#meaningless chatter

[lildudie18]

🐞 I also, like any other artist, wish my blog would be less rambling more art but if you follow me you're following me for me not my art or my thoughts but both and since all what people on tumblr do is talk allow me 🐞

🐞 I don't think I could dream let alone imagine my blog being organized with artworks posted neatly or anything like that I'm way too messy to keep shit straight so yeah I'm expecting a talking blog like this one here and there maybe it'll open your minds to see that I am in fact a person too who likes to talk too much for a conversation too little for a book; a person who likes to draw too much for doodles too little for full finished works 🐞

🐞 dealing with time where you're mentally challenged and struggling to stay stable is weird it's hard and it's certainly annoying; even if there's nobody to listen let stuff out calm yourself down because you'll never mean the stuff you say when you're mad 🐞

🐞 I wish everyone a good evening and if I stay in track this month a very nice artwork is one its way to yall so to my followers ty for staying this far and if you see me for the first time don't let them bugs scare you that's just how a bubs is 🐞

[zooscorner]

I say things and I say things and I say things but I never say what I really want to say

[kelpiemomma]

I hate that whenever I say something, whenever I say I want something or plan on doing something, it doesn't work out. I said I was going to graduate college, first in my immediate family, but college didn't agree with me. I told a friend I was applying for a job at a barn where I'd help break babies and learn to drive, but I wasn't hired. I said Simon and I were going to have another decade together and we only had a couple months. I said Maevus was going to be my competition partner but she won't be because she won't get tall enough. I said I wanted this horse and I was absolutely outbid on him. I have no idea what I'm being driven towards, but it honestly just feels like I'm being driven to the brink.

[calicotide]

I visited a witchy shop in the next town over and started chatting with the owner, and she told me about these lessons she holds in the shop and that I should stop in! I really want to check it out! I just hope my anxiety doesn’t screw me over, but if I can manage to go, I might meet a few people!

[calicotide]

I’m going to be posting a bunch of quotes from interviews a few newspapers did with my great-grandmother, Pud. I never really got to meet her (I was a toddler when she died), but these clippings give me some idea of who she was, and I just wanted to share my favorite parts. And I figure some people may enjoy hearing the words of a witch that was open with her gifts (or at least didn’t hide the fact that she was a witch). These are from the 70s, though she’d been an active witch beginning sometime in the 50s.

[calicotide]

I haven’t posted in forever (almost 2 years, in fact), but I’ve been dealing with some shit mentally, and I really feel the need to find a faith of some kind and a means of attempting to manifest good things for myself. So, I’m going to try getting into witchcraft somehow, beyond simply wishing I was doing so. It would help if I had a friend physically here with me to help with this, but for now, Tumblr it is.

[howlingwraiths]

Hey guys guess what

Lunar eclipse

[howlingwraiths]

Fixing the themeeeee its gonna look cool... I hope... I'm still going to have to fix it up a little later though...