Finding the Right Love
At 47 I know I have seen and learned enough. I know there is no one I can blame for every mishap I have made in my life. All I can do is get up and be a lot more better than before. My life has been like a trial and error and perhaps life will continue to give me a lesson until I learn. When it comes to love and relationship. I would like to find someone I am totally attracted to spiritually, psychologically, mentally and physically. I believe I would like to be with someone I am attracted to those every aspects. My childhood programming and experience will no longer influence me in making a decision on who and what to have in a relationship. I will no longer settle for something less only because I fear getting hurt or just because my past is haunting me. I will no longer allow my past and other influence to haunt me in finding a good deal in love. This time the next man I will allow in my life. Will have all the qualities I want not just one or two. Spiritually, Emotionally, Mentally and Physically. I will also allow him to see not only the good part about me and I will no longer pretend to be perfect but I would like him to see the bad side of me as well.
