I've had a deep, fixated yearning as of late
the root of the yearning is community, affection, intimacy
I want fwbs and qprs. I want relationships that can be sexual in a casual sense and also not get caught up in heteronormative boxes. I want all my relationships to be important. I don't want to feel pressured to say "I love you." I don't want to treat platonic and romantic love like enemies.
I want mentors. Queers older than me, giving me advice, reminding me there's still time. Older punks teaching me things I likely won't find out on my own. Guys, butches, and alphas (of the omegaverse variety) showing me how to be one myself.
I just want people to be there for me, help me, take care of me, acknowledge my struggles.
I also want other perverted freaks.