it's 5am and I have spent three hours scrolling through this damn webbed site trying to find one particular post that disappeared while I was halfway through reading it... and at this point I can't even remotely remember what it was about

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it's 5am and I have spent three hours scrolling through this damn webbed site trying to find one particular post that disappeared while I was halfway through reading it... and at this point I can't even remotely remember what it was about
Overthinking is the destroyer of peace... Useless worries=needless suffering
My brain keeps telling me I never actually *do* anything as a writer. To contradict my brain (cause that's what I love to do!), I made this very amateur collage of my writing accomplishments over the past twelve months - published six stories and a new edition of a novel. And I do have a day job (and a lying brain) that take up a considerable part of my time!
"It's okay, Vic," Rambo said, bumping against his foot. "I promise. I know it seems hard, but we have to be brave. Your brain is telling you that you can't, but you don't always have to listen to it. Sometimes, it tells you white lies. I know it does to me. It says, 'No, no, you aren't brave.' 'No, you're scared of everything.' 'No, you won't make it because you'll die a horribly painful death where your entire body will be crushed and all your innards will fall out.'"
In the Lives of Puppets by TJ Klune
On a holiday morning, after being up for about an hour & a half, I have balanced the bankbook, started a load of laundry, unloaded the dishwasher & successfully bribed #3 into doing the vac unit, my brain yells at me:
Why aren’t you accomplishing anything?
Stupid brain. Why????
The thing I hate about pregnancy
Is that my brain lies. “You’ll throw up if you drink any more water.” I was near dehydration yesterday because I believed it and that’s not safe for me or baby (babies?) so today I decided to drink and eat as much as I want/normally would. So far, I haven’t thrown up. It Lies.
So short lesson!
sometimes your brain lies and you have to ignore it to do what’s right for your body
my dreams: no one cares and everyone would abandon you for someone better in an instant
Me: that's not true and you know it.
my dreams: okay true but you're still gonna feel bad about it ALL DAY