And pretends to understand, as if it were necessary to understand, when it is simply necessary to love. 🐜 🌥 🌆 Monet
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And pretends to understand, as if it were necessary to understand, when it is simply necessary to love. 🐜 🌥 🌆 Monet
I just noticed how UGLY my Instagram feed is! Geez who does my graphics?! (Me) and who plans it out? (No one!) 🙃🙃🙃 I know it’s a mess BUT I don’t care ( maybe just a little...). AND I also know that I’m busy doing the real important stuff like running a healthy biz and giving all my secrets 😛 away! So if you look at my Insta feed and say “omg why isn’t she curating it better?!” Just know this: I am a fairy 🧚🏼♀️ who blows like a 🍁 leaf in the wind. I throw info out there as it comes to me and I don’t deny my intuitive impulses. And it’s messy when it comes out. 🙃 But I guarantee you this-everything I share is intended to help you in the best way possible. Love to you all who are forgiving of my messy feed! ❤️❤️❤️ #badhairdontcare #messyfeed #fairydust #artmoneysuccess #someonehelpme (at Myrtle Beach, South Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/COS4cOMniu4/?igshid=1mor3rsevdxx2
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Breakdown #1
I can't breathe.. I can biologically can ya.. But I feel blue or squashed between two non visible layers of emotions and people words.. They are squeezing me testing me to my breaking point but I'm rubber I don't break I bent.. But the thing is, it leaves a mark that push that squeeze.. It's not enough to kill me, no life is not that easily figured... Now my soul is full of scars.. But it's my soul not my body so nobody cares.. We don't want them to care we want them to be nice or even leave us the hell alone.. I cry .... I ache... I breathe... I survive.... How long can I keep this up my soul asked.
Suicidal note
I so wanna die rn, but I don't wanna die die.. I wanna dissappear, and I'm not depressed.. I'm completely fine really.. But I just feel like I don't wanna exist no more.. Like it is so difficult to do the simple tasks.. I think too much and I don't feel much.. I love some stuff in life thou but these stuff don't excite me no more.. I don't wanna see my friends, it takes so much of my energy to make conversation with someone.. I think too much.. About what I have done.. What I have felt.. And how it affects my future.. I feel like I'm in an endless loop and everything is connected and no matter what I do my bad decisions and actions are gonna hunt me for the rest of my life and I'm not gonna have the life that I want because of those actions.... But sometimes I feel that I'm forgiven and there is hope and God is great but fear comes back and consumes me some will say that's good so you are closer to God so you won't repeat your mistakes.. But I do I do them again and with the fear and those mistakes and the old ones I feel like I'm dying.. I'm falling apart.. I'm losing it and I don't know when I will explode ..
Jumping between Laini Taylor books has ultimately been a ridiculous idea my brain somehow thought was brilliant, haha. . . . . #lainitaylor #strangethedreamer #bookstagram #bookstagramfeature #bookstagrammer #messyfeed (at San Francisco, California)
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