#mentalillnessmedia

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Have you seen the Iron Man 3 music video (Suits that Fly)? Andrew Ducote worked on it and posted it on Tumblr, but i can't paste the link in an ask

D: I HAD NOT.

I HAVE NOW!

THANK YOU~! <3 <3 <3

And for anyone that reads this go watch it it’s amazing (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2S0R0WIN40)

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Poor Ricky got left out

His name is actually Mickey Smith, but the 9th doctor kept calling him Ricky, probably to annoy him. The 10th doctor calls him Mickey, which kinda annoys ME. But yeah, he was left out for some reason.

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mentalillnessmedia replied to your post: Someone want to get me the hell out of here?

I am so sorry. You don’t deserve to be treated like that. I’m sorry that your graduation didn’t go as planned. You wanted pretty simple and straightforward things. I wish you had gotten them

Thanks, Natalie. As if being ill wasn't enough, I have to deal with them making things worse. :(

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youshineinthedarksky replied to your post: Leave me kind messages?

stay strong sweetheart you can do this <3

Thank you. I feel like I'm just barely struggling to get by and then life keeps piling even more shit on top of me. Why can't I either get better already or just not exist? I'm sick of struggling so much and getting nowhere.

divorcingmydisorder replied to your post: Leave me kind messages?

I’m sorry to hear you’re having a rough time :( You don’t deserve to feel this badly. I can so relate to all the body image stuff and it SUCKS. Sending you good vibes. *hugs*

Thank you, Hun. It feels like I do deserve to feel like this, though, especially since things keep getting worse and worse and it's not like I can afford to get help. TW: I know it doesn't help, but I haven't been eating well and actually haven't eaten since yesterday, even though it's after 2 PM here and I've been up since about 9:40 this morning, after barely sleeping. *hug back*

escaping-the-paper-tigers replied to your post: Leave me kind messages?

Try to think of some good things that happened today. It may help you remember that we are always moving and changing, every new moment carries an infinite amount of possibilities, many of which are positive ones. *hugs*

Thanks, Hun. The only good thing I can think of is getting messages of support on here; granted, I barely slept and can't really think, but still. The positive only affects me for no time flat, if at all. The negative shit won't vacate my life. :( *hug back*

megapteranoveaeangliae replied to your post: Leave me kind messages?

<3 Rebecca, you are such a kind, sweet, amazing person. If you need to cry, then cry, don’t worry. We’d all love to hold you and tell you it’s okay. You can do this, you’ve been through so much. You’re amazing.

Thanks, but I have a really hard time believing when people say nice things about me, especially when I'm already struggling. I wish crying would magically make things better. I also wish I knew what I needed to do to get better and how to make it happen. I know I've been through a lot, but it just seems to be dragging me down, not making me stronger.

mentalillnessmedia replied to your post: Leave me kind messages?

It sounds like you’ve had a lot of tense/frustrating situations today. I’m sorry. It’s probably a good idea to take a break. I’ll send you some good vibes for finishing it when you’re ready

Thank you, Lovely. It might not have been the best idea, but I wound up staying up until about 1 AM working on it and got it finished; I did keep taking breaks, which made it take longer, but my well being required breaks. Unfortunately, I didn't get to bed until about 1:33 AM, was still awake until at least 5 AM, and then woke up at least once before I had to wake up for classes. I'm beyond exhausted and wish I could sleep for an eternity, more than usual; I actually want to skip my last class of the day and take a nap, but I might have missed that class too much already, even though it's just a pointless Gen. Ed. I can't stand.

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mentalillnessmedia answered your question: How's everyone doing today?

Depends moment by moment on how sore my boobs are and whether the baby is crying. It’s fluctuating between bliss and desperation

I hope the good moments outweigh the bad ones! :) *hug*

escaping-the-paper-tigers answered your question: How's everyone doing today?

I am feeling pretty okay! Like being where I am is not so bad and things are a little easier. It’s unexpected but nice. How are you?

That's good to hear! Honestly, I'm not doing all that well. *hug*

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mentalillnessmedia replied to your post: GRR.

Ugh. That happened to me. The only class I failed in college was one that I tested out of with my ACT scores. Why?

Seriously, I didn't even know that I could have tested out of it. :(

It's a boring Gen. Ed. class I feel is completely wasting my time.

I already know how to write, so why am I stuck in it?

Especially because she keeps giving us busy work (along with my Creative Writing professor) and goes on and on about things I don't care about.

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mentalillnessmedia replied to your post: Can we please stop talking about rape back when there were slaves, professor?!

I actually feel really fortunate now that all my psychology/development professors were delicate and thoughtful when talking about ANY triggering subjects (although many students were pretty careless with their assumptions). I’m so sorry :(

It's a sociology class about families.

It isn't that I have personal experience with it, it's just that it was aggravating that he kept talking about it for at least 25 to 30 minutes and I'm just like, what the fuck does this have to do with families?!

Like I kind of understand, but he didn't need to keep talking about it for that fucking long and he could have at least warned us in case someone in the class has personal experience with it.

It didn't help what he wound up moving on to talk about, either.

And I thought that class was kind of interesting and now I'm annoyed because I'm pretty much screwed and stuck in it, especially since I NEED 16 credits to be able to be done with undergrad after this semester. :(

That class is boring as hell and still not feeling very well doesn't help, either.

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mentalillnessmedia said: I am so sorry. I hate situations like that. Try to be nice to yourself mantaquotes said: I’m sorry to hear this. :( If you have the time, you could take a nap now. All the best for the acting class!

Thank you.

She still hasn't replied to the email and I have no idea if she even is going, since I've never sent her an email before and don't know if she usually responds to them or how long it takes her to do so.

I don't have time to take a nap and trying to take a nap doesn't usually go well because of the whole insomnia/depression thing.

I actually have to start getting ready for my acting class, so that I won't be late for that as well.

I really need a hug, but there's no one to give me a hug. :(

How are you two doing?