I think life often does something nice for us. And I feel great about me noticing these little pretty things; I try to concentrate on them - to make them bigger, to correctly estimate the size.
It was kinda a hard day for me. In the morning I got two new tasks from my manager, and both of them were complicated. I got a very small amount of time to get a solution, and I didn’t manage to.
And the last part of the day I kept thinking about this issue.
But when the evening had come, I told myself I should stop. I needed to stop being nervous, I needed to stop looking for a solution, because it was...just meaningless.
The thing is, this kind of things was always very hard for me. I mean, I can think about my mistakes over and over again. But my friend once told me - you should care about yourself, and you should waste your energy on the proper things, which obviously excludes being nervous.
So. I gave myself a bit of support, I thought over the plan about how I would solve these work problems tomorrow - and began feeling more better.
That was a little win over myself.
And late in the evening, I found a good internet community with some fresh and original music content, which made me feeling even more better.
Please take care of yourself and do not waste your nerves and mood aimlessly - better use it to be more attentive to the little life goods.