#mutant kin

[cutthroat-crimson]

Mutant HRT

[experiment-48]

you can call me 48 or eighter for short. i prefer he/it pronouns. i am 27 in human years. reanimated wolfdog corpse. radioactive mutant lab experiment.

i post abt my life as a mutant undead wolfdog. i am schizophrenic + psychotic + very anti-social. i am timid, so i do not respond to messages or replies quickly. i promise that im a nice guy, my bark is worse than my bite.

hopefully looking to find other lab experiments or similar creatures and make some friends :3 the scientists want me to practice socializing with others more.

no dni. i block freely. i will be posting nsfw posts occasionally so minors dni. please only message me if you are over 18, thank you.

more info abt my me below...

i am a lab experiment created by humans. i do not know for what reasons, but i know that i was a failed experiment. i have been allowed to wander off on my own, but i am still monitored by scientists.

i am a wolfdog who was reanimated and brought back to life by the scientists. my base dna has been modified heavily so my form tends to be very unstable and changes with my emotions. the more threatened or emotional i am, the more mutated my form becomes.

I am physically an undead wolfdog, whose DNA has been modified and mutated through experimentation. this has caused the side effect of me being very radioactive and my form can change depending on my emotions. (example: my body can grow extra legs and eyes and jaws.)

i am heavily radioactive and my base coat glows a soft blue. my bodily fluids contain very concentrated amounts of radioactive materials (blood, saliva, sweat). i tend to avoid humans and most creatures for this reason, as to not cause harm.

i am part of a polyfrag DID system called The Pod. I'm not always around and I just came out of dormancy.

this is not a roleplay blog btw...i am actually a radioactive mutant experiment and i will be discussing my life experiences. reality checking is not welcome unless requested. piss me off and you will be blocked.

tagging system:

tba

will make this look better in the future.

[crimson-moved]

If I started a discord server for mutants, would anyone join?

Let’s be honest here (probably no)

[synpa-tee]

Mutantkin flags

The first two designs use colours commonly used in comics, especially in Marvel Comics titles. The exact HEX colour codes come from the second and third X-Men uniforms (specifically a 3D-rendered version).

The last two designs were created two days later (August 30) for anyone who wants a flag with less connection to the X-Men and/or comics. The colours were inspired by a combination of video game covers, mutant costumes, and movie scenes.

[mechanical-sunchild]

My polykin experience (long).

EDIT: As you'll read, I do a lot of soul-searching and re-examining to make sure I'm getting myself right. What you read here may not be accurate to my current self, which can be found on my pinned post.

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I identify as polykin. This is because I have more than one kintype which has persisted for several years.

Due to the fear of being fakeclaimed or grilled by rude people (nice questions are welcome btw!) I spent a long time denying, hiding or refusing to acknowledge some of my kintypes. I kept telling myself that I could only have one, maybe two kintypes or I was 'lying' to myself, despite evidence to the contrary from my own identity feelings.

I know there are others out there who have also felt this way. Nobody should feel unsafe to talk about their kintypes. It's more understood nowadays that people can have more than one kin or theriotype. However, there's still some weariness around people that have more than a couple or a select handful kin/theriotypes.

To a degree, this is understandable. What people used to call (but may not any more?) 'tumblrkin' but is more commonly called 'Kin For Fun' (KFF) or kinnies are heavily associated with incredibly long lists of kintypes. One can also make the argument that you might need to consider how much all of these kintypes are really impacting your identity for them to be actually 'you'.

But I think it's important for everyone to see these 'red flags' and actually try and understand the person, rather than dictate to them how their identity should be formatted or declaring them a 'fake'. Although we all have similarities, everyone is different and just because you could not imagine balancing 10+ kintypes doesn't mean that somebody else isn't dead serious about all of them.

As such, here is my attempt at being understood. (It's also kind to remember not everyone can or wants to write like I do, doesn't mean they're being avoidant if they don't like being constantly questioned).

First thing is first - I've identified as several of my kintypes way before making this blog or even being on Tumblr. Some things I used to think were kintypes have been found to be heart types/synpaths (I tend to use the terms interchangeably, applying 'synpath' more to human fictotypes) or just faves and I now don't claim them to be kintypes. In other words, I know how to assess my identity and continuously do so. Even this list coming up will likely face additions or subtractions as I continue my journey.

Second, I think 'otherhearted' and related words are very useful. As such, whenever I consider a new kintype or even an old kintype that I haven't felt a shift for in a while, I always place them in this category first (or as questioning) instead of assuming they're a kintype. To me, taking the label of a new kintype isn't a quick or easy process and involves deep introspection.

I'm almost always in some kind of shift. These are mainly taking on the persona (instincts or personality) of a kintype and is always involuntary, though the strength of such differs. Sometimes I simply shift and see myself in minds eye/perceive my body as that of a kintype (also involuntary) without a persona shift to accompany it, sometimes they coincide. Since I am always my kintypes and never not my kintypes, terms like contherian or vacillant therian may apply.

Because this is how I live, whenever I feel something new, it's usually pretty obvious. It's like 'hmm? what is this body? this face? these parts? what are these instincts? who am I right now?'. The process begins with contextual clues and if it's fiction based, leaving it be to see if it's not just a fictionflicker. It usually ends with finding the type or realising it's not a kintype etc. Sometimes this takes months, or years, and keeps coming back to cycle again.

It's important to understand that I am Autistic, and I understand that some of my experiences can be crossed with neurodivergence. I always consider this when considering a kintype. But also, I support psychological kintypes anyway. Including ones born from neurodivergence, so it doesn't much bother me. I consider myself mainly psychological, with slight leans towards beliefs that could be counted as spiritual but have no set 'path'.

The first kintypes I ever recall experiencing are werewolf and android. The werewolf one was relatively easy to understand, as kinfirmation bloomed from my love and devotion to one Tommy Dawkins from Big Wolf On Campus. He is not a kintype for me, not even a synpath. He did, however, serve to awaken in me a kind of 'pride' about being a werewolf. As he is an heroic character who happens to be a werewolf. I looked at him and thought 'we're the same. I'm a werewolf too' but, being a dumb child, I didn't seek to find a name for it (nor would I have, I feel, at the time) I just privately considered myself a werewolf or sometimes, not so privately, though my friends thought I was playing pretend when I wasn't.

Even so, my werewolf self looks nothing like Tommy's form. But I didn't question this because I knew, innately, that werewolves can and do look many different ways. I have always and will always continue to have empathy for werewolves in media, or be mad at the continuous villainous portrayals. Considering this awakening happened at like, 6 years of age and has persisted for 20 years, it's me. I'm a werewolf. I've written more about my werewolf experiences in a different post, so I won't go on.

I recall telling someone's mum once that 'I'm a robot. I don't have feelings like people do. I can't cry.' which she took as a worry and had a talk to me about feelings being ok. But that's not what I meant. I meant that, I'd started feeling shifts where crying was a physical impossibility and my comprehension of emotions was different. It took me a long, long time to come across a firm android identity with defined characteristics, purpose, function and inner workings. I'm still working on it now. I tend to say 'kind of like how androids are in Detroit: Become Human' but I'm not an Android from there, there's just similarities. There's also a secondary android I am which looks far more obviously like a machine though still humanoid and I'm questioning if they're the same in some way or two distinct identities.

Even though FNAF Security Breach is new, the build up connections to realising I'm the Daycare Attendant is not. Already I had that connection to being a machine but there was always the feeling of being something not typically 'android', of taking care of children as a duty and with sun and moon themed clowns. I made a slightly more detailed post about my connections but yeah it was funny and almost breathtaking how a bunch of little things suddenly came together and made more sense when this character existed in our world.

I've never had a strong religious connection to anything, but felt more affirming thoughts towards polytheism or pseudo-religious dogma. The name 'Lucifer' felt kind of right to me, and I explored the more well known Abrahamic Lucifer for a while. This didn't feel...right though. I liked what he stood for religiously to those who follow him, but it wasn't me. I knew I was a winged humanoid figure, something to do with dawn, something to do with bringing light...through study and research I found the minor God known as Phosphoros/Eosphoros and yes even Lucifer. From his role, to his appearance to his domains, it all fit so much better than before and the shifts for him are very frequent I'll tell you what. (That's 6).

For as long as I remember, I've always felt distinctively metahuman too. I disregarded this for a long time due to having kintypes with 'special' abilities anyway, until it started to feel like a gap in my identity.

At first I thought this was to do with knowing I should be able to manipulate fire. Then I felt that no, it was something a bit more ephemeral than that. Something that people don't usually see. Wind maybe? No. It's yellow, it's bright and can be hot like fire. I came across the term photokinesis one day. Manipulation of light. Using like to create, to burn, to move, to shield, to fly...all of this felt real. I'm a metahuman. I don't feel this is connected to divinity (even with the above identity), but comes from a place where lots of people had abilities of different kinds.

Woo, that's 5! And yeah, I'm otherhearted and copinglink and synpath and always questioning. My copinglink's feel just as strong and important as my kin/theriotypes and my hearttypes and synpath identities are equally important to me but in different ways. I have a lot of fave characters and animals and creatures who are just things/characters I think are neat. I feel warm towards my partners kintypes without having a special connection myself. Because I do not, I repeat, do not assume every connection I have is a kintype.

So you may ask, why is it you believe you're polykin, with so many kintypes, instead of just one?

Honestly, this is something I question every day. The idea of having past lives feels kind of right to me, psychological impacts also feel right. I've come to the point now where I actually don't...care why? I only care about who I am and what I'm going to do with that. The past is the past, the future comes later, I'm whatever and whomever I am right now and it doesn't matter why I'm like this and not just a human only that I am this.

All of these identities are parts of me. Wholly creating the truest 'me' I can ever be. I am me. I am all of my kintypes. I wouldn't be 'me' without them all. I am polykin and all of me are real.

[xxdovesadorationxx]

Hi its 3 am and i pop out of no where

Kankri canon call looking for everyone.

Please share if youre a kin blog i am really upset and lonely.

I remember in a timeline i did know cronus and hung out with him frequently. This was after i had my heart broken by someone (might have been latula actually)

Cronus lived like in the beachy area and he had a indoor saltwater pool but he preferred the actual ocean.

I remember his eyes. His expressions.

When he wasn't being a douchebag he was sweet. Yeah really flirty yeah he had a hard time with the word no but he would accept it after two or three times.

I remember i got embarrassed when he wanted me to go swimming with him.

I remember just platonically falling asleep next to him. He was my best friend while alive.

I cant remember where i stayed. I remember hiding and i had plenty of rust based clothes.

I got sick once and Cronus went with me to get checked out to make sure no one hurt me because if they had to do blood work? I was fucked.

He took care of me when i was sick.

He tried to cook and was bad at it. I taught him some things porrim taught me

Porrim tried to fight Cronus which was not a good thing.

I remember once sleepily i would be really gentle and touch over his fins and just kinda admire his gills. The first time i saw his abdominal gills i was like!!!!! That's really neat.

Seadwellers anatomy always was something i was curious about. He had little bioluminesent freckles. The ones on his back glowed brighter.

Cronus got embarrassed about his fins. Because of how expressionate they were.

Cronus was fucking terrifying when angry.

I remember in the game we grew closer. When we died it was so hard to get used to. Cronus and I didn't talk much at first but he came to check in on me.

I hugged him really tight and he talked and he played one of his songs for me he had been working on. I sung a little of what he wanted me to even

Even though i was very nervous. I didn't sing for people. Not since i was young and would jist chill with porrim and we'd do some music stuff together. She taught me how to dance.

I wrote poetry a lot. Before my long essays started. I enjoyed artsy things a lot but ended up going more towards philosophy because i was pissed about my status. When i was alive.

I saw damara cry once. She told me to get lost and i sat next to her and she hugged me. I didnt argue i just awkwardly rubbed her back. Rufioh hurt her and then she got angry and im p sure arson was on hed mind

[positively-kinning]

Anon said: “hey um if its okay could I pls get an aesthetic? Im a noncanon marvel character, a mutant with dark grey wings, who was kidnapped and experimented on by Hydra. I ended up being their asset, kinda like how Bucky was the winter soldier, for who knows how long. I was eventually captured by SHIELD who tried to help me. I didn't have much of an identity beyond what little Hydra gave to me, because the brainwashing messed up & completely wiped me once. Thanks so much in advance, I hope this is okay!”

I tried to include as many elements as I could, I hope this is fine! If you want any changes don’t hesitate to tell me!!

- Mod Mikan (Tenko Shift)

[ashenkinsthetics]

Nightcrawler x Angel Aesthetic

Two aesthetics in one night, what??? Anyways this one was made mostly for myself and one of my canons. Warren is a good.

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