#my venting

[daysleftofsecondterm]

I cannot think of many more ways to say this.

DO NOT BE RUDE TO OTHER PEOPLE ON MY BLOG.

NOT EVEN THE TYPE OF PERSON YOU JUST THOUGHT OF. DO NOT BE RUDE. IT’S HORRIBLE MANNERS AND I DON’T APPRECIATE IT.

DO NOT. BE RUDE.

[radioactive-earthshine]

NGL I have STRONG opinions about digital releases omitting the letters to the editor section of older comics. I feel like the letters are a part of comic history and should be aggressively preserved.

[iliterallydecepticanteven]

I'm tired of being the mature bigger person eldest daughter so, taking into account that my mom didn't call or text me for my birthday (which was on this past Sunday), she will be getting a glitter bomb mother's day card because this is the only way I can cope that doesn't involve burning major bridges

[teanster123]

"Make America Great Again"? "Get Americans Scammed Again", more like!

Today, I was on DeviantArt and unfortunately fell trap to a scammer on Discord whose Discord username is deviantart_supportjeremy and went by the name Jeremy Meyers. Jeremy (deviantart_supportjeremy) stole access into my DeviantArt account (Teanster1) while also manipulating me into sending him a $200 Apple gift card, and I am absolutely devastated and pissed. I reported him to DeviantArt and Discord, and now I'm currently waiting to see whether or not I will be able to get my DeviantArt account back. I am scared right now.

On another note, I think that if there's anyone to blame for lots and lots of scammers popping up here and there, such as on DeviantArt for example, throughout the U.S. more recently, I'd blame it on the U.S. government, especially Donald Trump and MAGA. The reason being is that Trump and MAGA are wanting to plunge the U.S. into a second Great Depresson, one that's more impossible for the U.S. to get out of, compared to the one from 1929-1939-ish.

And with dangerous levels of economic problems where nobody has access to insurance, healthcare, food, housing, etc. and a select few people are super rich and too busy indulging themselves in luxury without giving any fucks, poverty comes into play; and so do scammers. The more working-class people can't afford insurance, healthcare, food, housing, other basic needs, etc., the more scammers will pop up. Normal average everyday good people could even become prone to becoming scammers out of not being able to take it anymore. I'm talking about scammers scamming for new, different reasons, not out of selfishness but rather out of a real, genuine cry for help. It won't be about stealing money for themselves, rather it'll now be about stealing money so as to actually help their families. And when those good people do become scammers, they will claw at each other, scamming and defrauding their way to the top as a means of survival and trying to survive, not just for themselves to survive but more importantly for their families to also survive with them. Stealing, theft, and robberies will gain a new reason behind them: "My dad is sick and not getting better." "My mom is dying from cancer." "My baby is starving." "My sibling is freezing to death." "My grandmother needs enough money to cover her insurance."

Once someone scams enough people and does enough scamming in order to finally reach the top, where the rich, high-class autocrats reside and wallow in luxury and riches and privileges, that's when the scammers can relax; but that doesn't mean that scammer can stop or should stop. This is because, even though the scammer has finally made it to the top of the food chain, the scammer still has to fight to keep their position. They still have to keep fighting for the sake of their families, themselves, and now their new, high-class position.

Trump and MAGA want to reduce the entire United States of America (and even the rest of the world) into a hierarchy or caste system where those at the bottom are doomed to fight (and even kill), steal, and also scam their way to the very top for the sake of survival. When Trump and MAGA are gone, a new U.S. president should be able to not only restore DEI, equality, kindness, and other nice things that we all should value into and within our home sweet Land of the Free, but also really take a stand against scammers online and everywhere else.

[rainbowdelicdaisy]

To my Former Friend Group/Discord ""Buddies"" who thought it would be cool to Recreate the BlueSpike Saga by attempting to cast me as your own Personal Chris Chan: Fuck You and I hope that poor 11 year old you dragged into tricking me into thinking was an 18 year old (I had JUST turned 18 a couple months and got out of foster care before yall did this shit) got the everliving fuck away from you evil creatures

The Muppets Would be Ashamed that Y'all are Fictionkin to Them

And for my Former Friend/Mutual from my DeviantArt Days that Decided to Take the Side of These Scumbags after reading their joke of a callout post after FORCING me to show you it in exchange for keeping you as my friend, I hope you feel proud of yourself that you picked the sides of lying wannabe LOLCowers over someone you knew online for almost a decade

After seeing a Certain Tumblr Artist call out their asshole CyberStalkers, I'm fucking done being afraid of you fuckers and hopefully for my mutuals and followers reading this: I hope that you can still stay by my side, especially since I want to free myself from the chains of shame and actually move on from the mistakes I did make when I was 16-19 years old

Even with making many mistakes and errors along the way, I feel like I deserve to actually move on and be able to get better after what happened to me with those people

I'm 25 fucking years old, my teenage self deserves to heal and move from what happened to them, I hope y'all think so too!

[ambient-entropy]

[wallfloweringfemme]

ventinggggg. I hate the holidays and I hate family…. tw hopeless feelings, sh thoughts

having time off work for holidays is lovely obviously but having to hear what everyone is getting up to with their families is hell. People travelling to see each other, big gatherings, food and walks and games and time together…and I’m just stuck here on my own.

didn’t go home because it would be shit, everyone hates each other and I don’t have the energy to travel anyway. Ever since my grandma died and my granny got her new partner and got old the family has just unravelled. Not that there was much love lost. Most couples are divorced. I have no extended family who’ve ever truly loved me or been part of my life. My parents fell out of love long ago and they’re always one tiny argument away from days of an atmosphere and silent treatment and sides and shouting and ughhhhhjg.

Whyyy can’t my family be normal. Like WHY. why couldn’t some generation before mine sort their shit out so it didn’t fall to me to grieve and work hard to heal and feel and be so fucking lonely?? I don’t even have a family of my own and when’s that going to happen when I basically never leave the house bar for work?? When I have the self esteem of a slug?? When I have the confidence of…well just something really pathetic. And the anxiety and social skills of the most timid creature you did ever meet.

Life is so objectively hopeless. And I don’t even have the energy to try anymore. So deeply tired in my body and soul. Truly just praying for something to take me out at this point. Genuinely please. I’ll be sorry I never got to have a relationship but you can’t have everything. At least it’s better if it’s some other force not me, for my family’s sake. Not that I really care. I am filled with so much hatred and anger and shame it is honestly disgusting wtffff just gonna go cuddle my jellycats and probably cut myself up later because it honestly feels way better than being with my family isn’t that so fucking sad :))))