#mi 1x08

[0ut-of-my-head]

♥ Mert and Nilüfer ♥

[0ut-of-my-head]

- It’s because of me.

- I didn’t want to say so.

- But it’s true. Whether you say it or not. This is true. People whom I love die. I’m trying to stay away from everyone and you take me to the family… thank you for that… you’re doing it with good intentions, but don’t. Keep me away. If you can you too stay away from me.

- Don’t be silly.

- I go to shelters, run away from people. But you all follow me, don’t do this. Just don’t. Don’t try to get me out of there… I found a dog on the street. Tried to fed her, she came, ate and then left. Even the animal left me, despite the cold and hunger. Why? To survive. To stay alive, MKC. To stay alive this animal… to stay alive… this dog went away and left me alone. (B)

- I’ll say something. But then forget everything. You’re talking about my family and my home, right? But I didn’t have it. 15 years ago I lived in one place. Then one day a boy came there and lay on the bed. Every night he secretly stretched the blanket over his face and wept. That was when my father died… right after my mother… I had no family. There was no Yagmur and Nilufer was just a child. My only home was that boarding school. And my closest friend was you. It was so, despite the fact that we had not seen each other for a long time. Even if we didn’t speak. The most terrible day of my life was not the day when my father or my mother died. It was the day when I learned about your pain. I don’t drag anyone to you, they come themselves. Do you understand? I hope you understand, cause I’ll never say it again. (MKC)