#menhera vent

[a-cross-named-blessed]

[kiraririi]

so tired of being afraid of my dad all the time.

so tired of being relieved when he leaves or doesnt visit for a while.

so tired of the dread that fills me when he does.

so tired of him. more tired of myself.

[retrovanilla]

Here’s the puppies we rescued (this is tooken at the vet and someone is holding them I took the photo lol)

[gloomy-menhera]

I wish I was dead no one's ever gonna want me like I want them. I just want to disappear. I want to be loved and held and looked after! I wanna run away from everything I want money I want attention I want to be a person!

[let-you-down]

Ooohkayyyy host almost did something horrible but we're back at home so we're fine I guess.

Idk if I should talk about it, we just had a "moment".

[gloomy-menhera]

I hate my dad I hate my dad I hate my dad I hate my dad,, he's so fucking awful and inconsiderate I can't fucking even he can't even say sorry why the fuck am I stuck with such a fucking manchild

[retrovanilla]

A few days ago I broke up with my toxic boyfriend, and I’m still trying to process it all happened and trying to figure out how to feel safe and normal agine after it all