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I love my flamenco class, it really keeps my brain going and my body working ♥️💃🏾 but it also teaches me so much more about myself. Like it’s so hard for me to focus, how easily I feel intimidated, how I feel picked on, disliked, ignored or betrayed . But then I realize these are my thoughts and my feelings only and so I work on my issues and release them them until they sneak up on me again but I never quit. I stay on it and even though my body is not the same at 67, I accept it and keep going. I do this for me, for my soul and that’s it. So whatever obstacles I make up in my brain can easily overcome them by not quitting, by keeping it going and being ok with all my imperfections. Loving me ♥️ taking care of me ♥️ before I know it I’m focused and I’m getting it my way at my pace, slowly but surely. #loveflamenco #myinsecurities #keepgoing #notaquitter #nevereverquit #victorious #notavictim #myfeelings #thetruth #loveme #imjustme #imenough #childhoodtrauma (at Shakti Dance Goddess) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdvoTn0LsqD/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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do you?

hello. this is my first post, hehe.

so in this occasion, I’ll tell you something (well, it’s nah really that important tho) but I’m really sure that you guys also have your own insecurities, right? me as well. but, do you think that your insecurities are ‘something-that-you-can’t-love’ or ‘something-you-hate’ and, yeah. that’s quite worrying things. like I mean, we shouldn’t hate or avoid that because that’s your insecuruites, that’s all yours and me too, that’s also mine. why did I mention that you’ve to love that?

well, that’s a start for you, and me as well to love ourselves. don’t you love yourself? don’t you? but, back to myself...

do you think I love myself?

do you think I love the way I looked like physically?

do you think I love with my appearance?

do you think I love with anything I got?

to be honest, I don’t. why did it can be? I hate from the way I looked like. I hate my fat, fluffy, and unideal body shape. I don’t like my skin tone, and my different eyes. I don’t like my skin tone because it doesn’t looks bright, but not really that dark, I don’t like my body shape because I’m fat. It’s hard to find the right fashion to be suitable with, them people be laugh and mock my fat body with no rational reasons. I don’t like my different eyes. It looks so bad and I don’t want to have eyes like this. I have monolid eyes and it looks small. yes. I got a lot of insecurities about my appearance. I hate something that I don’t like and I hate something that I can’t accept with.

“If I can re-born, I’ll be requesting to God how will I looks like.”

but, at the moment, I also feels proud and grateful from that I got.

because, it’s only a simple thing to answer all of my insecurities,

“If you don’t look like that, yourself can’t be YOU.”

you’re luckier than anybody else. look! there’s a lot of people who feels grateful from what they got even thought they have a lot of bigger weakness than you. you should be grateful from whatever happened in this world to you.

that’s a start for you to love yourself. keep going on. that’s all from me, thank u and have a good day ;)

with love, L.

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My insecurities

My insecurities I wear just beneath the surface, They go unnoticed in the background. My insecurities creep into happy thoughts and taint then with fear, Fear of abandonment, or rejection, of being used. My insecurities sit in the back of mind everyday, Whispering " don't let them get too close" My insecurities they don't look like yours, They look like me allowing you to leave cause I'm afraid of saying stay! My insecurities they are mine and I will take responsibility for them and how they play into my life, my love, and all that is me. I will tell you what my insecurities are, if you choose to not see or remember do not blame me for what I can't do. And how they make you feel cause I have tried but I can only be me.

#staying #stayingistoobigarisk #iamme #myinsecurities #imokay?#imfine?

Doors

When someone keeps askin where the door is, Eventually you must show them where it is, When someone chooses to keep leaving, Eventually you must close the door behind them, When someone says that can't handle you, Eventually you must believe them, When someone shows you how they feel in they're actions, Eventually you must realize they're words mean nothing, When someone requires that you give pieces of yourself to them and it's still not enough Eventually you must stop destroying yourself for them, u must stop fighting. When you asked to leave I let you, simply cause you kept leaving and I couldn't continue to wait by the door. Eveytime you left I lost more of my ability to ask you that you stay. I could not risk my voice calling upon deaf ears. You showed that you wanted to leave more than you wanted to stay. I mean it is what you do best. I knew you'd leave before I knew I loved you.

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