#nb yearning

[enbianyearner]

Schizospec and psychotic enben <3 enben with personality disorders <3 plural enben <3 enben with no empathy or sympathy <3 enben with aspd, npd, or hpd <3

[juniper-a-enby]

thinking about finally visiting (or being visited by) a mutual and just hanging out and doing soft things in between the horny things

things like taking our time brushing each others hair while we sit in each others lap, cuddling while watching something, being all cozy under a blanket together

getting a lovely breakfast ready for the one that wakes up later, picking out a place to eat or order takeout from, playing a board or video game together

existing together in the same space while we do our own things to decompress from the lovely days we're, but able to see and hear the other during

[el-paraiso-de-eden]

Yes, I want to worship them, take them apart with my mouth, give them pleasure at heights they have never felt before, and fuck them to oblivion in ways that haven't been invented yet. I really, really do. But I also want to kiss them softly and reverently. Keep them warm, face craddled in my palms. I want to embrace them completely, pull them under my sweater and into my arms, through winds, and thunderstorms, and nightmares. Hold them close, be it sitting, standing, or laying down. Put leaves or flowers in their hair or behind their ears. Crowns of blooming petals in the spring. Nuzzling snowflakes off their cheeks in the winter. Make them presents, record them mixtapes, write them love letters, find them rare albums, send them postcards, fill their collections, pick them pinecones, buy them trinkets. Cry with them, laugh with them, cook with them, walk with them, dance with them, read with them. Fight with them, fight for them. Stand with them, be brave with them. Look after a pet with them, travel the world with them, build a home with them. Good or bad, I want everything with them.

MINORS & AGELESS BLOGS DNI ! YOU WILL BE BLOCKED !

[entropicslut]

Right now I want mommy to hold me and its super nice and sweet at first but when I try to shift a little you dont let me. You dont let me move even the slightest amount and your hands veryyyyy slowly creep down my belly and under my pants and and the the other snaking up, gently holding my neck and sliding up until mommys fingers are in my mouthhhh fuckkkk

(Inspired by a fun convo in my dms~)

[zevmaru]

My partner has my mind and body in a headlock. I'm constantly thinking of them, of lusting after them like a dog. It's going to be much more intense after January when I get to finally touch them, taste them, bask in the glow of their presence, and hear all of their sweet intoxicating sounds.

Please hurry up January. 😩

[lexi-le-strange]

Fuck, I wanna be tied up and fucked so baddddd

[blakesb0nes]

I've had a deep, fixated yearning as of late

the root of the yearning is community, affection, intimacy

I want fwbs and qprs. I want relationships that can be sexual in a casual sense and also not get caught up in heteronormative boxes. I want all my relationships to be important. I don't want to feel pressured to say "I love you." I don't want to treat platonic and romantic love like enemies.

I want mentors. Queers older than me, giving me advice, reminding me there's still time. Older punks teaching me things I likely won't find out on my own. Guys, butches, and alphas (of the omegaverse variety) showing me how to be one myself.

I just want people to be there for me, help me, take care of me, acknowledge my struggles.

I also want other perverted freaks.

[yearning-bi-enby]

ahh feeling the 3 H's:

horny, hungry, haunted