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Can’t sleep, brain won’t shut off....sleeping meds not helping me fall asleep so that’s not good. I’m exhausted and today was emotion again so I just wanna sleep. Hope you and I both get some! Night! #cantsleep #sleepingissues #brainwontshutoff #mentallyill #bpdisorder #borderlinepersonality #exhausted #tired #tryingtosleep #invisibleillness #yournotalone #depressivedisorder #depressionsucks #personalitydisorder #ptsd #mentalillnesswarrior #mentalhealth #mystory #myexpirience #realshit

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I’m emotionally exhausted, went to my first support meeting and even not talking I spent the hour bawling. I was triggered way more then anyone should be and I was in awe of the bravery these people had, so honest. I’m not there yet, I’m not ready yet but I can see the long term benefits so I will return and give more of a shot than I usually would..... I’ll be able to talk about the hard stuff eventually.... just not today! #firstmeeting #supportgroup #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalbattle #learning #recovery #mystory #myexpirience #emotional #exhausted #tryingtobereal #tryingtogetbetter #tryingtoadult #fightingstigma #yegblogger #vlogger #writer #borderlinepersonalityrecovery #borderlinepersonalitydisorderproblems #borderlinepersonality #bpd #boldlybpd #stepsforward

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*possible trigger warning* Sent to hospital by my doctor for some immediate help, assessed out the ass, emotional rollercoaster and end result was me home headed to a psychiatry appointment in morning and new meds for the persistent depressive disorder added to my list of mental health issues. Felt heard by most had a shitty conversation with a crisis worker that made me feel horrible... told me I sounded fine ... what does a suicidal person sound like?? Such silly stereotyping of what a person needing help should be. Even though it went how I knew it would I can say I’m headed to see a doctor I’ve waited a year otherwise to see and I’ll finally get some meds that may actually help. So please guys, if your feeling really dark and hopeless go to the hospital. I know how hard it is, believe me.... but it is the right thing to do. #mentalhealth #mentalillness #depressivedisorder #bpd #boldlybpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anxiety #learning #yournotalone #gethelp #itsnoteasy #tryingtogetbetter #invisibleillness #fighting #tryingtobereal #tryingtoadult #hardchoices #suicidalthoughts #wecancreatechange #sharingmystory #myexpirience #blogger #vlogger #writer

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My latest blog post .... self awareness!!

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I will use myself as an example. My hubby took this rare pick of me smiling and posing... I never do this. My husband is a great photographer but I'm not into myself. I gained 50lbs on my last round of meds and now I don't know who I am inside or out. But I'm trying to remember that I have those in my life that love me. That will hold those memories close when I'm not with them anymore. So I'm trying to move out of my own self loathing and remember that I'm making memories for those I love. I hate this picture.... HATE it but only because it's of me and that's my own issue to work past. But those that love me deserve to have pictures and memories. I want that for them and for me. One day I'll look back and feel differently. Or at least that's the goal.#sharingmystory #myexpirience #stigmafighter #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentallyill #bpd #boldlybpd #selfimage #learning #tryingtogetbetter #makememories #lookpastyourself #blogger #vlogger #mom #wife #workingonmyself #yournotalone #fighter

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Don't mind the crazy hair lol.... today's been a good day. I got out for a nice long walk with the hubby and my fur baby Lucy. Took a bit to convince me but once your out and walking on a beautiful day it feels good. And I had my first #blogpost for @healthymindscanada published today!! And that's exciting.... I'm trying to hold onto the joy these things bring. I'm struggling but I am trying. Good things happen in their own time.... and good things do happen!! Have a good day guys!! #mentalhealth #mentalbattle #mentalillness #mentallyill #bpd #bpdfighter #boldlybpd #advocate #gotoutside #goodthingshappening #tryingtogetbetter #learning #invisibleillness #yegblogger #vlogger #poet #stigmafighter #fighter #sharingmystory #myexpirience