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Hey guys! Here's something I'd like for you to do!
There's so many of you asking me how I and plenty of others get by with their day to day lives after going through a miscarriage, so send me a message, anonymous or not and let me know how you've managed to get through your losses no matter how big or small and let us know how you get through your day to day lives!
This is how I feel everytime this pops up... it never gets easier. You just learn to live with it everyday, no matter what you have going on with your life. It's hard...
This is your safe haven!
I have worked with and met so many amazing people who have left such big impacts on my life over the last few years, being able to connect with each and every one of you is an experience I am so thankful for. I know this journey is not easy what so ever! By any means! But I have absolutely loved getting the honor and chance of getting to hear everyone of your stories about your precious little one. I made this page for women to share their stories, to be here for those of you who had no idea where to go after you've been through such a heartache. I am here to empower every single last one of you and hear your words, I have grown to love what I do and I could never give this up for anything in the world! I want to thank each and everyone of you for confiding in me and letting me be apart of your journeys! Last week I had a couple come to me to thank me for being their "counselor" and just being there for them to confide in when they felt like they had no one else to turn to, the brought me a gift that day, it was the most beautiful little white box I've ever seen in my life with pink and blue ribbon tied on to hold the box together, they were so excited and I could see the light that's come into their lives and they were anxiously waiting for me to rip the box open to see what was inside. It was a pregnancy test... after they had multiple miscarriages and pregnancy losses they finally got another BFP after nothing for 3 years, she proceeded to tell me that she was already 23 weeks and that everything was going perfectly. I couldn't help myself so I've already broke out into tears at this point just being so happy for what their future holds for them. That couple made such a huge impact on my life and they're some amazing people that I'll never forget even if I wanted to. There's so much light at the end of your tunnel and you will find your rainbow after your storm is over. I love each and everyone of you! 💜💙💚💛❤️
This picture was sent to me by a friend who had a lot of questions she wanted to ask. "I swore I would've had a positive the first time" "is my body not adding HCG like its suppose to?" "Is my baby going to stick this time?" "I'm so scared I'm going to have a miscarriage again" That's just a few of the things she has came to me wanting answers to, so I figured I might as well answer these questions for some of you who might be asking the same things. • Just because you KNOW your body and know that there is a major possible BFP there doesn't mean that your body could have produced enough hormone HCG to make a full or even a slightly positive pregnancy test. It takes time, rather it means you ovulated late, or whatever else, there are plenty of people who I have experienced being pregnancy for 10 weeks + that are delayed getting their BFP. Don't get discouraged, but don't get your hopes up either. I don't want to build you up to tear you down. • If your body isn't agreeing with the pregnancy, or your baby just simply isn't growing the way he/she should be doesn't necessarily mean that it's your fault, most of the time it's just a natural thing that happens, there are many women that you probably see on a day to day basis that have went through the same thing as you, it is not your fault, don't let yourself think that's true and seek some support to help you out. 💕 This picture is of pregnancy test over a course of two days apart each. Don't tear yourself up over anything that happens, you'll get your rainbow baby momma, don't you worry. And remember I am here for every single one of you! No matter the issue.
That you will be. I always wonder what you would look like being almost 5 years old. How you'd be growing and what kind of person you would be. But I know you're looking over your sister and soon to be brother or sister. I love you Christian Paul. 💙
This is absolutely beautiful and absolutely true! 💕
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So, lately I haven’t really been posting on here. Mainly because I just don’t have the same mind set as when I made this blog. This blog was intended to just be strictly for the girls, and to help me cope with losing them and having terrible baby fever. However, I just feel like this blog isn’t what I need anymore. I have come to terms with my baby fever, and I have learned how to cope with the loss of the girls. I don’t really interact much with you all & the few I do I follow on my main blog. So I will be deleting this blog in the next week. I will leave this up so you all that want to follow me and still interact on my main blog will be able to. I’m genuinely happy with my life right now, and I realize that’s all that my girls would want. So I am living in the moment for them, and not letting their loss run my life. I'm so thankful for all of you have been kind to me.
