Apr 3, 2024
Fuck imagine realising you like men and coming to terms with it and being happy with it but also having the one guy you fell in love with be your best friend, which is both the best and worst feeling, because who else would it be? You’ve shared almost all aspects of your life with him and he with you, you’ve both almost died for each other, you already knew you loved him (and his son) but now it’s different and you don’t know what to do with it. Does he like men, does he like you that way, how will you knowing this change how you behave around him, how will it change your relationship with each other if you tell him?
Like it’s so beautiful and relieving but it becomes so agonising so fast
