Jul 27
had an okay day today but now I'm kinda feeling dead inside because everyone else gets their relationships but not me. no one is ever going to want to date me, kiss me, fuck me. never the first person.
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had an okay day today but now I'm kinda feeling dead inside because everyone else gets their relationships but not me. no one is ever going to want to date me, kiss me, fuck me. never the first person.
We have the same demons, baby.
— @skyofhellflames
Me: I dont fall for people easily!!
Person: *shows me the slightest attention*
Me:
Everything feels upside down
why can't I be a guy so girls can naturally like me and it'd just be easier
So, I feel the need to get something off my chest.
I have borderline personality disorder as well as type 2 bipolar disorder, and I'm curious as to if anyone else experiences some of the things I do.
Sometimes I get these feelings (I guess) of intense connection with people I just meet. I feel like I have attachment and/or a protective nature over them, even if we're basically complete strangers. This has happened quite a few times over the course of my lifetime, and I can remember it happening from as far back as about the age of 8. I'm just curious as to what this is, or if anyone else experiences it at all.
me: are u mad at me....... me: -feels abusive for asking- friend: no ur good me: ok thanks sorry!! me: -still convinced I did something wrong and now wants to die for even asking-
nothing YouTube and weed can't fix,,