You were Steve's prized possession, his little sister, the perfect of the most perfect. His only girl since Nancy and nobody else in Hawkins was claiming him. So if Mike Wheeler looked at you one more time-
Steve sat on the sofa in his house. Well- not his technically but his parents were gone so often he was basically the man of the house. He knew where the spices were kept, which step creaked when walking down, the pool men's contacts and when the pool needed cleaner.
He was- in every way but name on the contract- the house owner. And with the house there was you, his little sister. A diamond in the Harrington family. Good grades, kindness and beauty.
The sort of thing a particular punk enjoyed.
So Steve sat on the sofa, the tv on low and his arms crossed over his chest as he waited for the door to go or for your feet to run down the stairs. Which ever came first. Your music was loud, louder than he'd have liked but it was a reminder you were in the house and not running around Hawkins with Mike Wheeler.
He had nothing against the Wheelers, at least he didn't think. He'd dated Nancy ... before she broke his heart... actually-
Ding!
The bell.
"I'll get it!" your voice yelled but Steve was quicker in jumping over the back of the sofa and rushing to the door.
You hadn't even made it out of your room when he got the door.
Mike stood there, in a jumper and jeans. Geez, was he even trying. "Hey, Steve."
Steve leant on the doorway, folding his arms again. He sniffed. "Wheeler."
"This? Again?" Mike sighed.
Steve shrugged. "I have no idea what you're talking about," he said, though he might have had an idea.
See, Steve liked the kids, he did. Dustin, Lucas, El, Will, Max and Mike. They were good kids and frankly he was just happy you had better friends then he did at your age. Real friends. Friends that had your back.
But just because he liked them didn't mean you had to date one of them.
Mike rolled his eyes.
"So where are you going tonight?"
"The movies."
"Uh-huh, PG?"
"R."
Steve didn't like that but he'd have to accept it. He peered over Mike. "Ah- taking her on your bike?"
"Well, I don't have a car," said Mike.
"Alright-" Steve looked back, making sure you were still busy getting ready before he closed the door over behind him and took a step down to Mike. To his credit, the boy didn't flinch and to Steve's annoyance he kept growing so it wasn't that much more intimidating when Steve stood across from him. "Cut the sass with me, Wheeler. If I had it my way you'd-"
"Never see your sister again? Yeah, I got it the first dozen times you told me and I'm still here," he said with a grin, arms out and gesturing to himself. "You don't scare me, Steve."
"I will Wheeler, I will," he said, dropping his voice low in his best attempt to be intimidating. "I've still got that bat, you know."
The door swung open and you stood in the doorway, frowning.
"No you don't," you said.
Steve pinched the bridge of his nose. "y/n-"
"Dustin's got it, He was scared you'd chase Mike half way across Hawkins with it."
Mike smiled, the faintest traces of pink on his cheeks as he looked at you. "Hey."
You smiled. "Hey."
Steve looked between the two of you. "Hey. I want you back at ten."
"Steve, It's eight o'clock now-" you argued.
"Ten!" Steve meant it, he didn't care if you were watching a film and you had to leave before the ending. He'd have you home at ten.
You jutted out your bottom lips, eyes going wide. "Ten-thirty?"
Damn it-
"Fine, yes, ten-thirty but not a minute later," he said. He really needed to just start looking away when you puled out those big eyes.
"Thanks Stevie!" You squeezed his arm before slipping past him and joining Mike, who took your hand gladly.
Mike took your hand, pulling you along.
Steve watched you guys walk down to his bike that was left lame lying on the grass. "I mean it!"
"I know you do!" you called back.
Steve watched as Mike put a helmet on your head, fastening it in spite of what he could hear were your arguments. He supposed he was just glad Mike cared about your safety as much as he did. "I'm serious Wheeler. I know where you live!"
He watched as Mike got on- without a helmet Steve might add, he'd have to get a helmet for Mike, mentally adding it to the list of things he already had to get the kids: shin-pads for Max when she skates, magazine for El and a new Walkman for you.
Steve watched as the two of you road off down the street, the sound of your laughter being carried away.
He turned back inside and readied himself to spend a night alone with Baywatch.
Ten-thirty passed and there was no close of the door, no screech of bike tires and no rushed 'sorry's from you'. Then another fifteen minutes passed and there was still no you.
Now, granted, Steve may have fallen asleep on the sofa but woke with a start when he realised he'd drooled in his sleep and that you were not home. And it was going on eleven at night.
Steve didn't hesitate in rushing to the phone and dialling the movie theatre. "Keith, hey!"
'What do you want, Harrington?'
"Is my sister there? With that punk, Wheeler?"
There was a crunch on the other line and Steve could practically smell the cheese puff breath. 'Which one's your sister again?'
"You know the one," said Steve, irritated he had to be making the call in the first place.
As Keith went on playing dumb Steve described you in great length and he described Mike, maybe taking some liberties in adding a wart or two ... and exaggerating that the kid needed a haircut... and adding his terrible fashion sense.
'Oh yeah, screen six, Dance of the Damned-'
Hold on, Dance of the Damned. A sexy vampire film that was a strict fifteen, not R.
Steve ditched Keith on the receiver and jumped in his car. He took the road that you and Mike would have taken down to the cinema, hoping he'd catch you guys on the way back. Some would think this behaviour was 'over-the-top' but there was no such thing to Steve when it came to you.
He parked and rushed into the cinema, searching for screen six at once.
He knew what 'going to the movies' meant at that age. Heck, he remembered it like it was yesterday.
"Excuse me!" the old lady behind the counter called as he walked by. "You need to buy a ticket to go through-"
"I'm just picking up my sister-"
"Well, pick up a ticket on your way!"
Steve groaned but slammed down some notes and took a ticket to whatever movie she gave him. He got it and went, pushing open the doors to screen six. He even knew where to look. Back row, seats furthest from the door.
You and Mike sat, the credits rolling but of course the two of you wouldn't know as Wheeler was too busy eating your face!
Or kissing, as some called it. Your back was toward Steve but it looked as if you were practically in your boyfriends lap as it was, his arm around you and hand rubbing up and down your arm. With his eyes screwed shut, tension between his brows with how much he concentrated into devoting his lips to yours.
Another couple brushed by Steve on their way out.
"Hey!" he yelled. "Lovebirds!"
The two of you broke apart, jumping out your seats, spilling soda down Mike's pants and the others just leaving laughing.
You stood aghast. "Steve! What are you-"
"Ten-thirty!" he reminded you.
"So you just followed us here, creep!"
Steve looked over at those still trying to leave. "I'm not-not a creep, I'm her brother!"
"Geez, Harrington," complained Mike. "The movie was just ending."
"How would you know, you weren't watching it. And by the way, this is a fifteen, not an R!"
Steve watched satisfied as you and Mike shuffled down your row, heads down, abashed. You were even wearing Mike's jumper- which Steve would give him points for.
Mike came out, grumbling about the dampness of his pants.
"That better be soda, Wheeler."
When you turned to leave, Mike threw up his middle finger at Steve. He did it right back, but Steve supposed Mike wasn't too bad. After all, he'd waited till you weren't looking to insult him.
A break from my Steve posts to give some love to Mike, but somehow it all goes back to Steve
â︾ pairing đ đ đ jealous!mike wheeler x reader
ę° đ˛ ęą synopsis đ đ đ after years of secretly loving mike you finally move on and date someone new, only to discover that mike has a problem with him, and suddenly everything you thought was over isnât.
IT SHOULDâVE BEEN EASY, YOU THINK SOMETIMES. LOVING HIM.
but it wasnât. it never has been. because mike wheeler is⌠dense. painfully, spectacularly, cosmically dense. the kind of boy who could watch you bleed and ask if you tripped. who could stare at you too long, too soft, too much, and then claim he âdidnât notice.â heâs a riddle, and he makes you work for every moment of clarity like itâs something you should feel lucky to receive.
youâve loved him for as long as you can remember. long before monsters, long before the word âupside downâ meant something other than the way he lay on the couch when he was bored. before trauma rearranged both of you into people you barely recognized. back when he was just mikeâawkward, loud, too earnest, too stubborn. a boy who talked with his whole body, who defended you with scraped knees and shouted arguments in parking lots, who didnât know how to say the things he felt so he built entire fortresses out of silence instead.
and god, you tried. you tried to read him the way he reads maps in d&d, looking for patterns, for anything that could mean he cared the way you did. but mike never opens the right doors. or maybe he opens them too late. maybe he doesnât even realize the doors are there. heâs so used to hiding, to shouldering everything alone, that letting anyone in feels like handing over a weapon.
loving someone like thatâsomeone who keeps himself locked awayâit hurts. it hurts because wanting him feels like trying to warm your hands over a fire that wonât stay lit.
you did try to let him go. you swear you did. loving mike wheeler isnât this soft, fluttery thing people write poems about. its something you have to learn to tuck under your ribs so it doesnât spill out every time he looks at you with those dark, startled eyes like he wasnât expecting you to still be there. you learned early that emotions make him skittish. not just yoursâeveryoneâs. if you get too close, too honest, too anything, he recoils. not physically, but in words. sharp ones, sarcastic ones, the kind he regrets immediately but never admits to.
youâve seen it happen to others, so you never risked it with yourself.
so slowly, you started stepping back. not in some dramatic teenage heartbreak way, but in the soft, invisible ways that actually matter. you sat with different people at lunch, laughing at jokes that werenât as funny as you pretended. you stopped answering him when heâd radio you. you skipped movie nights twice in a row. you let days pass without seeking him out first.
you told yourself it was self-care, not avoidance. that maybe if you built a life without him woven through every hour of it, the ache would dull. maybe the world would shift its axis just enough that he wouldnât be the center anymore.
the problem was⌠hawkins is small. memories are smaller.
how do you let go of someone whose shadow sits in every corner of your childhood? heâs everywhere. in the sunburns from summers at the quarry. in the grass stains on your jeans from bike races he always cheated in. in the smell of wet pavement after storms, because those were the nights heâd sneak out and show up at your window, whispering, âcâmon, youâre not gonna let a little rain stop us.â
heâs in the basement where you learned what loyalty felt like, lights dim, dice clattering, his voice animated and alive in ways you never heard in classrooms or crowded hallways. heâs in the scream you made the first time you saw a demogorgon, and the way his hand grabbed yours so tight it left impressions. heâs in the silence afterward, when none of you slept for days, and he sat on the floor beside your bed, staring at the wall like if he looked away, the world might break again.
mike wheeler has always been a constant. even when heâs cold, even when heâs distant, even when heâs drowning in his own head and dragging everyone with him, you never doubted his heart.
you just doubted that heâd ever let you see all of it.
he has no idea. he has no idea that your voice softens when you say his name. he has no idea that you memorized every version of his smile. he has no idea that half the jokes you make are just attempts to hear him laugh. he has no idea that you still look for him in every crowd, even when youâre trying not to. youâre too scared to hand him the truth. mike doesnât do confessions. he doesnât do vulnerable. he doesnât do cornered, and loving himâwanting himâwould corner him more than anything else ever could.
so you learned to swallow the things that mattered. you let him go in all the ways that count.
you didnât expect it to work.
no one tells you that letting go sometimes means someone else finds the space you cleared. his nameâs ryan, one of those effortlessly likeable golden-boy types. varsity soccer, obnoxiously good hair. he laughs easily, listens well, and calls you âdudeâ when heâs excited. he isnât complicated. he isnât haunted. he likes you openly, without fear or hesitation. you liked that. you needed that.
you didnât expect anything to happen, honestly. but he noticed you. he asked you out. he held your hand in the hallway. he tells you good morning and actually means it. he has no idea that youâve spent years orbiting someone who never once looked directly at the sun he was pulling toward him. maybe thatâs why you said yes. ryan didnât make your heart ache, he made it rest.
which is how you ended up here, on the old carpet of mike wheelerâs basement, legs crossed, the smell of dust and old soda cans filling the room as you tell the party about your boyfriend. mike sits across from you, half-sunk into the couch, elbows on knees. he hasnât looked at you since you started talking about him.
dustinâs sitting criss-cross beside you, leaning forward like youâre announcing a secret mission. lucas and max are sharing a beanbag chair. max looks intrigued, lucas looks two seconds from teasing you. âokay,â dustin says. âstart over. his name is ryan and⌠what? he just asked you out? like, randomly? popular ryan?â
you shrug, trying to sound casual. ânot randomly. we talked. heâs in my english class. he asked if I wanted to get ice cream after school, and then one date turned into⌠more dates.â
lucas raises his eyebrows. âpopular popular ryan? as in captain-of-the-soccer-team, girls-write-his-name-in-the-bathroom-stall ryan?â
max snorts. âyeah, that one.â
âheâs actually really nice,â you say, and itâs true. your voice comes out softer than you expect. âheâs funny. and heâs good at listening. he remembers stuff I say.â
that last part lands weirdly in the room.
dustin beams. âdude, thatâs awesome! I meanâwow. you actually have a boyfriend. and heâs, like, normal.â
max kicks dustinâs ankle. âdonât jinx it.â
lucas nudges you with his foot. âso⌠you like him? like him like him?â
you feel your cheeks heat a little. âyeah. I do. he makes me feel⌠I donât know. good.â
you shouldnât be looking at him, but even after all these years, your eyes always find mikes even when you donât mean to. dustin, oblivious, keeps going. âso when do we meet him? we have to meet him! we need to make sure heâs not some jerk pretending to be cool.â
âheâs not a jerk,â you say quickly. âheâs⌠he treats me really well.â
lucas nods approvingly. âgood.â
max smirks. âand is he cute?â
you roll your eyes. âmaxââ
âwhat?â she laughs. âI donât date, I just judge.â
they all laugh except mike. classic mike wheeler, feelings like locked doors. his knee bounces onceâsharplyâthen stops, like he remembered someone might notice. heâs holding a pencil, the eraser dented from where heâs been chewing on it without realizing. he looks small, almost.
youâve known him too long not to notice when heâs shutting down, even if he thinks heâs hiding it well. mike wheeler has never been good at quiet. not real quiet. not the kind born from feeling something he doesnât want to say. then, finally, after too long, after the others have moved on to teasing each other, he cuts in. âsoâŚâ mike clears his throat. âryan.â
he says the name like it tastes bad.
you blink. âyeah?â
mike doesnât look up and instead pretends to inspect a fraying edge on the couch cushion. âheâs, what, the⌠uh⌠the popular guy, right?â
lucas eyes him. âyou know who ryan is, mike.â
âyeah, obviously,â mike snaps back quickly. âiâm justâclarifying.â
maxâs eyebrows rise. she knows that tone. you all do. you nod carefully. âheâs on the soccer team. people like him.â
âright.â mike flicks the pencil between his fingers. âof course they do.â
thereâs something biting in the way he says it. something sour. itâs weirdly dĂŠjĂ vu, because mike has always been like this. since you were kids. since the fourth grade incident where you told him you had a crush on someone and he spent the rest of recess kicking gravel and making fun of the guyâs haircut.
mike wheeler doesnât know how to be happy for people. he never has.
you feel it. max feels it. lucas definitely feels it, because he gives mike that slow head-turn that always precedes a verbal slap. dustin stalls midâorange slice chewing. you swallow. âheâs nice.â
mike snorts under his breath. itâs small, but itâs sharp enough to cut. âyeah. sure. nice.â he taps the pencil against his knee, too fast. âjustâkind of weird, though.â
max narrows her eyes. âwhat is?â
mike shrugs, pretending nonchalance so aggressively itâs almost theatrical. âi mean⌠someone like him. dating someone likeââ he stops, pivots, tries to disguise the slip with a shrug thatâs too casual. âwhatever. itâs just surprising.â
the room freezes. your stomach drops fast, like missing a step on a staircase. lucas raises his hands. âwoah. dude. not cool.â
dustinâs mouth is already open. âyeah, what the hell does that mean?!â
mikeâs eyebrows knit instantly, defensively. âwhat?! i didnâtâIâm notâgod, you all jump on everything i say.â
max leans forward. âprobably because you say stuff like that.â
mike scowls at the floor like it did something to him. âi just meantâlook, ryanâs, you knowâŚâ he gestures vaguely, aimlessly, like the air might fill in the blanks for him. âheâs popular. heâs⌠the type girls are into. itâs justâunexpected. okay?â
your chest tightens, not anger, but that old familiar sting. the one heâs been accidentally carving into you since you were twelve. âunexpected how?â
mike freezes. he wasnât expecting you to ask. he wasnât expecting to be held accountable. he shoves his hair back, frustrated. âi donât know! iâm just saying itâs weird. itâs weird that heâhe could date anyone he wants, and he picksââ he cuts himself off again, voice faltering. ââyou.â
max mutters under her breath, âjesus christ.â
lucas covers his face with both hands.
dustin gapes. âmike. why would you even say that?â
âiâm not trying to be mean!â he shoots back. âiâm being honest! sorry if honesty is suddenly illegal.â
but itâs the way he wonât look at you that gives him away. he keeps looking anywhere else, the floor, the table, the dice, the wall, because he canât look at your face and say the things he means. he never has been able to. you breathe in slowly, trying not to let your voice shake. âit kind of sounds like youâre saying iâm not good enough for him.â
mikeâs head jerks up like the words hit him physically. âthatâs notâno, thatâs not what i meant,â he insists, but the defensiveness in his voice makes it hard to believe. âiâm just sayingâheâs⌠you know. heâs that guy. the guy everyone knows. the guy whoâwhoââ
âwho what?â max presses.
mikeâs jaw flexes. he looks trapped. âwho⌠belongs with someone who fits that world, okay?â he mutters at last. âsomeone who⌠matches him.â
mike wheeler doesnât realize how cruel he sounds when heâs scared. he never has. you feel heat crawl up your neck, because this is him. this is mike. youâve spent years reading him like an impossible book, flipping through pages where he says one thing but means another, hoping eventually the story will get easier to understand. it never has.
mike crosses his arms now, defensive, closed-off, like heâs physically holding himself together. âi justââ he stops, searching for a tone that wonât betray him. âi mean⌠itâs cool. itâs fine. youâre dating him. thatâs⌠good.â he says it so unconvincingly it almost hurts to listen to.
mike canât hide what he feels. not really. his mouth tries, but his body betrays him every time, the tight shoulders, the clipped tone, the way he wonât look at you for more than a half-second. heâs dense. heâs stubborn. heâs impossible. heâs also transparent in the worst ways.
this exact moment is the reminder of why loving him hurt. he doesnât even realize what heâs doing. and if you point it out, heâll only push harder, like heâs cornered, like feelings are traps that snap shut on him. you exhale slowly. âokay,â you say softly, mostly for yourself. âokay.â
something inside you folds, because this is it. this is who mike wheeler has always been. for the first time, you let yourself actually feel it instead of excusing it. heâs never going to change. not the way you kept hoping he would. not the way little-kid you imagined he might if you just loved him long enough.
mike can be a dick. he always has been. youâve spent years smoothing it over in your headâno, he didnât mean it like that, no, heâs just stressed, no, thatâs just mikeâbut god, hearing it now, in this basement, in this moment when youâre trying to share something good? it lands differently.
so you shift, force your shoulders to relax, force your breath to steady. you donât look at him again. you donât chase the apology he isnât going to give. you donât try to decode the tiny flashes of panic in his voice. you just move on.
max is the first to break the silence. âso,â she says, deliberately bright, âwhen do we get to meet him?â
dustin jumps in immediately, nodding so hard his curls bounce. âyeah! yeahâi mean, we should obviously vet him.â
lucas elbows him. ânot vet. just⌠meet. like normal human beings.â
âi can ask him,â you say, trying to sound casual. âmaybe tomorrow? lunch?â
dustin beams. âyes. perfect. bring him to our table. weâll be normal.â
max rolls her eyes. âweâll be as normal as we can be.â
you laugh under your breath because of course. this is why you love them. this is why you stayed. you donât want to look at him, you really donât. but your eyes flick over anywayâto check, to gauge, to survive. and heâs staring at you. dead-on. not even pretending to look away this time, like he was waiting for your eyes. like he needed you to look at him.
when you doâjust for a secondâhis whole face shifts. relief, like heâd been holding his breath. you break eye contact instantly, because no. youâre not doing that again. youâre not opening the door he keeps slamming shut in your face. max asks you another question and you turn toward her, answering, letting her voice pull you back into the circle that feels safe.
mike stays quiet, but you can feel it, his stare following you like heâs trying to will you into turning back to him. heâs a dick. and he cares. and those two things have always existed in him side by side, ruining you without him even realizing it.
and youâre done paying the price for it.
the cafeteria hums around you, winter sun spilling in through those tall windows like itâs trying to make the school look less miserable than it is. you spot the table before ryan does, mike hunched over his notebook, tapping a pen in this uneven rhythm thatâs basically a heartbeat made of irritation. lucas and dustin are in a quiet but intense argument, max is peeling the label off her drink with the bored precision of someone whoâs seen this dynamic a thousand times.
ryan walks beside you with that loose, easy stride he always has, hoodie sleeves shoved up, hair a little messy from morning practice. heâs warm in this effortless way, people look at him without him ever asking for the attention. he leans toward you, nudging your shoulder lightly. âready?â he teases, but itâs gentle. heâs actually checking in.
you nod, even though your stomach flips. âyeah. theyâre right there.â
âcool. letâs go.â
when you reach the table, lucas notices first, eyebrows shooting up. âohâhey. ryan, right?â
ryan grins back, easy as breathing. âyeah. hey, man.â
dustin straightens next, suddenly animated. âdude, iâve seen you play. youâre, like⌠fast. like actually fast.â
ryan laughs. âthatâs the idea. but thanks.â
maxâs eyes narrow with interest. âhuh. so youâre the boyfriend.â
âguilty.â
everyone starts warming up instantlyâof course they are. ryan has that friendly, open posture that makes people feel like they already know him. he drops his backpack, sits beside you like heâs been doing it for months, and immediately vibes with the group. itâs mike who doesnât move.
he doesnât look up right away, he just flicks his eyes up for a second, scans ryanâs face, then back down to his notebook. heâs not glaring, but thereâs this stillness to him, like every thought he has is being corralled behind his teeth. ryan doesnât seem fazed. âyouâre mike, right? youâre the one who runs their campaigns?â
mike finally speaks, voice flat. âsometimes.â
ryan smiles like he didnât hear the edge. âi used to play with my cousin. iâm not, like, good-good, but i know the basics.â
dustin lights up again. âwait, seriously? what class?â
ârogue.â ryan says.
âof course.â mike mutters under his breath.
lucas shoots him a look. âdude.â
mike just shrugs, eyes on his notebook again, pretending he didnât say anything. you feel the air shift, just slightly, but enough. enough to know that mikeâs mood isnât going to magically improve just because ryan is being⌠well, genuinely nice.
ryan leans forward, resting his arms on the table. âi heard you guys are doing some kind of winter campaign? sounds sick.â
dustin nods vigorously. âyeah, weâreââ
mike cuts in. âso. whatâs someone like you doing dating them?â
everything freezes for a second. maxâs head snaps toward him so fast her ponytail swings. âmike, you canât just say stuff like that.â
mike holds up his hands a little, like heâs pretending heâs innocent even though his tone drips. âiâm just asking. heâs⌠you know.â he gestures at ryan. âmr. popular. mr. soccer. mr. everyone-likes-him. just curious.â
ryanâs smile falters, not because heâs offended, but because he looks like heâs trying to figure out whether mike is joking or actually serious. you know mike. youâve known him your whole life. this is him being serious.
you open your mouth to say something, but ryan speaks first. âiâm dating them because i like them,â he says simply. âis that⌠weird?â
mikeâs eyebrows lift just a fraction, but he doesnât look up. âno. just surprising.â
lucas groans. âdude.â
mike shrugs again, small, annoyed, defensive. âiâm being honest.â
max kicks him under the table. âbe less honest.â
mike clicks his pen, refusing to look anyone in the eye. âwhatever. itâs fine.â but it isnât fine. not with the way his knee is bouncing, or the way he keeps glancing at you from the corner of his eye and then snapping his gaze away like it hurts to look. youâve seen mike jealous of your friends before, but never like this. never with this intensity that feels like itâs scraping at the bottom of something deeperâfear, maybe. or that same old thing heâs never been able to hide: mike hates feeling replaced.
that awful belief that things change too fast, that people slip away without warning, that someone else can just step in and take his place before he even realizes itâs happening. he hates that feeling. he always has. lunch rolls on despite him.
ryan is⌠honestly perfect in that easy, unforced way that mike has always resented in other people. he answers dustinâs questions without talking down to him, laughs at lucasâs jokes, asks max about her music taste and actually listens. when he admits he skates on weekends, max pretends she isnât impressed, but you see the tiny spark in her eyes anyway. âyou skate?â she asks, leaning forward despite herself.
âyeah!â
âokay, thatâs actually kind of cool.â
âonly kind of?â ryan laughs.
âdonât push it.â she says, but sheâs smiling.
even lucas nods, like, alright. i can see the appeal. dustinâs already halfway sold on adopting him into the friend group. âyou could totally play a rogue,â dustin says, excited. âyouâd fit right in.â
âiâd be down,â ryan grins. âif you guys want.â
mikeâs jaw tightens. he hasnât said a word in ten minutes. he just sits there, staring at his tray, then at ryan, then at you, then back down again, like he canât decide whether to sulk or explode. the more everyone warms to ryan, the more mike curls inward, like watching someone else be so effortlessly liked is physically painful.
finally, five minutes before the bell, ryan glances at the clock and stands. âi should go,â he says, slinging his bag over his shoulder. âi told some of the guys iâd meet them before class.â he turns to you, softening. âiâll see you later?â
you nod, and he gives you this warm smile that makes your chest feel weirdly light. âbye guys!â ryan says, cheerful as always.
âsee you!â dustin replies.
âlater, man.â lucas waves.
max even gives a nod. âyeah. uh. cool meeting you.â
ryan leaves. the second heâs out of sight, literally the second, mike finally lifts his eyes. theyâre tight, sharp, searching for an outlet. âokay,â he says, voice low but pointed. âi donât like him.â
everyone groans at once. dustin actually drops his fork. âwhat are you talking about? heâs awesome!â
lucas frowns. âyeah. he was, like⌠cool. whatâs your problem?â
âiâm serious. didnât anyone else get a weird vibe? likeâheâs too nice. too⌠polished.â
âpolished?â lucas repeats. âhe said âassâ like three times.â
âyeah!â dustin jumps in. âheâs real! heâs not fake-nice, heâs just⌠a cool dude! honestly, we should invite him to play with us sometime.â
mike slams his pen down. âokay, can we not act like heâs joining the party? heâs not evenâheâs notâno.â
âbro,â dustin says, eyebrows raised, âwhy does it matter so much?â
mike has no answer. he doesnât want ryan at the table. he doesnât want ryan getting closer. he doesnât want ryan winning everyone over. he doesnât want ryan replacing him. and he definitely doesnât want ryan taking your attention like he already has. but mike wheeler would rather bite off his own tongue than admit any of that out loud. so all he does is sit there, arms crossed tight enough to hurt, glaring at the doors ryan walked through like he wants to will him out of existence. âiâm just saying,â he mutters, voice stiff and miserable, âi donât like him.â
every part of him feels like itâs vibrating with something ugly and hot and directionless. because he doesnât know why he feels this way, why the sight of you and ryan walking in together made his stomach clench, why ryanâs laugh grated against something raw in him, why every tiny brush of your shoulder against ryanâs made him want to leave the room and break something.
all he knows is that itâs wrong. it feels wrong. you two feel wrong.
why him? whatâs so great about him? heâs not even that funny. heâs not even that interesting. heâs just some guy. some stupid guy who smiles too much and skates and knows d&d and is apparently good at everything.
ryan is the kind of boy who wins people without trying. mike has never been that boy. mike has never been anything that easy.
watching you fall into that easeâwatching you laugh at ryanâs jokes, watching ryan lean in to whisper something that makes you blushâmakes him want to crawl out of his own skin. it makes his hands clench under the table. it makes his throat close. he hates it. he hates him. he hates himself for not understanding why.
what is he even jealous of? youâre his friend. his best friend since forever. thatâs it. thatâs all. thatâs supposed to be all. when you defend ryanâwhen you say, âmike, come on, i promise heâs actually really niceââit hits something sharp in him.
he snaps without even meaning to. âyeah, well, nice is easy.â
no one knows what that means. not even him.
time jumps because life doesnât wait for mike wheeler to figure himself out. weeks pass. then more weeks. you and ryan keep dating. mike does not warm up to him. not even a little. if anything, it gets worse. mike gets snappier. sharper. more impatient. he stops pretending to be polite. he stops pretending heâs âfine.â
when ryan shows up, mike leaves the room. when ryan talks, mike rolls his eyes. when ryan laughs, mikeâs fists clench so tight his knuckles go white. he keeps saying things like:
âiâm telling you, heâs weird.â
âi donât trust him.â
âheâs acting. nobody is that nice.â
âif you guys werenât blinded by his stupid dimples youâd see it.â
and he has this whole plan in his head, this delusional mike wheeler blueprint where he sits you down, tells you all the reasons ryan is wrong for you, and you listen. you nod. you say, âyeah, youâre right, mike,â and you break up with ryan and everything snaps back to the way itâs supposed to be.
just you and him.
like it always was.
thatâs how mike sees it. thatâs how it should go.
except it doesnât.
you stay with ryan. you stay for an entire month, and mike unravels. he gets more irritable by the day. more sarcastic. more blunt. more impossible to be around. he snaps at dustin over nothing, gets into stupid arguments with lucas, ignores maxâs jabs and just stews silently instead. his grades slip. he canât sleep. he spends too long staring at the ceiling, heart racing for reasons he refuses to name.
you barely know ryan. heâs just some guy. heâs just some stupid guy you met a week ago. heâs not even part of your real world, not the world you built with him. in mikeâs head, one month is nothing compared to the years heâs had with you. the sleepovers, the walkie-talkies, the bike rides, the monster-hunting, the stupid inside jokes he still remembers. the versions of you heâs seen that ryan never will.
and he cannot wrap his brain around the fact that things didnât snap back. that he didnât get you back. ryan is .. popular. he has friends everywhere. he can sit at any table in the cafeteria and someone will shout his name.
mike doesnât have that. he has you. he had you.
so the fact that ryanâthis boy who already has everythingâgets you too? it makes something poisonous coil tight inside him.
you and mike barely hang out anymore, not really. not alone. not the way you used to. not the way where you sprawled across the floor of his basement with snacks and bad movies and mike made sarcastic comments at everything because he knew they made you laugh. now mike barely looks at you unless itâs to glare across ryanâs shoulder.
he blames it on you. he blames it on the fact that you started dating ryanâas if that alone ruined everything. as if he hasnât been the one acting like a storm cloud stuck in human form for weeks.
but thatâs the thing about mike wheeler: when something hurts, he refuses to look at the wound. he refuses to admit itâs bleeding. heâll blame the weapon, the room, the weatherâanything but the feeling.
so when he asks you to come over, just you, you think about it for a long while. because itâs been a while. too long. avoiding mike forever isnât an option. heâs your friend. your history. your whole adolescence wrapped in one stubborn, impossible, exhausting person.
so you agree. you go.
now itâs the two of you in his basement. he doesnât look at you right away. itâs awkward. he never used to be awkward with you.
mike sits on the far end of the couch like youâre radioactive, close enough to pretend this is normal. he twists the cord of the basement lamp around his fingers, untwists it, twists it again. he used to sprawl everywhere, limbs everywhere, taking up space because he knew youâd fill the rest. now he sits like heâs trying not to touch his own shadow. you drop onto the other cushion. âso,â you say, because someone has to. âhowâs⌠life?â
âoh, you know,â he mutters. âsame old.â
you raise a brow. âthat sounds fake.â
he huffs, barely a laugh but close enough that the tension flickers. âyeah, well. iâm trying.â
âtrying what?â
âto be normal,â he says, shrugging too hard. âitâs exhausting.â
you snort, and for a second it feels like the two of you used to, easy, familiar, teasing. you toss a pillow at him. he dodges, barely, and it hits the d&d shelf with a dull thump. âyou still canât catch.â you say.
âi didnât want to catch it.â
âsure you didnât.â
he slants you a look thatâs almost a smile. âyouâre annoying.â
âyou missed me.â you counter without thinking.
âwhatever.â
for a second itâs fineâawkward but fine. you talk about school, about how dustin accidentally set off the fire alarm in chem, about how lucas is pretending he doesnât care basketball tryouts are getting closer. mikeâs shoulders loosen; he actually laughs, runs a hand through his hair the way he does when he finally stops overthinking. you think, stupidly, maybe this can work. maybe you can fix this.
then he does what mike always does. he pushes. he leans back, eyes flicking over your face like heâs trying to read every expression. âso,â he says, casual in that way he only is when heâs about to be mean. âhowâs⌠everything? you know. with you.â
âwith me?â you echo. âi mean, fine. i guess.â
âyeah?â he says lightly. âi wouldnât know.â
âwhatâs that supposed to mean?â
mike shrugs, picking at the peeling sticker on the coffee table. âjust that i wouldnât know. probably because youâve been too busy hanging out with your newââ he makes a little face, like the word tastes foulâ âboyfriend.â
the way he says it. petty. like heâs daring you to deny it. you swallow. âokay. you know what? iâm not doing this with you.â
âdoing what?â
âthis,â you say, standing so fast the couch groans. âthe passive-aggressive comments. the attitude. theâwhatever this is.â you gesture vaguely at him, at the tension, at the room that feels suddenly too small. âi came here to hang out with you, mike. not to get judged.â
âi wasnât judgingââ
âyeah, you were. and iâm not dealing with it today.â
youâre already halfway to the basement stairs. mike just stares, stunned, mouth parted like you slapped him. you donât give him time to catch up. you climb the stairs two at a time and push open the door. karen wheeler is at the kitchen counter, peeling potatoes. she looks up with that bright mom-smile, ready to say hiâuntil she sees your face. the smile crumples instantly. âsweetheart? everything okay?â
you force a tight smile. âyeah, mrs. wheeler. just heading out.â
you slip past her before she can ask anything else, shoes thudding lightly across the kitchen tile. ted doesnât even look up when you pass, just turns a page of his newspaper with all the enthusiasm of a tranquilized sloth. the air outside is cold in a way that wakes every nerve. you breathe it in. you need that. clarity. space. anything that isnât mike wheeler and his catastrophic ability to ruin the simplest moment.
why does he have to be like this?
you walk across the lawn, hands stuffed into your pockets, heart drumming a tired, frustrated rhythm. mike is maddening. painfully, historically maddening. he canât go five minutes without pushing a buttonâyour buttonâlike heâs testing the limits of how much youâll take. he does it every time. he always has. and the worst part? half the time he doesnât even know heâs doing it.
you know him. youâve always known him, and that makes it so much worse, because every time he acts like this, like heâs trying to drive you away, some part of you aches like youâre losing something you never figured out how to keep. why couldnât he just be normal today? why couldnât he just let it be the way it used to? why does he have to spit fire the second he feels even a millimeter out of place?
you reach your bike and grip the handlebars, knuckles whitening. if you leave now, maybe youâll cool off. maybe tomorrow will be less impossible. maybeâ
the door slams behind you. the sound slices clean through your thoughts. âhold on!â
you turn, startled, breath caught in your throat. mike is barreling out of the house like heâs afraid youâll vanish if he blinks. he stumbles down the porch steps, nearly tripping over his own shoelace, hair wild, chest heaving like he sprinted a mile. his faceâgod, youâve never seen him look like that. frantic. unguarded. almost scared. âdonât go yet.â he says. âjustâcan you⌠just wait a second?â
you donât answer. youâre too stunned by him. by the way he looks at you like everything inside him is spiraling.
he swallows hard. âwhy do you like him so much?â
the words fall out of him, unfiltered, fast, messy, the way mike gets when something breaks inside him. âi meanâheâs justâheâs just some guy,â mike continues, throwing his hands up. âheâs not even in the party. he doesnât even know you. like, actually know you.â
you stare at him, stunned into silence, but mike keeps going, pacing one quick desperate line in the driveway. âhe bought you the wrong soda at lunch,â mike says, pointing sharply like itâs definitive evidence in a murder case. âhe brought grape. grape. who the hell likes grape?â
âmikeââ
âand he doesnât know your jokes,â mike says louder. âhe laughs at the wrong ones. and he thinks you like those stupid pop quizzes in englishâwhat?! nobody likes those! you get stressed over those! i know you do! youâve only known him, likeâa month. a month. and suddenly youâre always with him and heâs at your locker and heâs at your table and heâsââ mike gestures helplessly, like the word everywhere is too big for his mouth. âand i donât get it. i donât understand why things canât justâgo back to how they were. with us.â
you open your mouth before you can even think. âwe arenât evenââ you start, but the sentence chokes on your tongue. you stop. hard. mikeâs eyes flick up, confused. you shake your head, breath slicing out. âforget it.â
but the heat is already rising in your chest, curling under your ribs. all month youâve been swallowing it down, smoothing it out, pretending it didnât burn. and now it justâerupts. âwhat has been up with you?â you snap, louder than you mean to. âseriously, mike, youâve been such aâsuch a dick lately. like, constantly. do you even hear yourself?â
his eyes widen, hurt flashing fast before he smothers it under anger. âiâve been a dick?â mike shoots back, voice sharp enough to cut. âiâve been a dick? seriously? you disappear for a month with yourâyour boyfriendââ he spits the word like it tastes sour, ââand iâm the problem?â
âyou are the problem!â you fire back, stepping closer because you canât help it. âyouâre rude every time heâs around! you glare, you sulk, you make everyone uncomfortable! i canât even eat lunch without you acting like someone stole your bike!â
âmaybe because they did!â mike snaps, flinging his hands out. âheâs trying to take you away fromââ
âheâs not taking me!â you yell, fully incredulous. âiâm a person, mike, not a chess piece you get to guard!â
âoh my god, thatâs not what i meantââ
âno? because it sure sounds like it!â
âhe sucks, okay?! he justâhe sucks! he acts like he knows you and he doesnât and heââ
âhe doesnât what?â you snap. âhe doesnât treat me like Iâm doing something wrong every time I breathe?â you push on, voice trembling with anger and something dangerously close to heartbreak. âhave you ever thoughtâjust onceâabout how youâve been acting? you keep blaming ryan for everything, but have you ever considered that maybe the reason i havenât been around is because of you?â
his mouth opens, then closes. he looks like heâs been slapped. âbecause of me?â mike repeats. âthatâs what you think?â
âyou make it impossible to be around you. youâre angry all the time. irritated, mean, snapping at everyone. every time i try to talk to you, you push me away or pick a fight orââ you throw your hands up. âgod, mike, how am i supposed to want to hang out with you when youâre like this?â
âiâm like this because heââ
âitâs not about ryan!â you cut in, louder than you intended. âitâs about you. itâs always been about you!â
âhe is the problem,â mike insists. âheâsâheâs wrong for you, okay? heâsâheâs trying to take you from the party, from meââ
âheâs not!â you shout back. âwhy do you care so much?!â
he freezes in the middle of the driveway, breath snagging, eyes wide and almost⌠terrified, like he knows exactly why. like heâs known for a long time. you can see it hit him: the realization heâs been dodging, the answer heâs been choking on for weeks, the thing heâs terrified to say and even more terrified youâll somehow already know. he forces himself to move anyway, forces himself to swallow whatever cracked open in him. he shakes his head fast, stubborn, angry in the way only someone whoâs scared can be. âit is his fault,â mike snaps, stepping forward again, the space between you shrinking to nothing. âiâm not wrong about this. iâm not. you shouldnât trust him. heâhe doesnât even notice the right things about you, heâhe justââ
âmikeââ
âheâs the worst,â he barrels over you, desperate, relentless. âheâs the worst, heâsâheâs not good enough for you.â
âmikeââ
âiâm trying to help you,â he insists, voice cracking with how hard heâs pushing it. âiâm trying to make you see heâs bad for you, okay? heâs wrong.â
âmike.â
he shuts up instantly. the two of you are close enough now that you can feel the heat of his breath, the tremble in his shoulders, the panic trembling behind every inch of him. he looks furious and terrified and breakable all at once. you take a breath. a real one. âit doesnât even matter,â you say. âweâre not together anymore.â
the world drops out of his face. ââŚwhat?â
âwe broke up,â you repeat, more tired than angry now. âa few days ago.â
he stands there, absolutely still, like youâve short-circuited him. like his brain is trying to reboot and failing. his mouth opens, but nothing comes out at first. âyouâre notâ?â
âno, mike,â you say, exasperated. âweâre not.â
something bright flickers in his eyes, it almost looks like joy. the second he realizes heâs showing it, he slams it down, forcing his expression back into something flat and neutral that fools absolutely no one. âoh,â he manages. âwell. uh. good. i meanânot good. not good-good. i justâi didnâtââ
âyeah,â you cut in, arms folding. âyou didnât know.â
âof course i didnât know,â he snaps weakly. âyou didnât tell meââ
âyou didnât notice,â you shoot back. âif youâd paid attention to anyone besides yourself, you wouldâve realized he hasnât even been around the last couple of days. i wasnât with him. i havenât been with him. you didnât notice, because you never do, mike. you only see what you want to see. you only hear what you want to hear. if itâs not about youâif itâs not something that affects youâyou donât pay attention.â
youâre too wound up to stop. âi donât even know why you care so much,â you say, breath uneven. âwhy does it even matter to you who i date or donât date? why do you get to be mad about this? why do you get to act like iâveââ
âbecause i like you!â
the words explode out of him, like theyâve been pressing against his teeth for days, weeks, maybe years. you stop breathing. mikeâs chest rises and falls like he just sprinted across the neighborhood. his eyes are huge, terrified, already regretting everything and unable to shove any of it back inside. âiââ he hesitates. âgod, i didnâtâi didnât mean to say it like that, I justâ I donât know, okay? i donât know whatâs wrong with me lately, i donât know why iâm acting like this, i justââ he swallows hard. âi thought i hated him. like, really, really hated him. but then you said you werenât with him anymore and it felt likeââ he grimaces, shoulders curling inward. âlike something in me just let go, i guess. i donât know.â he shakes his head violently, like heâs trying to knock the words loose. âi didnât get it at first,â he rushes out. âi didnât know why seeing you with him made me feel soâangry. or sick. or⌠whatever. i thought maybe it was just because he was popular or because he didnât fit with us or because he kept taking you away but thenââ he stops himself, hands flexing uselessly. âbut then i realized it wasnât him. it was you. it was me. it wasâ i donât know.â
youâre staring at him. you canât not stare.
âi thinkââ he tries again. âi think i like you. or maybe iâve liked you for a while, and now everythingâs a mess because i screwed everything up and i canât stop screwing things up and iââ he trails off, hopeless.
your heartbeat is in your throat. youâve loved mike wheeler for as long as you can rememberâthrough childhood, through monsters, through eleven different kinds of heartbreak he never even knew he gave you. now, the moment you finally tried to move onâfinally tried to build something that wasnât just you waiting for mike to look at you the way you looked at himânow he says it.
âi donât know what iâm doing, but i donât want you with him. i donât want things to go back to how they were either becauseâbecause that wasnât enough anymore. for me.â he forces himself to meet your eyes. âi really think i like you,â he says again, smaller. âa lot.â
your ribs are too small for everything suddenly pressing against them. âhow do you even know that? you canât justâsay things like that. you canât drop that on me. donâtâdonât mess with me.â
his face twists. âiâm not,â he shoots back, too fast, too earnest. âiâm not messing with you, i donât know what else you want me to say. iâm justâiâm trying, okay? iâm trying to be honest.â
âhonest?â you repeat, disbelieving. âsince when?â
he swallows, like that one stung. âsince max yelled at me.â
âwhat?â
âsheâs the one who helped me figure it out. told me i was acting weird. told me i got⌠annoying whenever you were with him.â
your stomach twists, hope and fear tangling so violently it almost hurts. because youâve dreamed of this. of him standing here, admitting something real. yet loving mike wheeler has always been a gamble with terrible odds, and you just crawled out of something that left you bruised and confused and tired. you donât know if you can afford to trust him with something this big. not when youâve lost him before without ever having had him. âi donât believe you,â you say, because itâs safer than the truth: i want to believe you so bad that it terrifies me.
âi can prove it.â
you laughâsharp, disbelieving. âyeah? how, mike? how are you going to prove it? because words arenâtââ
you donât even finish. he moves before you can think, before you can breathe, hands coming up like heâs afraid youâll shove him away but he still steps into your space, close enough for his breath to tremble against your cheek. and then he kisses you.
itâs not smooth or practiced or anything he had time to think through. itâs desperate, uneven, like heâs been holding his breath for years and this is the first inhale that doesnât burn. his mouth meets yours with this startled, aching hunger, but it softens almost instantly, like he realizes mid-kiss that youâre real, that this is real, that heâs actually doing this.
your brain doesnât catch up. itâs white noiseâshock slamming through you so hard you forget every reason you had to stay angry. his lips are warm, and heâs making these tiny, barely-there sounds like heâs afraid to push, afraid to lose you, but too pulled in to stop.
your hands stay frozen at your sides for a full secondâtwoâwhile your heart stutters violently in your chest. then the instinct youâve spent years burying finally claws its way out. you kiss him back.
itâs small at first, cautious, but the second you respond he shudders, like your mouth on his is something he didnât let himself hope for. his fingers finally touch you, sliding to the sides of your face, gentle in that frantic, unsteady way of someone whoâs been imagining this and still canât believe youâre not pushing him away. itâs overwhelming, dizzying, this thing youâve dreamt of since you were a kid but never thought youâd have.
you pull back first, lips tingling, everything inside you way too loud. âyouâre such an asshole.â you whisper, because itâs the only thing that makes sense when nothing else does.
âi know.â
you shake your head, overwhelmed, but his hands are still hovering near your face like he doesnât want to let go, doesnât know if heâs allowed to touch you again. then his expression breaks, soft, pleading, all the bravado gone. âcome back inside.â he steps closer again, just searching your face with that startled honesty he only ever shows when heâs seconds from falling apart. âwe donât have to talk about anything. we can justâhang out. or sit. or⌠i donât know.â
youâre caught between everything youâve ever known and everything thatâs happening right now. mikeâs eyes are earnest, completely unguarded for the first time in what feels like forever. he looks like the whole world has narrowed to him, to the way his hands hover near your face, hesitant, like heâs daring himself to let go of his own fear long enough to just⌠be real.
you donât move. you canât, really. your stomach twists and uncoils in a way thatâs half panic, half relief, half something you canât name. heâs finally said it. heâs finally admitted it, and you want to believe him but you donât quite know how. your heart stutters in your chest with hope, fear, longing, because thatâs what mike does. heâs always been like this: impossible to pin down, impossible to read, impossible not to feel.
âunless,â he says suddenly, âyouâd rather be with ryan.â the name slips out before he can stop it, and the way he says it makes it obvious. jealousy. pure, stupid, human jealousy, and somehow it makes something flutter in your chest in a way that isnât irritation or angerâitâs⌠kind of cute.
mike, dense, stubborn, impossible mike wheeler, is jealous of someone he doesnât even like but canât stop himself from obsessing over. instead of being annoyedâlike you probably should beâit strikes you as painfully human. itâs a side of him he canât hide, a glimpse behind the walls he builds so meticulously around himself.
you try to find words, but the sentence wonât form. thereâs too much, all at once. you think of every moment youâve loved him, all the moments youâve fantasized about him finally saying something real, and here it is, tumbling out in the middle of a driveway. he swallows, jittery and exposed, watching you like heâs afraid your reaction will break him. you can see the restraint in him, the way heâs holding back, trying to appear calm and collected, and failing. you think about how much youâve wanted this since you were kids, how much youâve longed for him to feel something youâve always felt, and it hits you in a tidal wave that maybe, just maybe, this is real.
you take a shaky breath, realizing that you has always wanted thisâalways wanted him like this. the flutter in your chest spreads, a dangerous, thrilling kind of hope that makes you want to both laugh and cry at once. âokay,â you say softly, letting your voice carry more calm than you feel. âokay. weâll figure this out. weâll⌠start somewhere. just⌠donât mess with me, mike.â
he blinks, the faintest relief flickering across his face before he tries to mask it with a shrug. âi wonât. promise.â he says, though the words are almost too small to carry the weight of everything. he steps back just enough to give you space, but not enough to break the tension, not enough to let go.
you nod, a smile threatening at the corners of your lips despite the lump in your throat, the whirl of emotions. âokay,â you whisper, because youâre tired of avoiding him, tired of holding back, tired of the endless guessing game. âokay.â
you almost laugh, a tiny, strangled sound, because itâs mike. mike wheeler. always stubborn, always dense, always impossible, and yet somehow, here he is, looking like a boy whoâs realizing his own heart too late but still willing to risk it. you shake your head, grinning despite yourself, and think, god, he really is the worldâs biggest asshole. but the kind of asshole youâve loved for forever.
he clears his throat, a little embarrassed, hands shoved into his pockets, and mutters, âso⌠uh, you gonna⌠come back inside or just stare at the street all night?â
âfine, iâll go inside. but you owe me popcorn.â
âdeal.â he says, finally cracking a grin thatâs just a little too victorious, like heâs survived something fierce and now gets to savor the small victory. as you walk back toward the house, the sky deepening to twilight above you, you feel light, dizzy, and like maybe, just maybe, the hardest part is over.
a/n: genuinely not happy with how this one turned out but thatâs okay 𼳠been on my stranger things shit .
Mike Wheeler x bimbo!Henderson!reader
Warnings : MDNI ! 18+ , p in v, unprotected sex, crampie, mild degradation (use of terms like "stupid girl" and "bimbo"), semi-public risk
The digital clock on your bedside table read 11:47pm. The red numbers glowed ominously in the otherwise pitch-black room, taunting you. He was late.
You sighed, loudly, dramatically, throwing your head back against a mountain of pastel-colored pillows. The movement caused a cascade of meticulously teased, crimped blonde hair to fan out around you like a halo. You blew a stray strand out of your face, the scent of strawberry chewing gum and excessive amounts of Aqua Net hairspray filling your nose.
Your room was a sanctuary dedicated to the cult of late-80s teenage girlhood. It was an explosion of pink, lace, and tiger-beat magazine cutouts taped to every available surface. It smelled like Debbie Gibsonâs âElectric Youthâ perfume and contraband clove cigarettes you sometimes stole from Steve Harringtonâs car.
It was, unapologetically, the room of a "bimbo."
Thatâs what people called you, anyway. You knew they did. You heard the whispers in the halls of Hawkins High. They saw the frosted pink lipstick, the acid-washed mini-skirts, the way you twirled your hair when you didn't want to answer a hard question in Mr. Clarkeâs class. They saw you as the polar opposite of your twin brother, Dustin.
Dustin, with his nerdy t-shirts, his obsession with D&D, and his teeth that were still figuring themselves out. You loved him, he was literally the other half of your DNA, but God, you two couldn't be more different. He was brains and dorky charm while you were aesthetics and vibes.
And nobody, absolutely nobody, could ever know that the Queen of the Airheads was secretly hooking up with the Dungeon Master himself, Mike Wheeler.
The thought made you giggle. It was absurd. It was a scandal waiting to happen. If Dustin found out, his head would literally explode. Like, Scanners style.
You shifted on the bed, smoothing down the silk robe youâd stolen from your motherâs closet. Youâd spent the last hour preparing. Shaving your legs until they were dolphin-smooth, applying a fresh coat of âBubblegum Popâ nail polish, and meticulously arranging your lingerie under the robe so it looked effortlessly sexy when he arrived.
You checked the window again. Youâd unlatched it an hour ago, sliding it up just an inch so he could get his fingers under it.
Suddenly, there was a thud against the siding of the house.
You sat bolt upright, heart hammering against your ribs. A scrabbling sound followed, like a raccoon trying to climb a drainpipe. Then, fingers appeared under the sash, pushing the window up with a groan of protest from the old wood.
A gangly leg clad in dark denim swung over the sill, followed by the rest of Mike Wheeler, who tumbled onto your plush cream carpet with the grace of a newborn giraffe.
He landed in a heap, knocking over a stack of fashion magazines.
"Shhh!" you hissed, leaping off the bed. You slammed the window shut and locked it, then whirled on him, hands on your hips. "Mike! Youâre going to wake up the whole house. Do you want Dustin to come in here with a baseball bat?"
Mike scrambled to his feet, dusting off his knees. He looked flustered, his dark hair a messy mop from the wind outside, his cheeks flushed pink. He was wearing that same old beige jacket and a striped polo, looking utterly out of place surrounded by your stuffed animals and lace curtains.
"Sorry," he whispered intensely, his eyes wide. "The trellis is slippery."
He looked around the room nervously, as if expecting Dustin to pop out of your closet shouting âAha!â
"Relax," you murmured, stepping into his space. The anger melted away instantly. He was here. He made it. "Dustinâs snoring like a chainsaw. I checked."
Mikeâs eyes finally landed on you, and his nervous energy seemed to hit a brick wall. His gaze raked over you, taking in the silk robe, the perfectly styled hair, the glossy lips. He swallowed hard.
You saw that look in his eyes, that mixture of confusion, awe, and absolute desperation that you lived for. It was the look that said, I don't understand your world at all, but I want to drown in it.
"Hi," he breathed out, his voice cracking slightly.
"Hi yourself, loser," you teased, reaching out and hooking a finger into the belt loop of his jeans, tugging him forward.
He stumbled into you, his hands automatically going to your waist. He smelled like the outdoors, cheap deodorant, and that underlying scent of anxiety that seemed to follow him everywhere these days. It was intoxicating.
"God, you smell like a strawberry patch," he mumbled, burying his nose in the crook of your neck, inhaling deeply. "Itâs ridiculous."
"Itâs expensive," you corrected, tilting your head back to give him better access. "And you love it."
"Yeah," he admitted against your skin, his lips grazing your pulse point. "Yeah, I really do."
He pulled back just enough to look at your face. He always looked so intense, like everything was life or death. You supposed, for him, a lot of things were. But thatâs why you worked. You were his break from reality. You were soft places and mindless pop music and things that didnât involve alternate dimensions.
"Youâre late," you pouted, sticking out your bottom lip. The lip gloss glistened in the moonlight.
Mike's eyes zeroed in on your mouth. "I had to wait for Nancy to get off the phone. Then my mom was prowling around the kitchen..."
"Excuses, excuses, Mikey." You tapped a manicured nail against his chest. "You're lucky I waited up. I was about to get my beauty sleep."
"You don't need it," he said quickly, earnestly. It was adorable how bad he was at flirting, how totally sincere his compliments were.
"Flattery will get you everywhere," you smirked.
You closed the distance, pressing your lips to his.
Kissing Mike was always an event. He kissed like he was afraid you were going to disappear if he stopped. It was hungry and a little clumsy, his teeth sometimes clicking against yours, but the sheer enthusiasm made up for the lack of finesse.
He groaned low in his throat, his arms tightening around your waist, pulling you until there was zero space left between you. You could feel the hard line of his hip bones, the rapid thud of his heart against your chest.
You threaded your fingers through the thick hair at the nape of his neck, messing up his attempt at styling it. He tasted like mint toothpaste and soda.
"Come on," you whispered against his lips, pulling away reluctantly. "Not here. The floor is uncomfortable."
You led him by the hand toward your bed. It was a massive, fluffy confection covered in at least ten decorative pillows that you had to shove onto the floor to make room.
Mike sat on the edge of the mattress, looking strangely small surrounded by so much pink. He kicked off his sneakers, his eyes never leaving you as you stood between his knees.
You loved the power dynamic shift that happened in this room. Outside, Mike was the leader, the strategist, the one calling the shots. In here, he was just a boy obsessed with a girl way out of his league, totally at your mercy.
Your hands went to the sash of your silk robe. Mikeâs breath hitched.
You untied it slowly, maintaining eye contact, letting the silk pool at your feet.
Youâd chosen a matching baby-blue lace bra and panty set that youâd shoplifted from the mall three towns over so nobody would recognize you. It pushed your boobs up perfectly and made your waist look tiny.
Mikeâs mouth actually fell open slightly. His eyes grew impossibly wide, darting over your body like he was trying to memorize a complex map.
"Holy shit, Y/N," he whispered, almost reverently.
You did a little spin, posing with your hands behind your head, fluffing your hair. "Like what you see, Mikey?"
"You have no idea," he choked out. His hands reached out, gripping your hips, pulling you forward until your thighs were pressed against the denim of his jeans. "Youâre... God, youâre just so much."
"Is that a complaint?" you teased, running your hands down his chest, feeling the frantic rhythm of his heart through his thin polo shirt.
"Never," he swore. His hands slid up your sides, his thumbs tracing the bottom edge of your lace bra. His touch was shaky, hesitant, as if he was afraid he might break you. "Youâre perfect. You look like one of those models in Nancyâs magazines, but... better. Real."
He buried his face in your stomach, his hot breath ghosting over your skin through the lace. "I hate that I canât tell anyone," he muffled against you. "I want to show you off. It sucks."
Your heart softened. You knew the secrecy ate at him. Mike Wheeler wore his heart on his sleeve, and having to hide the biggest thing in his life was torture.
"I know, baby," you soothed, threading your fingers through his dark hair. "But think about Dustinâs face. Heâd have a literal aneurysm."
Mike let out a short, sharp laugh against your skin. "He'd kill me. Literally. He'd find a way using science."
"Exactly. So this..." You tilted his chin up so he had to look at you. "This is just for us. Our little secret world."
The intensity returned to his gaze, burning hotter than before. "Our world," he repeated.
He stood up suddenly, towering over you. The hesitation was gone, replaced by that frantic need that always seemed to simmer just beneath his surface.
He grabbed the hem of his shirt and yanked it over his head, tossing it somewhere into the pile of pillows on the floor. He was skinny, all ribs and sharp angles, but there was a wiry strength to him that you loved.
He pushed you gently backward onto the bed. You sank into the duvet, your hair fanning out around you. Mike crawled over you, bracing his weight on his forearms on either side of your head, caging you in.
He stared down at you, his expression deadly serious. "Tell me I'm your favorite," he demanded, his voice low and rough.
It was his thing. He needed reassurance. He needed to know he was winning against the imaginary competition heâd convinced himself you had.
You smiled up at him, tracing the line of his jaw with a perfectly manicured finger. "Youâre my absolute favorite nerd, Mike."
"Not good enough," he growled, leaning down to nip at your jawline.
"You're my favorite," you whispered, turning your head to give him better access to your neck. "My only one."
He sucked a mark right over your pulse point, hard enough that you knew it would bruise. Youâd have to cover it with heavy concealer tomorrow and wear your hair down, but you didn't care. It was a brand.
His hands moved down to the clasp of your bra, fumbling with it impatiently.
"Ugh, these things are impossibly stupid," he muttered, frustrated.
You giggled. "Here, let the expert handle it." You reached behind your back and unhooked it in one smooth motion.
Mike peeled the lace away, tossing it aside. He stared at your bare chest for a long moment, his breathing heavy, before lowering his head to worship you.
He wasn't smooth. He wasn't experienced. But the sheer amount of devotion he put into every touch, every kiss, made up for everything. He treated your body like a shrine he was terrified of defiling but desperate to pray at.
He kissed his way down your ribs, his tongue tracing the indent of your waist. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of your panties, dragging them down your legs.
When he finally settled between your thighs, still fully clothed in his jeans, the friction was electric.
"Mike," you gasped, your hands gripping his shoulders. "Your jeans. Off. Now."
He scrambled back, practically falling off the bed in his haste to toe off his sneakers and shove his jeans down. He kicked them away, leaving him in just his boxers, breathing hard.
He crawled back up the bed, positioning himself between your legs again. The heat coming off him was immense.
He braced himself above you, his eyes searching yours. There was a vulnerability there, a silent question he always asked before the final step.
"Please, Y/N," he whispered, his voice raw. "I need you."
You reached down, wrapping your hand around him through his boxers. He hissed, his hips bucking involuntarily against your hand.
"You have me, Mike," you assured him. "Take me."
He pulled his boxers down and guided himself to your entrance. He paused at the threshold, the tip pushing against your slick heat.
"Look at me," he said, his voice strained.
You opened your eyes, locking your gaze with his.
He pushed inside slowly, inch by agonizing inch. You let out a shaky exhale, your head falling back into the pillows as the feeling of being filled stretched you. He was bigger than people would guess looking at his lanky frame, and it always took a moment to adjust.
Mike groaned, squeezing his eyes shut as he buried himself completely to the hilt. He held still for a moment, just breathing, letting the sensation wash over him.
"You feel incredible," he ground out, his jaw clenched tight. "So tight. So unbelievably hot."
He began to move. At first, it was slow, deep strokes that made your toes curl. He was careful, always careful, making sure you were okay.
But the care quickly gave way to that familiar desperation. The pace quickened. His thrusts became harder, snapping his hips against yours with a bruising rhythm. The bedsprings squeaked rhythmically, a dangerous soundtrack to your secret.
"Mikeâwait, shhh," you gasped, trying to quiet your own moans as the pleasure started to coil tight in your belly. "Dustin..."
"Forget Dustin," Mike panted, his sweat dripping onto your chest. He grabbed your wrists, pinning them to the mattress above your head, taking control. "Think about me. Only me."
He drove into you harder, hitting that spot deep inside that made your vision spotty. You couldn't help the high, breathy keens that escaped your throat.
Mike leaned down, swallowing your sounds with a searing kiss. His tongue warred with yours, mirroring the frantic rhythm of his hips below. It was messy and hot and overwhelming.
You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper, needing more friction. Your nails dug into his back, leaving little crescent moon marks on his skin.
"Youâre so beautiful," he murmured against your lips, between frantic kisses. "Youâre so beautiful it hurts my head. My beautiful, stupid girl."
He didn't mean it as an insult. You knew that. It was his way of grappling with how much he loved the parts of you that made no logical sense to him, the makeup, the hair, the vapid magazines. He loved it because it was yours.
The tension in your body wound tighter and tighter. The friction, the heat of his body, the scent of his sweat and your perfume mixing together, it was too much.
"Mike, I'm gonnaâ"
"Do it," he urged, letting go of your wrists to slide his hand down between your bodies, his thumb finding your clit and grinding against it in time with his thrusts. "Come for me, Y/N."
That was it. The added stimulation sent you over the edge. You cried out, your back arching off the bed as the orgasm ripped through you, sharp and blinding. Your inner muscles clamped down around him violently.
The sensation was too much for Mike. With a guttural groan that he barely managed to muffle against your neck, he slammed into you one, two, three more times, his body going rigid as he spilled himself inside you.
He collapsed on top of you, dead weight, burying his face in the crook of your neck. His breathing was harsh and ragged, hot against your damp skin.
You lay there for a long time, just breathing together in the aftermath, the only sounds in the room the whirring of your bedside fan and the distant chirp of crickets outside.
Your perfect hair was a disaster, glued to your forehead with sweat. Your lip gloss was definitely smeared all over Mike's face. The room smelled like sex and strawberries.
Slowly, Mike lifted his head. He looked utterly wrecked, sleepy and satisfied, with lipstick smeared across his cheek. It was your favorite look on him.
He smiled, a lazy, genuinely happy smile that rarely made an appearance outside of this room.
"Hi," he whispered again, echoing his earlier greeting.
You giggled weakly, reaching up to wipe a smudge of pink off his chin. "Hi, yourself. You made a mess of me, Wheeler."
He looked down at your body, taking in the dishevelled state of your perfection. A look of intense possessiveness crossed his face.
"Good," he murmured, leaning down to press a soft kiss to your forehead. "Mine."
He rolled off you reluctantly, flopping onto his back beside you and immediately pulling you into his side. You rested your head on his chest, listening to his heart slowly returning to a normal rhythm.
"What time is it?" he asked drowsily into your hair.
You craned your neck to look at the evil red numbers. "1:15 AM."
He groaned. "I have to go in like an hour. If my mom wakes up for water and checks my room, I'm dead."
"Stay a little longer," you pleaded, tracing the sharp line of his collarbone with your fingertip.
His arm tightened around you. "Yeah. Okay. A little longer."
He pressed a kiss to the top of your head, inhaling the scent of your ridiculously expensive hairspray.
"You know," he mumbled sleepily. "Dustin says you spend three hours in the bathroom every morning just staring at yourself in the mirror."
You pinched his side sharply. "He's a liar. It's only two hours."
Mike chuckled, the sound vibrating through his chest. "He has no idea, does he? That you're... smart. And funny. And the best thing in this entire garbage town."
Your heart gave a little squeeze. It was moments like this, when the post-coital haze stripped away his usual awkwardness, that you remembered why you risked Dustinâs wrath for him.
"Don't tell anyone I'm smart, Wheeler," you whispered, pressing a kiss to his chest. "Itâll ruin my reputation."
"Your secret's safe with me," he promised, tilting your chin up for one last, lingering kiss before the reality of the morning forced him back out into the cold night air. "Queen of the bimbos."
"King of the nerds," you whispered back against his lips.
It was the weirdest, riskiest, most confusing relationship in Hawkins. And you wouldn't trade it for all the pink lip gloss in the world.
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taglist : @kodzuvk @kravitzwhore
need 2 hear mike say "eyes on me" during sexđŤŁđŤŁđŤŁđŤŁđŤŁđŤŁđŤŁđŤŁđŤŁđŤŁ
warnings ; smut, sort of dumification, soft!dom mike X fem!reader (reader is one of the boys sisters but doesnât state which)
âdoes your brother know youâre here?â mike wheeler asks bluntly as he spots you getting a drink poured in the kitchen. you roll your eyes watching him approach you, acting like he has any authority over you just because heâs your brothers friend.
âtalk nicely to me mikeyâ you smirk up at, glossed lips shining under the harsh lights of the partyâs kitchen. he scoffs, grabbing the cup from the jock about to hand it to you.
âwhatâs your problem?â he asks the pale boy who makes a face in response to the letterman jacket.
âwhatâs yours?â he asks back and you internally cringe.
âthank you.â you smile up at the blonde disinterested before taking the cup from mikes hand and then drag him out of the kitchen. âleave me alone, and stop getting mouthy to boys bigger than you.â
âbigger than me?â he asks, leaning back against the wall with a cocky smile and you roll your eyes again.
âgo find someone else to annoy mikey.â you walk away and he shakes his head before following you. he felt like a cartoon character following the smell of pie as your perfume lingered behind in the trail he chased after you.
âdonât drink.â he tells you, rushing in front of you to block your path as you attempt to enter the back yard where your friends wait for you.
you look up at him annoyed now. âwhy? you gonna tell on me?â
âno.â he takes the cup from your hand and gives it a sniff before scrunching up his face. âi wanna take you home and i canât if youâre wasted.â
that almost knocked the wind out of you. âoh.â he looks down at you and licks his lips.
âoh?â heâs almost laughing as he questions your shy response.
you and mike had hooked up on and off for a few months, since just after your 18th birthday. heâd never really thought of you anyway other than his friends little sister until you had been at another party thrown by one of the rich kids and you ran to him scared and helpless after a dude had made some advances at you. your brother was wasted already and mike was there in shiny armour. taking you home and fucking you in the room next to his best friendâs.
âmy moms hosting book club tonight, i donât think youâd be able to come in.â you tell him , quieter now and he shrugs.
âiâve climbed in your window countless times.â he says like itâs the most normal thing ever and you shrug.
âwhat about my brother?â you ask, looking over mikes shoulder and seeing him standing with the other boys in their group.
âwhat about him?â he asks and you roll your eyes.
âwhat would you tell him?â you ask and he shrugs.
âi didnât know i had to report to him? you know one second i just gotta go let him know my cocks aching staring at his sisterâs tits in that dres-â your hand flies over his mouth, closing the space between the two of you and he almost wants to sigh at the feel of you against him.
âmikey!â you exclaim. thereâs a giggle against your lips and he smiles on your hand before you pull it back but he catches your wrist in his hand.
he presses a kiss to your palm and pulls you closer against him. âdoes he know youâre here?â
âno he hasnât spotted me yet.â you explain and he nods.
âgood.â
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âshh!â you whisper as you watch mike fall back against your dressing table as he scrambles through your open bedroom window before steadying himself.
âwhat did my brother say?â you ask coming over to him and he shrugs.
ânothing much, just said i had to head home.â his hands drag up your sides, taking your nightgown with them as his lips press into your own, finally. the cold air sends shivers up your spine as more and more of your body is exposed to the late nights air until your nipples are revealed, quickly peaking and hardening under the breeze.
âyou didnât close the window!â you whisper to mike and he looks up at you with a smirk.
he drops to his knees, hands holding up your night dress.âsorry angel.â his mouth makes quick work of dragging itself over your ribcage, leaving open mouthed wet kisses in its trail. youâre doing so well keeping your composure until his hands lift up to pinch your nipples and a shocked moan is pulled from you. âyou feel good baby?â
youâre nodding as you sigh against his touch. âmissed you mikey..need more.â your hands reach down to pull him on top of you back against your bed. and he smirks down at you. your arms wrap around his neck to pull him down to kiss you again, his hips grinding down against your own and he swears he can feel the wet spot on your panties through his jeans.
âyeah? missed you too princess.. been a whole week without my favourite girl.â your cheeks heat at his words and he notices as he watches you. he pulls back, hands roaming over your body covered by the lacy pink night dress. âso fucking cute. get it off.â
you raise your arms above your head and let him pull it off you and his hands are quick to make their way to the matching painties. he pulls them down your legs, a sticky trail following them.
âfucking hell princess.â he admires the mess between your legs like it was the mona lisa. âhow long have you been like this?â he asks and you shrug.
âsince you got mouthy to chris for giving me a drink at the party.â you admit without even thinking and he wants to berate you for it but as he stares at your needy cunt he canât imagine doing anything but fucking it.
his lips press against your wet heat and you draw in a tight breath at the sensation. his tongue licks a stripe and then he leans back on his heels and looks back up at you.
âso good mikey.â you look at him, your watery eyes boring into his own like he was the best thing youâd ever seen. âjust want you please.â heâd not even said anything and you were practically begging for him.
âsuch a doting girl ready to take everything i give to you.â he presses a kiss to your lips before standing back and taking off his shirt as you unbuckle his belt and struggle to get his jeans down.
they stop at his thighs and you decide thatâs far enough before your lips wrap around the red tip of his cock. âfuhhck.â his head bobs back showing off his adamâs apple as his fingers tangle into your hair. he pushes you down as far as you can manage before you splutter around him and he lets you off.
âgotta fuck you angel.â he pushes you back against the plush pink cover and lifts your legs up on to his shoulders. he positions his long cock at your entrance and youâre circling yourself needily against the tip.
âwhatâre you teasing yourself for dummy?â he asks you his hand stroking against your cheek as he lets his weight rest on the back of your legs and it definitely shouldâve come across mockingly but it felt strangely like he was telling you he loved you.
but before he could dwell on that too much he put a hand over your bladder area and pushed himself into you slowly. you squirmed against the stretch and he cooed into your neck, calming you down. âshh shh be good for me, yeah?â
âitâs so good mikey! hurts so bad.â there are tears gathering in the corners of your eyes as he pulls back and begins to move in and out of you slowly. your fingers are gripping into his arms and he feels you tighten around him.
âbun?â he asks and you can barely open your eyes to look up at him. âhey hey eyes on me.â his fingers find their way to your chin, forcing you to look up at him.
âso good mikey.â
âyou gonna cum already baby?â he asks and youâre nodding, eyes boring into his own and he almost laughs despite the swelling in his chest at the sight of you. âjust got in you princess.â
âmaking me feel so good mikey. you fit in so perfect.â your words are mumbled moans as you preen into him, his arms caging you against the pink sheets of your bed.
âcome on then princess. show me how good i am.â his smirk as he watches your hips grind up against him is so cocky and he knows if you werenât so needy youâd be pissed to see him like this.
his hands roam around your body before settling on your tits. he grabs them and pushes them together, letting his face rub between them. the sensation of him everywhere was so overwhelming for you. his pubes tickle against your clit as his lips kiss and suck your tits and before you know it youâre cumming around him.
your body spasms against him and he speeds up, fucking you through it. âthatâs it princess, take what you need from me.â
âcanât-no more.â youâre scratching up his back at the overwhelming feeling of him continuing to fuck you but it doesnât put him off at all. in fact it just makes him even harder inside of you.
âyou got another one in you for me? hm? gonna makes me super proud angel?â the way his eyes looked down at you you know there was no way you could say no and before you knew it he was flipping you over.
you were seated on top of him, his cock stuffed even deeper now as you rocked back and forth. but he shook his head, tutting at you before slapping a hand against your ass. âuh uh, all the way to the top-like i told you baby.â you dragged yourself up his long cock and dropped back down on it.
the way your tits bounced everytime you sunk down on him had him twitching inside of you. he grabbed your wrists, pinning them behind your back and using them to pull you on and off of his cock.
âoh my god mikey, gonna cum again!â you were crying now, your eyes rolled into the back of your head.
âlook at me, eyes on me princess. wanna see you when you cum for me.â his words had you grounding yourself, your hands gripping his own behind your back as you stared into his eyes.
he kept fucking you, up and down on his length over and over again until you felt him still pulling you down against him as he came and you followed suit quickly. he jerked against you, rocking you around as he came so hard he almost stars.
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okay i hope this was good i havenât written since whenever the last thing posted on this blog was đŤŁđŤŁđŤŁđŤŁđŤŁ
for more of the stuff iâve written for mike click into one of the #mike x reader tags below ..k bye
will you write about mike distracting the reader from her homework bc he wants to kiss her đĽş
Kiss Me | mike wheeler
summary: 610. mike keeps distracting you from your homework because he canât stop thinking about kissing youâand he definitely succeeds.
cw: mike wheeler blurb, teenage love, soft romance, very fluffy, english is not my first language xx.
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Mike isnât even pretending to help anymore.
At first, he did try. He sat beside you on the floor of his basement, legs crossed, textbook open, nodding seriously while you explained something about history dates he definitely wasnât listening to. He even held your notebook for a solid three minutes.
Then his attention drifted.
Now heâs lying on his stomach, chin propped on his hands, watching you like youâre the most interesting thing in the roomâwhich, according to him, you are.
Youâre mid-sentence, reading quietly to yourself, when you feel it.
Staring.
You glance sideways. âWhy are you looking at me like that?â
âLike what?â he asks, too fast.
âLike youâre about to do something illegal.â
He grins. âWow. That hurts.â
You roll your eyes and go back to your homework, pencil scratching against the paper. Mike lasts approximately ten more seconds before scooting closer, his shoulder pressing against yours.
âHey,â he says softly.
âWhat.â
He taps the edge of your notebook. âYouâve been on the same question for a while.â
âThatâs because someone keeps talking.â
âIâm helping,â he argues. âEmotional support.â
You snort. âBy invading my personal space?â
âYes,â he says simply. âExactly.â
He leans in, close enough that his hair brushes your cheek. You shift away just a little, but he follows, clearly committed to being a menace.
âYou smell nice,â he murmurs.
âMike.â
âWhat? Iâm observant.â
You sigh, trying very hard to focus. âIf I donât finish this, Iâm going to fail.â
âDramatic.â
âYou literally cried over a B-minus once.â
âThat was different,â he says defensively. âMy mom framed my report card.â
He reaches out and gently twirls a loose strand of your hair around his finger, absentminded, like he doesnât even realize heâs doing it. Your pencil pauses.
âMike,â you warn again, but your voice is quieter now.
He hums. âYeah?â
âIâm trying to work.â
âI know,â he says. âYouâre doing great.â
Then, after a beat: âBut also⌠I really want to kiss you.â
You look at him. âThatâs not a valid excuse.â
âIt is to me.â
Before you can react, he steals your pencil again and sets it on the table behind him, completely out of reach. You gasp.
âHey!â
He laughs, scooting closer so your knees bump. âRelax. Iâll give it back.â
âWhen?â
âAfter.â
âAfter what?â
He tilts his head, eyes flicking down to your lips and back up again. âYou know.â
You should say no. You should absolutely say no.
Instead, you say, âYouâre so annoying.â
His smile softens. âYou like it.â
And then he kisses you.
Itâs gentle at first, like heâs checking in, like he wants to make sure youâre okay with it. His hand cups your cheek, thumb warm against your skin, and you melt a little despite yourself. The world narrows down to the basement lights, the quiet hum of the house, and Mikeâalways Mike.
When he pulls back, he rests his forehead against yours.
âTwo minutes,â he whispers again.
You laugh quietly, breathless. âYou said that before.â
âI know,â he admits. âBut I missed you.â
âYou saw me this morning.â
âYeah, but not like this.â
He kisses you again, slower this time, and you completely forget what assignment you were even working on.
Eventually, you pull back, shaking your head. âThis is sabotage.â
He smiles, entirely unashamed. âWorth it.â
He finally hands your pencil back, but instead of moving away, he stays close, arm slung loosely around your shoulders.
âIâll be good now,â he promises.
You raise an eyebrow. âYou?â
ââŚIâll try.â
Five seconds later, he presses another quick kiss to your temple.
âSorry,â he says, grinning. âCouldnât resist.â
summary: an interview at a red carpet puts Finn on the spotlight regarding his favorite actress.
n/a: FIRST FIC ABOUT FINN CUS IâM OBSESSED??? also send recommendations I think I have already read every single fic out there
Hundreds of flashes blinded everyoneâs eyes, the constants smile! and turn around! created this messy yet euphoric feeling around the entire event.
Finn positioned himself at the middle of the red carpet, fitted suit and sunglasses on. The paparazzi went crazy trying to get the best picture, and the reporters fought for who gets the first interview with the man who brings one of the most loved Stranger Things character to life.
Finn walked through the carpet, greeting the assistants and walking over to the corner of the venue where they interviewed people.
âHello Finn, how are you tonight? mind if we ask some questions for Variety?â the young man talk, positioning himself in front of the talk actor.
âSure, no problemâ Finn arranged his blazer, looking at the reporter.
âHere we are with the man of the moment, Finn Wolfhard, everybody! Great outfit, by the way, very on theme with this last season of Stranger Thingsâ the microphone move to point a soft smiling Finn.
âThank you, thank you, yeah, the color scheme and everythingâ he responded casually.
âYeah man, congrats on the end of the show, weâre really excited to see what the ending is going to beâ Finnâs eyebrows went upwards, pulling an almost mocking face expression.
âOh, youâll be surprisedâ a short laugh left his lips.
âThatâs what we wanted to hear!â the reporter taps Finnâs shoulder, making the interview more casual. âThereâs a lot of people here, the Duffers went wild with the invitationsâ
âYou tell me, man, I was on queue for 10 minutes for the carpetâ
âHave you got the chance to say hi to everyone? We noticed that one lady you mentioned as your favorite actress was aroundâ a cheeky smile adorned the manâs face.
Of course they were going to bring you up, and of course the Duffers were going to invite you to the premiere.
Long story short, while doing press for the show, Finn spilled the fact that he has been binge watching your movies for the past 4 years, and that you are his favorite horror movie actress, which resulted in fans going crazy with edits on TikTok and creating crazy theories about the two of you, and with a reason, because Finn could not hide the excitement when talking about you, or the way his puppy eyes basically sparked when the boys teased him with videos of you taking about how much you like Stranger Things and how Mike Wheeler has been your favorite character, besides Dustin, since the first season.
âReally? I didnât know, man, thatâs greatâ Finn said with an almost convincing confidence. âI guess Iâll say hi if I see herâ or hide behind Caleb.
âI think the fans will appreciate it! Thank you, Finn, we hope you have a wonderful night and congratulations againâ
And just as Finn prepared for another interview, the screaming from fans erupted.
The first thing he notice was the amount of flashes, making it almost impossible for him to really look who it was. But he knew, of course he knew.
You were standing in the middle of the red carpet, black dress and long gloves adorned your arms, high heels and bold makeup on your face along with a lovely smile forming on your dark red lips.
Finn stood there, looking at how you move around so naturally, practically dancing in front of the paparazzis, hypnotizing everyone around you.
And clearly hypnotizing him, causeâ Finn did not notice how you move closer to him.
âHello Finn! Is very nice to finally meet you, thank you for inviting me by the way, the Duffers said it was your idea to bring me hereâ you said, thrilled with the idea of Finn thinking of you.
those motherfuckers was the first thing to cross his mind, followed by how can he look cool in front of you.
âOh yeah, I mean I heard you liked the show, so here we areâ his hand run through his hair for the fourth time in one minute, making you grin at how nervous he was.
âI mean, more than the show I like watching you on the showâ you took a step closer, trying to make him ever more flustered.
âme?â Finn pointed at himself. âI mean, yeah, great, thatâs awesome, uhm.â great start, genius. âI really like you to! Like an actress, uhm, I really like your work as an actress!â He looked impossibly awkward and oh man, you were enjoying it.
The true being that you have seen the TikTokâs, and the interviews, and the fan theories, and you absolutely loved it. Finn has been your celebrity crush since the first episode of Stranger Things, and when you finally landed a roll in an important movie, the first thing that came to mind was that you were a step closer to meeting him. Weird? yes, but that was almost 10 years ago, you were a child that had a crush on another child. And, god, with the years passing, Finn got even more pretty, that type of beauty that makes you stare, and you were definitely staring at him at that moment.
âThank you, Finn, you look so pretty todayâ Your hand went over the red pattern of his brazer, which was starting to match the color of his face.
Were you flirting with him? Finn was usually a semi confident person, he knew how to act when someone complement him, is part of the job. But apparently that little confidence disappeared the moment you said hello, and even more when you called him pretty, you didnât say that he looked good, or that you liked the outfit.
You called him pretty, making Finnâs brain go in short-circuit.
âOh, pretty? I think you look pretty, and so beautiful, the dress is really, uhm, elegant? it fits you really nicely, yeah.â Finn looked you up and down, moving his hands comically in the air. âyour makeup too! I like the l, liner was it? and the lips! your lips are very nice in that color, and in any other color!â a laugh emerged from you, causing even more flashes towards the two of you.
âYouâre so adorable, Finn, thanks for all the complimentsâ
He saw it in slow motion, how you came closer and closer to his face, you stood on you tippy toes to reach his carved cheek, stumbling a little due to his impossible tall figure, and Finn, like the gentleman he was, grabbed you by the waist to prevent you falling, causing a shiver in both of you. The kiss lingered a little more than necessary, your sweet smell almost making him dizzy, he closed his eyes for a second just to enjoy the feeling of your lips and how close you were.
âgod, you are so tall!â your hands on his shoulder and his hand still on your waist. âIâll have to wear heels when we kissedâ
Did he hear that correctly? you, the prettiest woman he has ever seen, just implied that you were going to kiss at some time in the future?
âI-I can always kneelâ you raised one eyebrow, making Finnâs mouth open and close, looking for the right words. âNo like, actually kneel, I meant like bend over, yeah.â
âIâd like to see you kneel one day, actuallyâ the everlasting smile never left your lips, enjoying every second of having a flustered Finn in your arms.
âIf you want we can do that! Whatever you like!â oh he was down, and it was your first time even meeting, he was already wrapped around your finger.
âI donât have my phone with me right now, but can you give your number laterâ you tilted your head, looking adorable in Finnâs eyes.
âOf course! Iâll looked for you insideâ He nodded repeatedly, his puppy eyes eager to see you later, and every day if possible.
âOkey, handsome, I have to go now. Weâll talk later, okey?â a quick peck on his other cheek made him definitely dizzy this time, feeling how you got away of his grip on your waist almost made him cry, yearning to feel you presence close again.
He saw you walk away between the mass of people, waving his hand at you like a sad kid, a sigh left his mouth, processing the entire interaction while walking to his friends and cast mates, who where waiting for the start of the premiere of the first episode.
Caleb look at Finnâs face, the soft blush still adorning his cheeks, and one lipstick stain in each cheek.
âNo way! You met her?â Caleb knew you were coming, the Duffers made sure that everyone but Finn knew that you were invited. âLooks like it went well, good job, manâ his hand smacked Finnâs shoulders, making him slime widely and nod his head.
âShe asked for my number and said we were going to kissâ Finn perked up, showing how excited he was to talk about it, but Caleb face went serious. âWhat?â
âMan, you are such a pussy, thatâs your jobâ his hand went up and down the air, a sigh of disappointment left his lips.
âI got nervous okey! I told her that I like her and everything!â his voice went softer with the last sentence. â I donât really know how to act around someone I find attractive, manâ
âOkey, you need to stop being pathetic and man up, we need to ask Gaten for advice for your date.â
âYeah, a good thing is that I didnât curse in front of her!â Finn clapped his hand, looking proud.
âThatâs awesome, man, try to keep it until the fifth dateâ
彥SUMMARY ; you decide to stop saying certain words to mike, hoping he will notice, but when he finally does, his reaction is nothing like what you expected.
彥WORDS ; 1,300
彥DISCLAIMER ; everything written here is FICTITIOUS.
彥AUTHOR'S NOTE ; I'm quickly writing this before volume two come out, at 2.am for me.... ah and merry christmas~!
Mike notices the change before you ever confront him.
Heâd sensed it days ago, subtle at first, almost easy to dismiss. At first, he told himself he was imagining it; you still texted him âgood morning.â You still sat next to him during class, your shoulder brushing his like it always did. You still kissed him goodbye at the end of the day.
But the words⌠the words had stopped.
âI love you.â
Nothing alarming in itself. On the surface, things seemed fine. But for Mike, it was enough to set off a quiet panic in his chest. He tried to push it aside at first, convincing himself it was nothing. But when the worry wouldnât leave him, he ended up talking to Dustin and Lucas.
âTheyâre just your imagination,â Dustin said, casually shrugging.
âYes, no need to worry.,â Lucas added.
Mike didnât want to believe them, but the doubt lingered. And still, he couldnât shake the feeling that something had changed.
Now, standing at your bedroom door, he hesitated. He knocked as usual.
âCome in,â your voice said softly.
Mikeâs hand lingered on the doorknob a second longer, silently hoping he was imagining it. Maybe this time, youâd greet him as usual, warm and familiar. Maybe it was all in his head.
The door opened.
âHi, Mike,â you said, sitting at your desk with a smile that didnât reach your eyes. Only one corner of your mouth lifted, the gesture small and uneven.
Hi, Mike? That was it? No nickname, no warmth. Just a greeting that sounded⌠distant.
Mike froze. His stomach twisted. His mind immediately told him he hadnât imagined it. There was a subtle coldness now, just beneath your usual calm.
He cleared his throat, unsure where to start. He usually knew what to say; how to tease you, make you laugh, start the day but now, nothing came.
âHey⌠uh⌠everything okay?â His voice came out softer than he intended, careful, but even through the words, a tremor of unease slipped through.
He stepped fully into the room, shutting the door behind him.
You didnât look up immediately. Fingers tapping on the desk, eyes fixed on the papers in front of you.
âYeah⌠Iâm fine,â you said too quickly. Too clipped. Too rehearsed.
Mikeâs chest tightened. That tone it was the one he knew all too well. Something was wrong.
He sat on your bed. The mattress creaked beneath him, echoing his tension. âDid something happen at school?â he asked, searching for an explanation that didnât involve him. âIs it Troy again? Iââ
âNo,â you interrupted, finally looking at him. âItâs not about Troy. Or school, Mike.â
He waved a hand, frustrated and confused. âThen what is it? Youâre acting weird.â
âIf you paid more attention,â you said flatly, voice low and sharp, âyou wouldnât have to ask.â
Mike wrinkled his nose. âIâwhatâs your problem? Youâre being⌠kinda weirdâŚâ
You turned your chair fully to face him, arms crossed, jaw set. âMy problem? I donât have one, Mike. Iâm clearly fine.â
His frustration etched deep into his face. âOf course you do! Youâre acting weird with me. Somethingâs wrong,â he said finally, his voice quieter now, almost pleading. âItâs me, isnât it? Did I do something?â
You let out a bitter, short laugh. âFinally.â
âWhat did I do?â
âThatâs the problem,â you said, your voice tight. âYou didnât do anything. You never say anything.â
âSay whatâ?â
You looked down at your hands for a long moment before meeting his eyes again. âMike⌠you never say you love me. Itâs just⌠three words.â
Mike swallowed hard, jaw tightening. âI thought you knew. I show it, donât I?â
You shook your head slowly, a tear threatening to escape. âShowing isnât enough. I needed to hear it. I needed to know. Iâve been waiting, hoping⌠and I got tired of being the only one saying it.â
His voice cracked, panic breaking through. âI already told you!â
âOh yeah?â you snapped. âWhen, Mike? When did you tell me?â
He froze, the silence stretching, the weight of it settling in. He couldnât answer.
âYou never did,â you said softly, voice barely above a whisper. âNot when we kissed for the first time. Not at prom!â
"You never even wrote it!" You opened your desk drawer and pulled out the letters. Without hesitation, you threw them at him, one falling to his feet. His eyes followed it, lingering on the simple signature at the bottom.
From Mike.
âI donât get it,â he said, panic rising. âThe necklace, the teddy bearâŚâ He gestured toward the stuffed animal carefully placed on your bed. âThe letters. I did all that for you.â
âI know,â you whispered. âI loved them. But objects⌠objects canât say âI love youâ for you.â
âThey mean something,â he insisted, stepping closer, voice desperate. âI wouldnât do any of that if I didnâtââ
âIf you didnât what?â you cut in sharply. âThat really reassures me,â you added bitterly.
He ran a hand through his hair. âOkay, maybe Iâm not perfect. Maybe I donât always know the right thing to say⌠but you canât doubt my feelings for you.â
You met his gaze, unwavering now. âThen be honest. Answer me. Do you love me, Mike?â
He hesitated.
Not long. Not intentionally.
But long enough.
Your chest ached. Your heart fractured into a thousand tiny pieces.
You let out a hollow laugh, blinking back tears. âSee? That pause⌠thatâs exactly what Iâm talking about.â
âI do,â he said, voice breaking under the weight of panic. âI swear I do. I justâI donât know how to say it the way you want me to. I didnât want it to sound fake.â
You bit your lip, the ache in your chest growing unbearable. âIf I have to force you to say it every single time⌠is it really sincere?â
Silence fell heavy between you.
Mikeâs eyes widened with panic. He hadnât realized he was hurting you. Heâd thought the relationship was fine at least on his side.
âIâm alone in this relationship,â you whispered.
âDonât say that,â he pleaded. âI can fix it. Iâll learn. Iâllââ
You shook your head, tears now freely threatening. âI donât want you to learn how to love me after Iâve almost begged you.â
The words hit him harder than any scream ever could.
âSo⌠what are you saying?â he whispered, voice breaking.
You stare the boy you loved. The one youâd give everything for without hesitation.
âIâm tired, Mike,â you said softly, your voice cracking now. âI donât want to beg anymore.â
You walked to the door and opened it, stepping aside, inviting him out without saying a word.
He froze, panic written across his face. âYou canât just say that and hope I leave,â he said, voice trembling. âYou canât do this.â
You didnât raise your voice. The calm in your tone hurt more than anything he could have imagined.
âDonât complicate things, Mike,â you whispered.
He stood, taller than you now, searching your face as if your answer could somehow change. âSo⌠you want to break up with me?â
âTake it as you want,â you said, swallowing the lump in your throat, trying to hold back the tears.
He took that as his cue to leave.
And once again, he couldnât say it.
He lingered, words trapped somewhere in his throat. Not now. Not after everything.
Even now, after all this, he still couldnât say I love you.
The door closed quietly behind him.
Mike always runs when things get too real when feelings demand more than silence. And once again, he proves heâs not capable of giving you what you need.
Leaving you alone in your room, heart heavy
And a crack forming in this relationship.
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