#mysun

[florderetalios]

quero ser vista de dentro. que você reconheça, me veja e entenda o tanto que eu amo. porque eu sei que posso ser mais só de eu ver o meu reflexo no seu olhar.

já fui a mil flores do deserto mas hoje eu só quero ser a sua flor.

ah . ad

[sag-dab-sar]

Today is a solar eclipse the sun will be obscured almost entirely (only a sliver still visible) in my area. Tomorrow is the historical start date for the Sumerian Ur calendar (first "sight" of the waxing crescent) and thus an Akiti festival. I was planning on a procession that leads the deity away today and a procession of return tomorrow. And its was going to be Enlil (or An, Enlil, Enki not sure). But the meaning of leaving/returning would be perfect for a festival to Utu the Sun God. However, Amaterasu-Ōmikami forbade me from worshipping any other solar deities (or deities in solar aspect) many many years ago. So a solar celebration of Utu is out of the question. I just realized how intensely this can represent the story of Amaterasu-Ōmikami in the cave story so maybe I'll read that during the eclipse and maybe say the Hi-fu-mi prayer of purification (I'll be with my parents though)

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Edit after:

The eclipse could only be seen with special glasses but it got super cold as we sat there, like my wheelchair rims got cold to the touch. And it became a grey sky without clouds which was weird.

I read the Kojiki rock-cave story while waiting for it to reach maximum

[racha]

1/6 EP BY SUNMI: TRACKLIST (click for better quality)

[ruhukirikolanlar]

Sevgilim;

Hangi kelimelerle seni anlatacağımı bilemiyorum bazen, bugün ki gibi :) Yanında hiç olmadığım birine dönüşüyorum sevgilim, yumuş yumuş sevgi pıtırcığı bi çocuk oluveriyorum karşında. Saçlarımı canımı acıtmamak için narince ve özenle tarayıp saçlarımı toplaman olsun ıslak saçlarımı kurutman olsun, öperken kokumu içine çekerek öpmen olsun, sımsıkı sarılıp beni her şeye rağmen sevdiğini söylemen olsun sevgilim, tüm her şeye rağmen yanımda oluşun yanında çocuklaşabildiğim güzel adam, her şeye rağmen yine seni seçerim, dünyaya yine gelsem yine seni severim. tüm geçmişinle kabulümsun, kalbimin sahibi.. -A

[moonxkat]

Would it be a sin to want you this much?

[muffinthedisaster]

And I told him he's my sun. He asked what I meant so I explained:

"You make me feel warm and cozy, you caress my soul, but at times irritate me, I couldn't live without you, and yet sometimes I can't stand you. I love you, you're my life source, my happiness, but you're so strong you sometimes make me feel the need to seek a place away from you. I always know you are close, and feel cold whenever you're gone."

[pazzadellamore]

My ☀️ every day

[stefousxanth]

@abillionthoughts 🥰😜

That's true😎👌