Master of Death AU: Harry stumbles into Grimmauld Place, covered in hickeys, hair an absolute mess, with new piercings in his ears, and a swollen tongue. How does 21 year old Lily handle 18 year old Harry now that's he's free and making crazy choices?
//also tagging @pranking-masters because you are the James involved// She knew she should have stayed in bed, she had some underlying feeling that she would deeply regret it if she got out of bed. But she was way too thirsty, she had to get up. It had been a really long week, James had only just come back to life about a week ago and she was helping him to once more settle into life. It felt so strange, being here without people they loved. They had gotten used to a life after death with the other marauders, minus Peter that is. It was like Hogwarts all over again, they were carefree and happy and all four of them were together. Of course it never felt truly the same without Peter, and there was always that knowledge that they didn’t have Harry with them. But the four of them had each other, like they always had. Of course now, they were separated again. It gave her comfort to know that one day she would see them again, to know that once more they would all be together as a family. But her son had gone his entire life without his parents, and he deserved to see them again. He deserved to get to know them, to be around them, even if he was already grown.
She couldn’t speak for James but she knew so well that she blamed herself, she blamed herself for how her sister had treated him while he was growing up and she blamed herself for not being able to raise him. She was trying her best to make up for that now, though she could only do so much. She knew that Harry didn’t blame her, he was a good boy and he understood, but that didn’t make her feel any less guilty. Harry had been gone all day, she hadn’t bothered to ask where he was going considering he was a grown man now, but it didn’t stop her from worrying. James had kept her plenty occupied though, there was lots for them to do now that they were back in the land of living. They had gone to visit with the Weasley‘s for the day and then spent the evening alone breaking in their new bedroom, which was why she was wearing only one of James’s long T-shirts that looked almost like a short dress on her when her son stumbled in through the doors of the home they were all sharing with each other, sex bruises on his neck, his hair is a mess as his fathers upstairs and a fresh set of piercings in his ears.
She held the water bottle in her hands a little bit tighter, her eyes wide as she stared at him. He wasn’t a baby anymore, she had to keep reminding herself of that, he was 18 years old, he wasn’t a baby. She had gotten better about reminding herself that he wasn’t a baby since she had come back two months ago, getting to know him as an adult. It was an odd adjustment for sure, since the last time they had properly been in the same room while she was alive he had been only a baby. But they still had a very mother/son relationship, and things were as normal as they could be considering she and his father looked to only be about three years older than him. But because they had been completely aware in their afterlife, they felt as if they were 40 years old, even though they had the youth and energy of people in their early 20′s.
She stared at him for a moment, her own hair slightly wild, swallowing thickly. She could’ve just turned around and pretended it didn’t happen, as she also could’ve pretended like she had never seen him. It was also completely plausible if she had scolded him for being irresponsible but she reminded herself the kind of things that she and the boys had gotten into at 18, and it helped to relax her. She sighed softly and walked up to him, holding out her bottle of water to him and decided he needed it more than she did. “I saw Sirius in this exact position when he was 18 too,“ she said with smile. “Don’t clean the earrings with alcohol, he said that burned. Use salt water,“ she said, glancing at the bruises on his neck.
“If you end up wanting to hide those from your father you might have to use magic. I would offer make up but I’m much lighter than you are,” she said, reaching out to lift up his chin slightly with her finger so he might look at her. “I’m glad you made it home safe,” she said before walking away from him when she heard James calling for her from upstairs, Bare feet padding against the ground as she headed back up to the bedroom, the halls filled with both of their laughter when she was in their bedroom. They were all adults, and they were all happy and safe, and that was what mattered.