards the end of it. I realized that I am strong, valued, and worthy to receive a new life, a new beginning which I deserve.

I will close 2024 with hope, love, and patience to regain what I lost for this year.

Getting ready for a new life, new dreams, and goals to reach with people who inspire, motivates and push through to be a better version of myself.

[kiarakeandro]

Betrayal and Relationship

It's been several time had betrayed the trust they had earn but some I freely give to them because I think they deserve it. Moreover, every time I gave a chance to make things work between us or to the person that I am dealing with, it always came to an end. I am tired to giving and trying to let them earn trust coming through. My energy gone to waste of giving chances to the people that they deserve. There's called self betrayal by denying yourself that I am not in pain and not hurting pretending to people that I am okay. That I can surpass trials and challenges with flying colors. Every time somebody betrayed me, I feel that I betrayed myself in one way or another.

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Trust

In every relationship Trust should be earn not given. It will take an effort earn, rebuild and stand up on fixing any relationship. When trust is broken. Relationship is a challenge to give another chance. Honestly, I am soft hearted person and second chances no matter how they broke the trust. This goes to friendship, romantic and professional relationship too. Though no matter how hard it is, I would like to see the brighter side of it.

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Destiny & Crossroads

There are billions of people around the world. A few of them meant to cross our path. Some will pass to teach us a lesson and improve ourselves. On the contrary, some people are meant to stay and will choose to stay in our lives because they will teach, grow, cure pain, heartache, and heal.

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Self Respect

“You are responsible for your own emotional and mental well-being and if you have given someone else the power over your life for those two things you should immediately take back control.” ― Germany Kent

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“Trust is fragile, don’t break it; once broken it will never come back in its original shape.” ~ Invajy

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Cycle of Life

Being a Mommy, a Mama or Nanay is challenging. Yes, May is Mother’s Day. I’m thankful for my Mommy because she raised, provided the love, care and understand, that maybe given immediately because her daughter and youngest in the family. My mommy is my hero and compass as I grew up.

I’m a cettified Mama’s girl and no wonder I wanted to be like her when I will be conceive and bear a child. She accepted the I am when no one else does.

A Mother’s Love is divine and endless. I know even though she’s gone. I can feel her presence, warmth and love when I needed the most.