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Mentallity
"her minds like a diamond"(this paragraph contains lyrics♡)
hii
so you all understand by various repetitive glow up videos that mindset is the key to glow up.
but i hate the term "glow up". i know its positive and shit but like what if i name it reinventing.
that feels like me.
ive reinvented myself for like a million times already cuz "(i quote taylor swift) youre a shinz new toy for, what? two years? then, people get sick of it, and you have to find more different ways to shine"so reinvention: mentallity.
1. pick out an inspiration.
it could be anyone. literally. adriana lima, britney spears, blair waldorf, hellen keller, grace kelly, kat straford, even your friend from kindergarten you just see and wave to. literally anyone.
note: your inspiration ISNT you. example: its not "how to become blair waldorf", its "how to have blair waldorf mentallity". this pick is your core.
2. morning affirmations?
im not sure.
i know they work and stuff but why morning?babe.
affirmate yourself each time you see your reflection. anywhere. on store windows, water, cars, ANYTHING.
fake it til you make it - but i mean? you already have that, youre just searching.
once this becomes a base, your self confidence will be better.
note: but make sure you dont drain others while complimenting yourself cuz if u do, youre more likely to develop a superiority complex than a lucky girl complex.
3. my method.
ive said this already, each time someone you know you wont be seeing in the nect five years says or does smth bad to you...fuck em.
like why would you care about a minor character in your movie?
fuck em♡
this lowkey works.
note: dont share this alot. haha.
i love life.
lets lose ourselves and find new better versions that are everything.
4.lyrics?
"and i wonder if im just built this way"
ive always felt like this.
what if its just who i am.
and i cant stop all the shit i do.
well...ive kinda accepted it.
so...its britney bitch.
its you.
yes i do dont think and feel impulsively and love any boy whos cute but im me.
i love me.
kinda.
why wont u accept ur flaws.
"me and my selfish ways go back to start again"
♡cycle...
"did you ever think it might not be me. no, it was always me"
yes. it was. always. me. its. my. fault. im. so. insane.
fuck em.
5. alter ego method- get a paper.
write down the best version of yourself even tho you dont have all of those traits.
name it a name you like.
every time you are doubting...ask "what would [your alter ego] do?"
and do that.
in a few weeks u wont need the alter ego.
youll be it.
THE.
BEST.
VERSION.
OF.
yOURSELF.
tell me im crazy,
@itgirlblogposts
"if u dont like the way i talk, WHY AM I ON YOUR MIND"
"if we dont fuck this whole thing up, guaranteed i can blow your mind"
mwah.
bye <3
Day 8217 A huge amount of time was spent with some “people”. The realisation about life is only witnessed when you are on road… drifting away from everything. I didn’t had one. When you are writing something or creating something. Acknowledging something about existence is the key to harm yourself. Yes you read it, you do harm your self. It’s not the solution you will have, it’s the thinking you did, everyday. Even being high all the time won’t do any good. I met so many personalities day before yesterday that shattered me every time. I don’t know what it is, to clearly see what is the tension between some people. You can’t always feel everyone’s sorrow, but some people do and they are doomed. Those people who are such a disaster are the most emotional being I have ever seen. It’s just sooooo deeply threatening and torturing that you can actually see those expressions and deduce what they are upto but you can’t do anything about that. I love people who are themselves, rather they get change in there heads for fucks sake. #overthinkingmonkey #writing #writingcommunity #community #mentallity #mentalhealth #writer #writersofinstagram #write #writerscommunity #pen #paper #art #artist #creator https://www.instagram.com/p/CcQW9I4p_F7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Runaway
There’s still inner child in me
Burying inside room in my heart
I who can’t let go
So it still creeping inside me
I who doesn’t like be responsible adult
Runaway from life that i should live in
I know how irresponsible I am
And doesn’t something what normal person do
That’s how much ignorant I am
This a fact that I am not even trying to hide
That’s why my parents scold me hard for this fact
But how hard my parents scold me , in the end I am still keeping my inner chlid
I am still growing in it
Until I can accept that I am now completely AN ADULT
As the person who wants to be die
But not completely really die
That contradicting still in my mind
I who can’t live
And I who want die
Which of it is my true feeling , my true mind
Become a stress person ended you with some craziness that you can’t able not to think of
Feeling it will be better things with my soul leaving this world