#little-fall

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TW: Impending eviction, homelessness, mental illness.

UPDATE: The landlord told my partner that we cans stay until the end of the lease so long as I take my post(s) down talking about him and the situation.. so, yeah. Okay I guess.

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If you read this far, may the gods bless you.

Thank you, loves 🧡

🍂Little-Fall🍂

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Think I'm taking a break from age regression and little space for a while.

Seeing all of my unused little activities (like, everything except the clouds) with no CG to use them with is making me really depressed. Especially because I already have 2 partners. The one that wants to be my cg is 2000 miles away, and the one that is indifferent to it all, is the one I live with. So, I packed up my whole room until further notice. It just hurts.

And for those who are still following my boring life, thanks for sticking around 🧡

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So! Daddy ordered me these vintage Pooh Bear dishes that are all from the 90s, and some of them were even brand new still! 🙀

The sippy cup with the handles has the same picture on it as my bed sheets and blankies that I had when I was 3 ☁️🥺😭☁️

Using actual toys, accessories, dishes, etc that I had/would have or should have had as a little kid, is definitely one surefire way to slingshot me deeeep into little space 🍯🧡🍯

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TW: DID

Havent been on in awhile.. finally in trauma therapy, and my new health team thinks that I've been misdiagnosed. They want to test me for DID. Needless to say, that has stirred up a lot of emotions.

To those in my DMs that are deactivated now, I wish you all the best in the universe. You have helped me more than you may ever know. Thank you ♡

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cw: bad dreams

I had a really awful bad dream last night that is super nsfw, so I won't even describe it. But I woke up hyperventilating and crying, and it was just so real and vivid and scary, so I've been laying on the floor all day with clouds on (diaps) and my pooh bear paci in my mouth with spongebob playing on the tv. I'm gonna grab my bunnies and unicorn blankie too, with some citrus lavender tea, and try to take a nap here- but I'm surrounding myself in soft things in case I have another nightmare 🧸🥺🧸

I *hate* scary dreams and I wish I could just have one single nap or night's sleep without them 🤕

Nap Time ft. Bunny and Cora 💜💖

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Having tea time with the newest member of our soft little family, Skřítek 💚 He was handmade with love, and comes all the way from the Czech Republic 🌏 (we're in the States) He's so little and adorable! Hes only been with us for one day, but I'm in love with him already 🥰🧡

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I wish I had a caregiver that would interact with me on a daily basis 🥺 I have a mama, but shes long distance and super busy from working at home due to covid. So, we dont get to talk as much as we used to which is hard. And, I live with my daddy, but he works 12+ hours on a random but very packed schedule.

So, I spend most of my time home alone by myself laying on the living room floor. A lot. Which is fine and all, cuz I like doing that. I just wish someone was sitting here next to me wanting to take care of and watch over me while I'm regressed. And refill my totoro cup, cuz I always spill everywhere every time I pour my own drinks ;~;

Is it selfish to want a Cg when I already have two partners? 🙁

::sigh::

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So I found this how-to on restoring old/flat/matted stuffies, and I'm going to try it out in a few days on Bunny (the purple one). I really really hope this works, because I've been in a constant guilt trip since I put her through the wash once when I was dissociated 🥺💜

https://www.musingsofamodernhippie.com/post/how-to-restore-a-stuffed-animal

How to Restore a Stuffed Animal (Chemical-free!)

Well loved stuffed animals and blankets can end up looking dreadful. But they can be restored to their former fluffiness, with this chemical