Abel's heart and mind do battle when he's in pursuit of you. He can't bring himself to use or control you, but you're a prey that only he can chase. You're his rabbit, but he'll only catch you if you let him, because you're in control of this hunt. And you encourage his every advance.
He held your heart before he held your hand, so you know that one day, you'll be his. One day, you'll let him catch you.
Luck afforded him his nobility, and he's never been so glad of it. He can provide for you, for as long as you love him. But if his birth is balanced, if one day you don't find him in your heart and his all isn't enough anymore, then he'll curse it. Because he didn’t know his heart could talk until he heard it call your name.
But even in loss, you'll love him. Even in weakness and ruin, he'll be enough for you. Because he's the one, and you want no-one else.
He has to be convinced not to make a doll of you. It's not romantic. It's creepy.
He can't flirt to save his life, but he wants you to know his feelings, not to guess them. And to put them into words would be to spend an eternity in speech.
He swears that for every hour, he spends three lost in thoughts of you. Every second makes him love you more. And he wonders: when he thinks of you, do you think of him too? And when he kisses your forehead, do you know you're on his mind? Do the memories you share make you happy too?
He's irrevocably in love with you, and he hopes that you'll take his name some day. For you, he'll reify the impossible; and when you speak, even his doll plays second fiddle.
You koala-hugged him in a Magia Lupus meeting once.
He knows there's no choice in love, because who wouldn't choose you? He doesn’t know how anyone else can be loved, when you're such a perfect creation. He's willing to fight each day for your hand, but he'll only leave this world if it's with you.
Actually can i ramble for a bit cause i'm sad blorbo is being super mischaracterized imo
Like i love Abel this is my plushie and i am a dog who bites it and throws it around
I mean it's probably because modern fadoms don't like unromaticizeable complexity but like. The way he turned out when we meet him for the first time and the way he changes post Magia Lupus arc makes perfect sense to me????
His mother taught him to be kind, to help others. And then, while doing just that, she was murdered (not sure which q&a translation i've seen is more accurate but there is one on tumblr which kind of implies he was present for it).
It makes perfect sense for a child to try to rationalize a tragedy like that. "She kept saying to be kind but doing that got her killed. So she must have been wrong". And thats how it starts.
It really doesn't look like a stretch to me that it would spiral into the extremism we see in canon, this is a society prioritizing strength, look at Carpaccio, Wirth and Orter's father, the Rosequartz twins' father, the way the DVs are chosen. Cause it definitely wasn't an instananeous change like "oops, mom died, guess i'm evil now!", it's just not how people work.
We don't get any information about his father, but i doubt he was emotionally present. Sir, your son carries around a doll he calls 'Mother' and talks to, this is not a sign of adressed trauma, this along with his philosophy and its roots is a coping mechanism of a very traumatized person. But i'm not gonna put any of my headcanons here. All i'm saying is that if his father was a good parental figure and a good person Abel likely wouldn't have ended up like this, with an immature idea of a good world and an impossible plan.
(plus, imagine your son randomly gets a third line, which is permanent, not how lines naturally work, how would you not question it? It was a deal with Innocent Zero, a terrorist organization, how would it not get discovered immediately if there was a grown, responsible adult close to him?)
And yes, immature, because although it must have taken years since his mother's death to fully develop that flawed worldview, it fundamentally ignores the nuances of humanity and oversimplifies society as a whole, it's a childish way of thinking. Which makes sense if it stared as a way for a child to understand a tragedy like losing a parent. And also yes, impossible, because his picture of a perfect world, his goal, is vague, undefined and impossible to enforce. That would be assuming Kaldo would have let him through to become a DV candidate, which i doubt.
The closest thing possible to what he describes is the world as it is, maybe if police brutaity Georg himself mr Orter Madl had more freedom to skip trials and go straight to executions but he's his own topic so i won't be elaborating right now
But even considering all of that.
I don't believe Abel was fully into it. Maybe he himself didn't fully notice/acknowledge it, but it doesn't look like a full developed plan to me, more like an obsession and lashing out in response to a sudden traumatic event.
Partially because of how quickly he noticed the cracks in his philosophy (acknowledging that he never considered the possibility of being on the 'weak' side while getting his ass beat by Mash) and how quickly he abandoned his goal, but mostly because the presence and role of Abyss.
He pointed out himself that he sees his mother's kindess in Abyss. The kindness he also claims is a weakness. If he noticed it earlier, why would he keep him around and trust him to the point of making him his second in command unless he didn't look down on it as he seemed at first? And if he noticed it in that moment, why would Mash saying it made Abyss happy to be in this role have an effect on him unless he didn't look down on it as he seemed at first?
In my opinion that is because the whole thing was a subconscious attempt at rationaizing a tragedy, not something he was comfortable in.
And, replying to possible arguments ahead of time, this isn't an "excuse" or anything, i'm analyzing a character 💀💀💀 people with shitty views in real life didn't pull it out of their asses either, although in real life the radicalization tends to happen when extremist groupd take advantage of emotionally, psychologically amd socially vulnerable people, but this is a fictional character soooo
Like the sky filled with clouds and the howling of wind.
The sun was nowhere to be seen more likely hidden within the cloud.
He recalls vividly the day he met her, it was the month of autumn second year of his.
"I'm sorry!" Her voice exclaimed as she bumped into him. His cold gaze falls down onto the girl with h/c hair.
She wore an Orca cloak meaning she belong to Orca house.
"Watch where you going"
"I'm sorry" she stated again as he brush her off.
There was no denying she was pretty, her eyes shone brightly on the cloudy day, and her worried expression as if she hurt him bad of the sort.
He ignores her words and starts to leave, the girl stood slightly confused but in an attempt to make it up to him she asks.
"What's your name!"
"!?" He stop on his way and turn to face her.
With unreadable expression he observe her, 'what is her motive?'
But her expression make him sighed, clearly she was embarrassed to ask something so sudden.
"Abel Walker"
"Ah! You are the senior!?" She exclaimed her tone was loud slightly making him winch which she apologise again.
"Stop apologising, It is meaningless"
"...well Saying sorry is a way of courtesy?"
"..." He sigh and shook his head.
"Don't bother me" he just said to her when she offers to make it up to him.
He ignore her words as he clearly notices the one line of her.
Not much of an interest for him or so he thought.
--
He stare at the girl who continue to blabber as he sighed. He doesn't know why he is listening to her ongoing tale.
But he listens. Perhaps to entertain her, after all... She was alone he suppose.
Every week turn to days as she and he spoke more likely her.
'Strange' is all he thought about her.
"Now that I think about it I never told my name right?"
"..."
"I'm Y/n l/n"
His eyes widen slightly and frown, "your family are two liners generation right?"
"Huh? Uh yes?"
"Then why are you one line"
"Well that because-"
"You are more of an sore thumb the more I know you"
"..."
"..."
"...shall we change the subject?"
"I'm thinking of making a group"
"Huh?"
"By next year... I am planing to collect those prodigy who is selected by the gods and gifted to overthrow what the divine visionary are doing to make this world exist only of those with talents and gifted."
He never notice her eyes getting duller the minute he spoke of his ideal... He never realise the quick leave of her when he told her about his dream.
He never meant to direct it to her, It was only directed to the others not to her.
Yet... She never approach him from that day.
--
"Why are you doing this?" He ask as she stay to the side.
"I have class to end to"
"You don't have class after this"
"..."
"We have spend time enough for me to know your routine, Y/n"
"Just let me go-"
He holds her arms making her flinch, "answer me y/n why are you suddenly acting this way"
"After what you say?"
"After what I say?"
"Yes... If you do not want lower being to talk to you so be it, I an doing you a favor"
"It is not subjected to you"
"Subjected not to me? What are you the supreme being to decide that? Why are you choosing me to not subjected to your word"
"Because you are important"
"What importance? My family? You want the influence of my family"
"No"
"Or you want to gain my trust only to crush it like dirt-"
"I said no"
"..!?" She flinch by his grip as he brought her to a hug.
"Let me go"
"I'm sorry... you thought I was using you... No I am not"
"Let me go, Abel"
"Y/n" he hold her face with both his hands as she stood frozen on what he was going to do.
He lean in as she back away but the wall make her dread.
"I love you"
"Huh?"
"Y/n, I love you"
"I... I dont-"
He pulls her into a hug as she stood still unable to comprehend. All she hear was him muttering within his breath.
"I dont-"
"Mother will not it one bit, y/n"
"Abel, You can't just force me to-"
He broke the hug and hold her face firmly again with much more strength.
"It is not force y/n, We are meant to be... Instead why would you come to me despite I told you to leave me..."
"That's because i-"
"It doesn't matter" he tuck her hair behind her ear as he softly smile at her.
"Because now you are mine and I won't leave like how you didn't left me much earlier days"
Hi! I apologize in advance for my English. Would you write headcanonns for Abyss and Abel? Sfw and nsfw?
Hi there! Sure. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
I hope you like it, is my first time writting for these characters, especially n s f w.
Abel
Sfw
he gives me the sensation that if you manage to spend a lot of time together and gain your trust, he is very sweet.
Definetly a slow burn kind of relationship and needs time.
Under the scary , melancholic facade that he shows in the series i think being friends with him will show you his kind part, becaus eafter all he admired his mother a lot and his intentions were "good" in a way, at core.
Also i see him into dark humour, like if you hit a normal joke ,he would stare blankly into your face and make you question your entire existence ,anyway
Playing cards , defenetly a bonding activity, F**king Playing UNO NO MERCY with abel, he takes it seriously.
N s f w
His bedroom has fking dolls everywhere
Lol hear me out he's into roleplay
Definetly uses his magic ability (the one where strings attach to the target and controls them) on their partner
He gives me that he would be into sub-dom play, and definetly after care is a must, for like both of you, i mean i see him being the small spoon when he feels like it and kina being ok in both positions.
I think abel is open to trying anything new for at least once, like any position etc.
Abyss
Sfw
Abyss is shy but i think frienship with him or any kind of relationship is a treasure
He asks abel for advice
And if you are friends with abyss , abel is in the deal and vice versa. They are a package
He seems to lack confidence because of his past, but he needs time to understand that he doesnt need to hide anymore
N s f w
Likes being kissed a lot especially on his face under his red eye
Very gentle and doesn't wnat anything that has to do with pain towards himself or his partner.
He goes and tells abel everything after his first time.
Hear me out when abyss gets past the shy around people part, dom abyss +giving praise
He is into giving/reciving praise
He likes reciving oral.
Thats all i could think about, i hope you like it. Sorry for being too short.