9 hours until I run my workshop and the imposter fear begins
What if my 10 years as a technician and 20 years in the industry isn't enough?
What if what I'm teaching is bullshit?
I never had anyone teach me this stuff I just had to "learn by doing" and every day I do my job I fear that I'm doing it wrong. What if these picked up over those years are wrong?
So send me asks about lighting and tech in theatre I guess. Help me get over the imposter syndrome by quizzing me until I feel more confident.
Cinderella brainrot because i have nobody to tell about it:
Headcanons that I have:
-genderqueer lord pinkleton
-t4t cinderella x topher (for fun cause i said so)
-questioning/queer topher
-Sebastian is homophobic but gay “everyone feels that way about men topher, just dont act on it”
-asexual gabrielle (stepsister 1)
-jean michelle and topher are autistic I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL
-cinderella is BUFF
This is probably totally niche because it’s Rodgers and Hammersteins Cinderella, but specifically the one I’m working on at my local theatre. Characters are probably played different for each show. But god the songs are ADDICTING. I have not stopped looping them in my head.
Have I picked up stims?? Yes! Yes!
-“…herman?? HERMAN! gregoryyy jamess!”
-this little dance they do in the prince is giving a ball, one clap in each corner (in the air lol)
-that little “yes yes” i just used
-“a guy who dreams like a lion, and wakes up like a lambbbb” awkward pause “mee who am i but the guy i am”
-the little kicks they do in me who am i
-all the music. i will listen to songs on repeat.
-THE LIGHTING IN OUR SHOW DURING THE WALTZ OMFG
-the entirety of impossible and its possible, but specifically “that a plain yellow pumpkin could become a golden carriage”
-our topher has a lot of silly little noises the he does and i LOVE them
-our ellas laugh, its kind of an annoying giggle but im picking it up
-“why would a fella want a girl like her!?”
-in a lovely night “darling, i love you”
-ella and tophers wedding outfits are SO SPARKLY i love them! they are almost blinding in the spotlight but omfg soo pretty
does not pick up on camera rip
the video quality is shit cause im in the lighting booth gettin PAID! ha
^^ only one of the right version i could find on yt. i like the version we did better but what'll you do?
