re: making Emmrich a Lich
OK so I've heard a lot of people engaging with Emmrich's questline stating that choosing Lichdom doesn't have him directly address his fear of dying. I've even heard that Lich!Emmrich is his BAD ending (and people equate it to Gale choosing godhood in BG3, which full disclosure: I personally think this is a major stretch).
But I disagree. Emmrich literally tells Rook that the thing holding HIMSELF back from fully pursuing Lichdom is that he can just die. Like, another Watcher would kill him (Vorgoth), and the process would insert his soul back into his body and that is how he would be granted immortality, but there's also a chance he'd die and not come back at all. So, with that, it would mean that choosing Lichdom DOES force Emmrich to come to terms with the fact that he may die, because that's how becoming a Lich works.
People also say that Emmrich's fear of dying is transferred to a romanced Rook when he states he is afraid he'll have to mourn them forever. I can see where that's coming from, but it's more of a new fear he has. Cause he's already lost Manfred, and he's making his own peace with the sacrifice of losing him to gain Lichdom. (Yes, he cries in his room but like, that's what grief is? It's a journey to acceptance, and even then grief can be complicated. Like, it's sad do not get me wrong and I love Manfred dearly, but I would be MORE concerned if Lich!Emmrich was NOT crying or mourning Manfred's death).
AND even if you do save Manfred, the fight before Ghilan'nain is STILL Emmrich showing this fear that he'll die and that he'll die before Rook will, and their age difference. So, with either choice, Emmrich either faces death and then becomes a Lich, or he lives his life having to make peace with the fact that he's going to die eventually. Either choice is hard to do, but both still fulfill the need for him to face his fears IMO?
IDK I'm probably not the only person to bring this up, but like I genuinely want to hear people's thoughts on Lich!Emmrich (outside of the bone daddy stuff LOLLL) because for my fic, I'm GENUINELY torn as to what to do with keeping him mortal or making him a Lich.