#music request

[fawnsworksheets]

music moodboard request from my server! sorry for being a deadbeat tumblr , lots going on irl hehe 💔

[petitelepus]

If you don't close it yet, I'll make another request :3

Sanemi x female reader with the song of Belleza de cantina

https://youtu.be/4ELN57gDkrA?si=i8epbFvY3xnwc0gj (translate song)

The plot is that Sanemi and Reader have a relationship, but Sanemi still can't forget Kanae, making Reader insecure or jealous (I don't like Sanekana much, but I love ANGST).

Summary: You're so badly in love that you are willing to overlook how your beloved loved someone else.

Warnings: Angst, Sex Mentioned

A/N: Sanemi Shinazugawa, Female Reader, Kanae Kocho

You loved Sanemi Shinazugawa so much. The two of you had a rocky start, as he was mad at the whole world for one reason or another, and going out on missions with an almost suicidal attitude.

But you saw he was hurt and offered to help him feel a little less hurt. A chance he rudely dismissed... But in the end, he came to you when he couldn't bear being alone anymore.

This became a habit for both of you. He would come to you, curse and hiss about whatever there was that was pissing him off that time and you would be there for him, holding him in the end of the day, and letting him know he was still very loved...

You could tell there was someone he was thinking of when he was with you.

When he was talking with you, he would almost say another woman's name, but when the two of you shared bed and your love, he would grunt and groan that woman's name like it was her he was fucking and not you.

Kanae.

You heard from Tengen that she was Shinobu's older sister, and how, apparently, Sanemi had been in love with her, but she had passed just before he could tell her how he felt about her.

It hurt so badly, knowing that he used you, but you loved him so much that you were willing to take anything he could give to you.

Even if it meant that he would never love you the way you loved him.

You stared at Sanemi, who was focused on enjoying Ohagi, his favorite treat. You had learned to make them just the way he liked them, another way of yours to try and win him over.

"You're staring," He suddenly said, and you flinched as you averted your gaze, "I'm sorry..."

"You always say that..." He grunted as he stuffed the rest of the treat into his mouth.

You pressed your lips tightly together as a question wanted to burst from your chest, but you couldn't, you had to hold it in, or else-!

"Do you even like me?"

Well, there it came.

"Huh?" Sanemi turned to glare at you, and you frowned as you looked away from him, "Sorry, that was stupid, I'm sorry-!"

"Of course I like you!" He snapped, "I wouldn't be with you if I didn't!"

"I see..." You nodded, but he wasn't done, "What makes you think I don't like you?"

"You..." You swallowed, "I know you like someone else... More than you like me..."

"What the fuck-!?"

"Please!" You shook your head, "At least... At least...!"

You didn't know what you wanted. Him to tell you the truth? Would you stand it? Would it break you? Destroy you?

Sanemi scowled, but he wasn't as stupid as one would think. His eyes widened as he realized that you knew about the woman he loved before you.

You knew about Kanae.

The Wind Hashira turned to glare at his feet, unable to look at you. He had been an awful man to you. Almost as bad as his old man was, only in a different way.

"When I met you, I was dying of pain..." Sanemi started, "I lost something I never had yet wanted to badly..."

You swallowed as you listened to him talk.

"I was a mess... I was drowning in despair... And then you came and threw a lifebelt, your love, at me, and I clung to it desperately."

Sanemi looked at his hand and flexed his fingers.

"You have every right to feel jealous... Fuck, I'd be too. Kanae, she was... She was beautiful and funny..."

"I know..." You nodded with a small smile, "I know I can't take her place in your heart... But I'm happy to take even something."

"That's not true!" Sanemi snapped as he turned to finally look at you and flinched as he saw the tears in your eyes.

You smiled as you wiped your teary eyes, not wanting to cry and look so unpleasant in front of your loved one, "It's okay, it really is..."

"Alright, you aren't her!" The Wind Hashira finally snapped, "But you are you! You are cute, extremely thoughtful and I can't understand how you can love a fuckup like me after everything I've done to you!?"

"I..." You couldn't believe what you were hearing. You swallowed the tears in your throat and nodded, "I... I will always love you, no matter what. You can shout at me, hit me, but just please don't throw me away...!"

"That would never happen!" The Wind Hashira shouted as his hands shot out and grabbed your face.

Your eyes widened in shock, and you looked so scared, like a little fawn, and Sanemi growled as he bolted forward and kissed you with everything he had.

The kiss... It felt like the first real kiss you guys shared. Tears streamed down your face as you closed them and happily kissed him back.

Slowly, you started to pull apart and opened your eyes, staring deeply into each other's souls.

"I love you." He stated, "You aren't Kanae, but I love you as you are."

"Sanemi...?"

"So, starting now..." He frowned as he kissed your forehead and hugged you close to his chest, "I'll stop loving you like I loved her, and start loving you as I love you."

"I...!" You started crying again as you wrapped your arms around him and returned his hug, "I'd love that very much."

"I know," He buried his face into your hair, "I'd love it too..."

[torrintaighofficial]

I am not expecting anyone to find this in the vacuum of my blog and the greater Tumblr landscape, but does anyone have new music recommendations?

I love listening to music while I write, and since each of my characters has a playlist, music obviously helps inspire the story.

No genre off the table! Just because my usual music taste is a bit heavy doesn't mean its all I listen to, and tbh I am (almost) tired of the same 30 songs on repeat.

Currently on unending rotation:

Sleep Token, Beartooth, Nevertel, I Prevail, Dayseeker, Falling in Reverse, Neffex, Bad Omens, and Sleep Theory.

[project-goldfinch]

Hello all! I am seeking music artists for Tiny Terror! I am not musically inclined at all, but I aspire to give my fangames fully original tracks, so I'm interested in commissioning/collaborating with others to get the music I need. Tiny Terror's area ambiances are currently in production, but I need two other special pieces.

I need one piece to be energetic and chaotic, something that can motivate a player to move around manically. Inspiration would be pepper steak or magic pipe

I need the other piece to be calm but melancholy, something someone could sit contemplatively to (like Finch in the poster illustration ^^). Inspiration relating to specifically OFF eludes me, but I imagine slow and soft vibes.

Please reach out to this account or @doughguts-art for further elaboration and discussions of payment. Thanks so much in advance!

[idiomagic]

Request a Custom Playlist

I have been having so much fun making playlists for everyone! Here are the ones I've made for folks so far, if you want to check them out and maybe find some new music.

https://open.spotify.com/user/22i6wgrlfbrkyyh4tr3cgtztq

Why am I doing this?

I see a lot of posts from younger peeps who haven't listened to music made before they were born. Folks who don't know where to start, or how to find what they really want.

I've been listening to music in pretty much every genre for 50+ years, and I have super eclectic taste. I want to help people find the bangers they're craving, to help them expand their musical horizons.

Also, I'm disabled and dealing with chronic pain, so this gives me a distraction and a way to do something good to brighten peoples day.

If you'd like your very own custom playlist, here's how it works: Send me an ask, and tell me what you're interested in!

Examples: " I don't know much about the 60s, and I'd like to know more."

" I want happy music/angry music/ music that makes you think/music that makes you dance."

" I like this band/genre of music, and I want more like that."

" I don't get why people listen to this kind of music...educate me."

" I only listen to this one kind of music. I want to expand my taste, but I don't know where to start."

" I want a list of the best/most important songs of each decade."

" I want a playlist all about cryptids."

If you can imagine it, I can make it for you!

You'll have the link to your playlist usually in an hour or two. If it's going to be longer, I'll let you know.

All I ask is that you really listen to the music...Sit down with it and listen without scrolling tumblr or texting/messaging peeps.

Make listening an active experience, not background noise.

This is a free thing I'm doing, for the joy of it.

If you have $ to spare and are in the mood, you can toss something in the tip jar or buy my books.

I'm disabled and can't work, so anything is appreciated, but is neither expected or required. (See my pinned post for Kofi info)

I've got nothing but time, my dears, and I want to help you find just the right music to make you smile.

So hit me up, and get your very own bespoke playlist!

You don't have to be a mutual for this, or follow me or anything. If you see this post, it's for you! :)

[nadiafraye]

Sooooo..... uh....

What kindve music do you think vibe well with Dr. Wily? Any songs come to mind?

[justtheclippy]

Would you ever consider releasing a full cover of careless whisper?? I think about you singing it on stream all the time and I would LOVE a full version

Also do you have like, a PO box so we can send you stuff?

Man I really wasn't expecting yall to want me to do so many covers haha I could? I suppose? If a composer wants to work with me on it?

I stg I've said this for a year I'm so sorry, I WILL SET UP A PO BOX THIS WEEK I PROMISE. Yall have been so patient I'm so sorry!