Personal: IDGAF
I been off my.psych meds for three weeks now, moods have been inconsistent at best but my thoughts have been clear.
Today thanks to a really bad migrain and fever not so much. Haven't talked to the people I usually do and I am absolutely convinced it's a sign they all just barely tolerate me or even hate me.
I've not talked to other circles of people I was apart.of either and isolation in it's totallity kind of fucking sucks. Especially when a broken foot keeps me from being able to drive to just escape and walk outside with the dog a bit.
Doesn't help that the constant rain on and off here is making my back and all my.joints feel like crap. But hey school starts in three weeks and my birthday is in two. And I'll be alone for all that too.
Mehhhh
TLDR: My mental health is finally taking a bit after months of it just being phsyical bullshit I've been dealing with. 8 months in and I consider it an achievement I've lasted this long.
