#my personal shit

[remuuuuuuu]

You know…I think despite everything maybe me and M are like Regulus and James. Maybe everything we went through from 2018-2023 was for a reason. Most of it was good. Some of it was really hard. To separate for 2.5 years to grow and change just to come back together and try again now.

Maybe that was all meant to happen. We had to part ways to find each other again. It’s like choices where Regulus gets hurt and even though it’s been years James comes and there’s still so much love there.

No one was ever like M. Even being with someone almost a year didn’t change how I felt about her. I think maybe M and I are going to work out. Maybe it was just written that way and we had to go through being apart to be together.

I think soon (in the next week) we will be officially girlfriends again. How crazy is it that those two and a half years feel long and hard and weird but also like a small blip. A time of change. And now we’re back. Back to where we were supposed to be.

It feels different and yet the base is the same. The people we are remain. Little difference show as we’ve grown but the core of it feels like everything we had and everything we want to be.

I hope we get this.

To all the Regulus x James style relationships out there…maybe we do get each other in every life. It’s not always easy. In fact it’s probably never easy. But I think it’s gonna be worth it. All of it.

[madeofvenus]

I was love.

The kind that waits

that overthinks,

that hopes.

Anxious, soft,

always trying to understand silence.

I craved closeness, reassurance, clarity.

He was fear.

The kind that pulls back when things get too close.

Avoidant,

Quiet,

lost in his own mess.

He mistook vulnerability for pressure.

He showed up in half-ways,

Then ran.

I begged for honesty,

He built walls.

And maybe we weren't wrong — just wired differently.

I needed connection.

He needed space.

But I kept reaching.

And he kept slipping away.

Still, I was love.

And he was just not ready.

— two hearts, different languages

[feanope]

I guess... I am slowly finding my way back into fandom again. I had covid and it took me months to fully recover. I was a glimpse away from burnout after having to take over my boss' responsibility after he quit--on top of my normal job. Now, I quit my job--leaving for another; and since I did, I slowly begin to realize, how bad I fared the past 10 months. Nothing gave me joy, really, and all I wanted to do was sleep, and sleep, and sleep.

[doomalade]

I don’t even want to write or post anything here anymore

I’m so tired of being harassed and dogpiled on

Fine, go ahead and ship Jaune and Ilia, do whatever you want

I’m gonna stop posting and not write

I hope you are all happy

@true-king-of-monsters I’m sorry okay?

Just everyone leave me alone

[farbeyondthepalehorizon]

I just finished watching Mad Men pretty recently, so I have to say that switching back into Good Omens mode and seeing Jon Hamm as Gabriel Jim sure is one hell of a mental shift.

[get-the-cheese-to-sickbay]

Gotta say I find it really ironic that Tumblr got rid of all the NSFW content (and lots of other innocent content it considers NSFW for some reason) to “attract more advertisers” so it can show me “better and more personalised ads” only to then try and sell me, an asexual lesbian, fucking VIAGRA for months on end

[kefalion]

Compliments often hit me one of two unfavourable ways

1. Whatever. Of course it was good, but it doesn’t matter because I’m skilled at this and it was easy and took no effort and isn’t worthy of praise.

2. No, it wasn’t good. I could have done so much better if I’d put more effort in. This does not live up to my standards and is not worthy of praise.

Then there’s the sweet spot

Oh, thank you! Yes, I worked very hard on this and I’m happy with how it turned out. I’m so glad you noticed.

[thequeentalks]

Just wondering am I the only mixed kid who's mom did like the same 4 hair styles up until like middle school and then without like telling you decided it's your responsibility now but like they didn't teach you anything about proper care. So when you go on Google and shit and try out styles but you didn't do it right they swoop in to critique your work and complain about how your this old and can't do your own hair right...